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Terrific post, Soupe! My perception of Joker was just as yours. I think you and I need to go to a movie together. We have the same taste. __________________ |
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I'm so sorry, Sapien. I suspect you're being terribly hard on yourself. Congrats on the run - that's outstanding! __________________ |
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Head vs Heart battles. I'm so conflicted to the point I just want to scream and cry and lay in the floor for days. I've been in a weird place for awhile but this is just really messing with my emotions. I am in no position to add anyone to this mix of insanity that is my emotional stability right now and I won't do that. I'm doing crazy stuff and I feel emptier than ever. It's just an all around bad time. The only person with a problem is me, I guess. Gotta work through this crap.
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I am no Batman expert nor do I really have a leg to stand on in this conversation, but I can say this -- there are incarnations of Batman that really strive to humanize the characters, even the villains. When I was a kid there was Batman: The Animated Series. It really focused on the development of the villians. I remember Poison Ivy's persona came to be from as an overcompensation for a strong and well intentioned desire to protect plants, and got pushed aside and has to watch things burn from the side line, and well.. became evil. I remember the storyline for Harley Quinn was she was a psychiatrist who while analyzing the Joker falls in love with him. I mean... I don't think these are "novel" to the show, they may be canon in the Batman world -- my point is, they put strong emphasis on the fact these people who do bad things, aren't innately evil to the core. I really liked that. It made you think about the black-and-white thinking we do. |
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I wasn't in a good mood recently and my friend recommended watching Christmas movies to cheer me up. So I've been watching those. There's tons on Netflix and Amazon Prime! I'm gonna try to watch 1 or 2 everyday throughout the holidays. I watched The Grinch (2018 version) today and really enjoyed it.
I'm doing my Christmas shopping next week. I only have a few people to get gifts for (my family and a couple friends) because I don't have many people I'm close with. I'll be getting a tree to so I can have my first Christmas in my new apartment. I think it will look great in my living room I'm trying to spend more time active and out of my bedroom all day. I have a bad habit of staying in here laying down the whole day and getting in a rut. So today I was in my living room for most of the time. Tomorrow I will challenge my agoraphobia and try to go on a long walk. It's supposed to rain. oh well, I'll just bring an umbrella. I'm attempting to change several bad habits at once. I don't know if that's the best way to go about it but I'm gonna try my best. I'm working on eating healthier, getting outside more often instead of staying inside all day, taking a shower everyday (I struggle with this lately), being more active and taking care of laundry, household chores, etc. And I'm also trying to add practicing my ukulele again, and doing yoga. I know this all may be overambitious but I really need to make some serious changes in my daily life. __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#686
Blue_Bird, your goals sound excellent. A tree will be so pretty! I strung colorful lights in my bedroom. I'll leave them up all winter, they're so cheery.
I tend to stay inside of my apartment, too. Days on end. It's a tiny, comfortable apartment, my cats are here with me, I have an exercise bike, endless chores to do - why go outside? But then I start being somewhat phobic about leaving my home. When I do, though, I feel that I've accomplished something big. __________________ |
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#687
@Soupe du jour (and @MarcusAurelius if you have other source insights)...
Soupe... I always understood that Bruce Wayne was taught not by his father, but by his butler Alfred, both his parents having been killed coming from a theatre. Did they show his parents as being alive? I can't decide if I want to watch the movie, which is why I ask and don't just watch it and find out myself. __________________ ********* Mr. Robot Makes me sick to the heart, Oh I feel so tired. And the way the rain comes down hard, that's how I feel inside. --The Cure
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#688
I'm not doing great physically. Started feeling ill yesterday afternoon, went home, straight to jammies, heated up some soup and did my go-to echinacea tincture with emergen-c "chaser", lol. Hoped that topping that with a night of sleep would knock it out, but it didn't. There's not fever, breathing issues or cough, so that's good, but I'm fighting *something*.
