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Poohbah
Member Since Aug 2015
Location: Philadelphia PA.
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#821
Good visit with my case manager . She's very supportive and very flexible with me. Bought some Greek yogurt individual servings Called my male friend. Planning to see him next Sun. Talked to my sister too. Pretty good conver.
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Legendary
Member Since Sep 2019
Location: Portland
Posts: 12,681
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#822
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Silver Swan
Member Since Jan 2008
Location: USA
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#823
Found this in my blog (From 2018) Anybody experience this?
Cacophony I was just watching a show on youtube about scizophrenia. I could relate to quite a bit of what they described. But the one that struck me the mostwas the description of being in a crowded place - like a restaurant or concert venue- and not being able to filter it out; all the voices and klinking of utensils come at once and yet individually all screaming at me iin their own language. A cacophony of sound. It is overwhelming. __________________ Wellbutrin XL 300 mg Loxapine 50mg Ingrezza 80 mg Ativan .5 mg 2x/day Propranolol 20 mg 2x/day Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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Member Since Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
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#824
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Ohh, that is so familiar to me. Also, hearing all that kind of noise inside my mind when I'm entirely alone. That's what I've been experiencing lately, that and music. So my pdoc raised my AP today. I'm glad. __________________ |
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Member Since Sep 2019
Location: Portland
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#825
I start to hear metallic hissing around 9 or 10 at night a lot of the time. It is kind of like, oh, electronic, nano crickets made out of really, super fine titanium, maybe. A chorus of them. I am weird.
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Member Since Dec 2019
Location: Washington
Posts: 334
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#826
I'm still wide awake. I took extra zyprexa. I hope I sleep. I have a therapy appt tomorrow and a drs appt. They are both over the phone. But I'd like to be able to think. I hope I sleep...
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#827
Hello friends! Long time no see!
I'm sad because I'm feeling very lonely. I know I have my sister and you all, but my sister keeps threatening to kick me to the streets and I just feel so distant from everyone. I have my new therapist too. She seems alright, but she's acting like she knows everything about me just because she knows I have BPD. I have gotta go, the weather here is really bad. Much love to all! |
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Elder
Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
Posts: 5,037
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#828
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Elder
Member Since Jun 2015
Location: Czechia
Posts: 5,153
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#829
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There have been some coping tools that I initially rejected, but then later found value. Breathing techniques and mindfulness exercises are examples. Sometimes the time is just not right for some. |
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Elder
Member Since Jun 2015
Location: Czechia
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Elder
Member Since Jun 2015
Location: Czechia
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Silver Swan
Member Since Jan 2008
Location: USA
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#832
__________________ Wellbutrin XL 300 mg Loxapine 50mg Ingrezza 80 mg Ativan .5 mg 2x/day Propranolol 20 mg 2x/day Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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Elder
Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
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#833
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__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Wisest Elder Ever
Member Since Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
Posts: 96,326
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Legendary
Member Since Sep 2019
Location: Portland
Posts: 12,681
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#835
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Location: Portland
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#836
__________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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Location: Portland
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#837
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Location: Portland
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#838
Had a nice time at church last night. Priest is silly and goofy and childish like me.
Getting my appt. With the ketamine lady organized. So excited. Yay!! Maybe I can laugh and cry again or something and not feel like a hollow vessel. __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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Silver Swan
Member Since Jan 2008
Location: USA
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#839
We have secured movers for Friday! The one thing we have no control over is when the inspection will take place. I hope it's in the morning! Plus, the weather will be nice Friday; Thursday, it's supposed to rain, so there's that! Will have to put the finishing touches on moving today and tomorrow. Then tomorrow around 3, Caleb will be here so then we can go out for dinner. He'll have to sleep here (old place) on my couch.
__________________ Wellbutrin XL 300 mg Loxapine 50mg Ingrezza 80 mg Ativan .5 mg 2x/day Propranolol 20 mg 2x/day Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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#840
I feel ok. My moods and anxiety are ok and are under control. On Sunday the song I Am Woman came on the radio and that song bugs me for some reason and I immediately turned the station and then this morning I found out the lady who sang the song died. I texted my mom joking about it. This happens a lot to me with like visions and celebrity’s and other strange stuff and people don’t really like it when I do it or when it happens. They find it creepy and they don’t like talking about it much.
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