[Coolbreeze74]

Well my son was admitted to a new psych hospital here. No visitors allowed. I'm kinda frustrated bc hes saying he doesn't believe hes being drugged anymore. He told me that he believes hes been drugged for the last 3 yrs. Hes on the same meds he was before. He just doesn't want to stay. He needs to be honest so he can really get the help he needs.

I need him to give me a code or I cant talk to the pdoc there. I doubt he will. Just frustrated with him...

I had a 4 hour long panic attack tonight. Just pure misery. So glad it ended. Now I hope I sleep bc my sister is coming over tomorrow. Shes dropping off some stuff.

Hope everyone is sleeping soundly.

[Coolbreeze74]

Originally Posted by Moose72

Here it is 5:45 p.m. and I am all moved in! The movers got to the old place at 1130 or so and were strong and quick! My mom gave them a nice tip for each. Almost everything is put away except my cds and dvds and books but I can do that easily. Your prayers must've been heard because just when the movers were almost done packing the moving truck, my phone rang to tell me that the apartment passed inspection! My aunt came over and lined all my shelves and cupboards ! N3 and gf came over and ate with us and all I need now are a couple of end tables for beside my bed. My new lights are set up and work. I don't know where caleb is smoking- he just disappears periodically. I think I saw him in his rental car earlier? My tree has a lovely East door wall to bask in. My tv is set up in the living room now instead of the bedroom. That's going to take a lot to get used to. Maybe I need a noise machine? My friend Christine is coming over to visit in about an hour to see the place. I hope I can remember the way to get here! I know how to get to my street but not where the building is exactly. Oh! My internet was on when they hooked up the tv! I guess calling Comcast did work! I'm attaching a pic of one side of the livingroom. You can see my new couch and new lamp I bought.

So glad you're moved in! Right on!

[Coolbreeze74]

Originally Posted by Moose72

Yes! It's been a long road in getting here- even more than this past month which is when I started this journey with this apartment complex. I was looking up places that took section 8 but none were one bedrooms- or the ones that WERE 1 bedroom were in a town too far away. I got lucky that my mom's neighbor works for this company and suggested several complexes actually. Applied for this one and was accepted! I can't tell you how happy that made me feel!

The lamp is cheerful! The fun thing about it is that you can have 2, 3, or 5 lights on at once. One thing I noticed is that the in-wall ac unit was turning on a lot. I had the sliding glass door to the balcony open so that must've been it. The laundry isn't too expensive so that's nice.

I need to finish my move-in inspection. You know- where you tell them what's wrong with the new place when you first move in so they don't charge you for it when you leave.

See you freaked out for nothing. That lamp is cute!

[*Beth*]

Originally Posted by Coolbreeze74

Well my son was admitted to a new psych hospital here. No visitors allowed. I'm kinda frustrated bc hes saying he doesn't believe hes being drugged anymore. He told me that he believes hes been drugged for the last 3 yrs. Hes on the same meds he was before. He just doesn't want to stay. He needs to be honest so he can really get the help he needs.

How frustrating! The pdocs surely know, though, that patients tend to omit some key symptoms. I wonder what they'll think of him not showering...he'll have to provide some kind of reason.

I need him to give me a code or I cant talk to the pdoc there. I doubt he will. Just frustrated with him...

Ugh, that code thing is a pain. I had to have a code to visit my niece a few years ago when she was IP. I kept forgetting it, forgetting to write it down. Do you know why he won't give you the code?

I had a 4 hour long panic attack tonight. Just pure misery. So glad it ended. Now I hope I sleep bc my sister is coming over tomorrow. Shes dropping off some stuff.

I'm so sorry, Cool. I hope your sister's visit brings you happiness.

Hope everyone is sleeping soundly. Thanks! I wish...

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[Coolbreeze74]

Originally Posted by BethRags

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Hey, I haven't talked to him since he was moved to the new hospital. I hope he gives me the code. Idk if he will. I'm not counting on it.

Thanks for your support.

[*Beth*]

Awake here...The air is compressed from the fires. That's the best word I can come up with. Entirely still and the temperature barely changes from day to night, which is so odd here.

I probably awoke, too, because today is my son's 32nd birthday! He weighed 10, 7oz when he was born. He was huge. Now he's 5'11" and thin. I will refrain from going into where did 32 years go....

It's so quiet around here. Hopefully, everyone is having a good snooze.

[*Beth*]

Originally Posted by Coolbreeze74

Hey, I haven't talked to him since he was moved to the new hospital. I hope he gives me the code. Idk if he will. I'm not counting on it.

Thanks for your support.

You betcha!