Mentally not great, but not terrible. __________________ ********* Mr. Robot Makes me sick to the heart, Oh I feel so tired. And the way the rain comes down hard, that's how I feel inside. --The Cure
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Yeah, I get phobic about leaving the house too so it's always feels good when I accomplish taking a walk or doing grocery shopping. Maybe it will get easier over time __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Am I remembering right, but wasn't there some movie in the past where a couple (or two friends) watched a movie together remotely? I think it was in "When Harry Met Sally", but I guess they did so just on the phone. I wonder if something like that could be done via some video conference? If it's already available, folks please excuse me being totally out of touch with new technology. Update: Yes! It's at High Maintenance - YouTube I think Harry and Sally had some of the greater movie debates Last edited by Soupe du jour; Nov 29, 2020 at 07:29 PM.. |
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Definitely! The best movie debates. __________________ |
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I took my Geodon at 1:15 this afternoon. I wonder if I should take the night one now. It’s been 7 hours. Then take it again at 5AM. That way I can get back into my routine of 3PM- sometime after 1AM. I’m so confused. I just know I’ve only had one dose in 24 hours.
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XXXXXXX TRIGGER WARNING ! THEMES OF S XXXX
, just got absolutely beyond triggered watching the conclusion of The Undoing on HBO. David E. Kelly and Susanne Bier and Nicole Kidman are a team so talented in understanding us that it is scary. Probably the single most important and best televeision series I have prrsonally ever seen in my entire life. I am shattered. I will not spoil it for those who wish to xatch. Highly encouraged for us, though. If you care about mental illness and families, you MUST watch this show. It is required viewing now. Today. Immediately. Because it will get us thinking about how we can keep the next person from jumping. And we all know that the cyclist is a legendary Portland jumper. So. Don't do it ! Never, ever, ever do it. It is an error . We xill help you. We will love you until you begin to love yourself. And can then maintain some bit of stability. Like I am doing right now. Just survived multiple jumping attempts, myself. I am still sad and lonely and raw But God came to me and reminded me He loves me. Do not give up. Then, he added the joy of the lord in my soft heart. Yay ! Now, I am riding my bike and taking all my meds correctly and baking cheerful Christmas cookies, which brings me great joy. All alone. Noone here. But I am fine. Doing my program of health maintenance. So. That is is from here. Also, buying a house. Neefs work. Love. More love. Waves of neverending loveb . Oh yeah, the show also shows the reality of how messed up we all actually are. First show really ever to dig into this untidy reality. Kids will not speak to us. Lots of folks cheating. Embezeling. Happened to me. Repeatedly. Somebody announces they have always been gay and wants an award. We are like, it is 2021, dude. No sprcial favors for being gay, dude. Whatever ! . Daughter xants to auction her virginity on ebay to help battered women, or whatever. On and on. Point is, I guess, David and Nicole and Susanne are rrflecting back to us, we the people, who zre sick, and they are basically saying, look, we, David, Susanne, Nicole, and Hugh, we are prlbably just as messed up in our disastrous lives as you suicidal and bipolar folks are. We are almost there. We have run out of tools. I believe David is suggestng and Nicole and Susanne and Hugh are masterfully illustrating for us. Teaching us. Showing us. Life is difficult and without candy and roses much of the time. It is basically constant cleanup of disaster after disaster. Or maybe we just hide all that. Love. Love is our answer. Always. I love all of you from the bottom of my heart. __________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield Last edited by bpcyclist; Nov 30, 2020 at 04:37 AM.. |
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Glad to see you bpcyclist. you sound much better.
sorry life is so hard for us. bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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Hi friends been doing well. Stable for 3 weeks now which is the longest stretch I’ve had in a longgg time. Oh how good it feels
went on a hike with a friend yesterday and had a great time. Trying really hard to be more social which is a challenge for me. Grateful to have some amazing people in my life. Have my second therapy appointment today. Looking forward to growing more I think about you guys often- hope you are doing well & have a good day <3 __________________ Dx: Bipolar Anxiety ADD Meds: Risperidone Tegretol Abilify Zoloft Buspar Adderall [prior meds: lithium, lamictal, cymbalta, ritalin] |
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