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catches the flowers
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I want to thank you! I am so grateful to you for "Touched with Fire". That movie has profound meaning for me in many ways. I found it validating, incredibly validating. As hard as it was, I was right there for every moment. Thank you so much __________________ |
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__________________ Wellbutrin XL 300 mg Loxapine 50mg Ingrezza 80 mg Ativan .5 mg 2x/day Propranolol 20 mg 2x/day Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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Oh, man, Adderal was bad for me. Sent me over the top and into the hospital. __________________ >< |
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__________________ Wellbutrin XL 300 mg Loxapine 50mg Ingrezza 80 mg Ativan .5 mg 2x/day Propranolol 20 mg 2x/day Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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#405
__________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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#406
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Right now everyone I know MI or not is stressing over everything everywhere. I often just have to be an ostrich and shove my head in the sand. I'm sick of people in office on both sides that are acting like freaking 4 year olds that cant have ice cream I think now would be a great time to use the prn .. Catch this before it gets worse??? Take good care of you, I'm here if you need an ear __________________ Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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I finished "Touched With Fire". Interesting ending. Is this a true story?
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catches the flowers
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Location: Downtown Vibes, California
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I know - that was hilarious! Good question...I'll read about it and find out if it's based on a real story----------------- Okay, yes, it is. IMDB says "The movie is based on the life of director Paul Dalio". Paul Dalio's bio is interesting. __________________ |
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Location: Washington
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#409
I'm still feeling overwhelmed. I had a 4 hour long panic attack last night. They are so scary and beyond tortuous.
My son felt better the other day. But hes back to saying hes being drugged. He wont tell his pdoc what is going on. I'm completely wore out. I'm going to have to call his pdoc. But his pdoc will need to talk to him. Pointless if he isnt honest. My eye is infected again. Sigh. I'm so sick of my life... |
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Location: Czechia
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#411
@~Christina, I am glad that Steve is continuing to feel better and working on projects. And hopefully your Seroquel sedation will ease soon. Maybe when cooler days come? Sending positive sedation fighting energy.
@BethRags and @bpcyclist, I will consider a doctor, for sure, if my physical stuff continues. Elevating my right leg did help with the swelling last night, but my toe and neck to elbow are still sore. I'll see what happens. Hopefully today's walking won't bring back more leg swelling. Water will be consumed! Hugs |
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I'm starting to adjust to city-life. Last night was quiet so I slept pretty well. I'm still waking up at 2am while my sister is sleeping in until 9am! Don't worry though, I fall asleep at around 7pm, just used to working on a farm and getting up early. She's supposed to wake up early though to take me to my evaluation. They don't do appointments, you just need to show up early and say "I want an evaluation" and hope there is no one ahead of you. I find this weird and I don't know how it works with so many people. I guess it's not *that* many people. I don't remember if it was like this in Vermont, I was with the same center for five years and I was quite out of it when I first got there.
I think tonight I'm going to stay up late so I can be more so on my sister's time. I'm anxious and restless doing nothing and being alone for 7 hours. |
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Stayed in bed most of the weekend. Felt kind of depressed. Feel like I can't do anything right. I did get up Saturday evening and watch a couple of the Back to the Future movies with my son. Yesterday I made it to the store, and ended up going to my bf's house for a few hours. It got me out of bed and out of the house at least.
I was looking forward to having a good catch up day today at work. But once again I have an employee trying to call off work. So sounds like I will have to go fill in. All I want is a week of being full staffed so I can sit at my own desk. Is that too much to ask? Ugh! I have so much work piled up it's ridiculous. Really stressing me out. |
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Location: Portland
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__________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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#416
Albert finally let me sleep fot two hours or so. YY! His sleep is all messed up. Dunno. I feel great, yhouhj. Not manic. Not psychotic. Not depressed. Thankful.
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#417
I have a good impression of Brno, CZ. It has all one might want in a city, without many tourists. It has a slightly different look and feel than Prague, for sure. It's nice looking, but with less splendor. It's not nearly as crowded.
My one nephew asked for a nap, so we have to relax a bit before a third apartment viewing. We sort of liked the one we saw this morning, but it was on the forth floor (fifth in the US) with no elevator. Since ceilings are almost always high in CZ, that equals even more steps. My husband wished there was more than one toilet and bathroom, but that's not common, especially in apartments. Our plan is for my husband's best friend to stay with us some weeks of most months. An extra toilet/bathroom would be nice. |
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Nahh, The evaluation is for a mental health center/clinic so I can get back on meds. For the foreseeable future I'm living in my sister's apartment. Much love! |
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#419
**** man. I’m not in a good mood today at all. It’s almost like depressed but definite anger/ambivalence thrown into the mix. I just want to get into bed and stay there. I couldn’t sleep until 2am last night. I had to take an extra 12.5mg seroquel.
I think my meds are screwed up. It’s my fault. I’ve only been taking 100mg lamictal instead of 300. Because I don’t have enough to last until mid October when my insurance will pay for my next prescription. I’m confused as to how I could have run out if I got a 90 day supply in august. I have to investigate when I get home. Did I put the extra in my cabinet? Did I never pick up the lamictal because I still had some? But then why would my insurance deny the new script until mid October? I really don’t know. I must have extra somewhere, or else the pharmacy ****ed me over and only gave me 30 days. I have no idea. My brain is mush, has been for a very long time. I left my wallet at home today so I can’t have lunch. I’m hungry. I can’t have anything until 4pm when I get home. Work sucks today. Usually I have the patience for the nonsense but today I just don’t want to deal with it. I hope I figure out the med situation. That has to be it, there’s no other triggers. __________________ Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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#420
I feel much better today mental health wise then I did this weekend. But I went to the store today and I was binded to the point of being in pain and at least the employee called me he which made me so happy. But then for lunch I just ate a big bowl of spaghettios with franks while still wearing the binder and I took it off afterwards because I felt kinda blah and it’s kinda like from the Eminem song that goes “theres vomit on his sweater, spaghetti, moms spaghetti.” But I feel pretty good today besides the fact my chest hurts a bit and I’m kinda coughing now from the binder.
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