[Soupe du jour]

Originally Posted by Moose72

Here it is 5:45 p.m. and I am all moved in! The movers got to the old place at 1130 or so and were strong and quick! My mom gave them a nice tip for each. Almost everything is put away except my cds and dvds and books but I can do that easily. Your prayers must've been heard because just when the movers were almost done packing the moving truck, my phone rang to tell me that the apartment passed inspection! My aunt came over and lined all my shelves and cupboards ! N3 and gf came over and ate with us and all I need now are a couple of end tables for beside my bed. My new lights are set up and work. I don't know where caleb is smoking- he just disappears periodically. I think I saw him in his rental car earlier? My tree has a lovely East door wall to bask in. My tv is set up in the living room now instead of the bedroom. That's going to take a lot to get used to. Maybe I need a noise machine? My friend Christine is coming over to visit in about an hour to see the place. I hope I can remember the way to get here! I know how to get to my street but not where the building is exactly. Oh! My internet was on when they hooked up the tv! I guess calling Comcast did work! I'm attaching a pic of one side of the livingroom. You can see my new couch and new lamp I bought.

Excellent, Moose! And that sexy new sofa looks mighty comfy.

[wildflowerchild25]

I still feel kinda sick today. I got pretty dizzy last night and I had to sit in the bathroom for awhile because I thought I was going to be sick. Then by 10:30 I was starving so I had to eat something. I fell asleep (without seroquel - I was afraid it would make my stomach worse. This morning I still have a pretty bad headache. My stomach is uneasy. I think I’m just gonna eat light today. I have a lot of stuff around the house that I want to do. I’m guessing I have some sort of mild stomach bug.

I’m hoping to go switch my summer clothes over to fall/winter clothes, put the pants that are too big for me now in a bag upstairs, and go through my son’s clothes and put everything too small for him in a bag for donations. He keeps wearing pants two sizes too small and they look like painted on capris lol!

[bpcyclist]

Originally Posted by Moose72

Now that you mention it, section 8 has really helped me stay stable too. I got out of my mom's house. And now I'm in the new place - my first apartment that I've had all to myself! I feel such a relief since moving in here. Our movers were wonderfil- hard-working and kind. It's kind of scary that I'm by myself, but on the other hand I spent the last 3 months alone in that 3-bedroom townhouse.

If I can do it, you can do it.

[Soupe du jour]

Today is busy. We will be running errands, including food drop off, going to an electronics recycling joint, and the high school "paper shredding day". Luckily all are local.

My back, arm, and shoulder are still in pain. It's always worst after sleeping. I have been sleeping OK, despite. It's been a good 9 days since the injury. I assume the excessive physical work related to home sale prep is worsening the situation. I also want to do some packing today.

A man who took one of our desks said he wanted to buy our Ficus tree, but pick it up later. As often is the case, he seems to be backing out of it. Yesterday I texted him asking if he still wants it. His response was "Can you send me a photo? Also, you have to tell me how to care for it." That annoyed me since he saw the sucker in person, so I didn't respond. Then later he asked if he could come tomorrow (meaning today). I simply responded "Yes". Likely he won't come. Or if he shows up without appointment, he might find us out. Such a hassle, these things!

[bpcyclist]

Originally Posted by Soupe du jour

Today is busy. We will be running errands, including food drop off, going to an electronics recycling joint, and the high school "paper shredding day". Luckily all are local.

My back, arm, and shoulder are still in pain. It's always worst after sleeping. I have been sleeping OK, despite. It's been a good 9 days since the injury. I assume the excessive physical work related to home sale prep is worsening the situation. I also want to do some packing today.

A man who took one of our desks said he wanted to buy our Ficus tree, but pick it up later. As often is the case, he seems to be backing out of it. Yesterday I texted him asking if he still wants it. His response was "Can you send me a photo? Also, you have to tell me how to care for it." That annoyed me since he saw the sucker in person, so I didn't respond. Then later he asked if he could come tomorrow (meaning today). I simply responded "Yes". Likely he won't come. Or if he shows up without appointment, he might find us out. Such a hassle, these things!

Fickle humans.

[MuddyBoots]

The AH has been very off and onn these past few days, visual more on. I think I blacked out and punched the wall or something because my knuckles hurt a lot. Everything hurts a little bit, not too bad though. I'm wondering if it's from my near od, I don't even know if that was yesterday or three days ago. I feel so low. I feel like a failure. My ex is subtley manipulating me.

[*Beth*]

We've reached 100 pages, so a mod will close this thread. The new check-in thread is #51

[bpcyclist]

Originally Posted by Sapien

The AH has been very off and onn these past few days, visual more on. I think I blacked out and punched the wall or something because my knuckles hurt a lot. Everything hurts a little bit, not too bad though. I'm wondering if it's from my near od, I don't even know if that was yesterday or three days ago. I feel so low. I feel like a failure. My ex is subtley manipulating me.

What about a SMART Recovery or AA mtg, maybe?

[bluekoi]

New thread - Bipolar Check-In Thread #51