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#701
Lately I have not wished to do much, at all. Low motivation. Normally I am good at entertaining myself. I know it is a crash from all of the stress and work relating to my home sale. Hubby and I need to know if the sale process is proceeding. I asked Hubby to contact the real estate lawyer this afternoon, if he's not yet contacted us.
My house could easily be tidied up well in 20 minutes, but it is due for a good cleaning. That's what I should do today. |
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I sent an email to my therapist explaining what had been going on these last 2 weeks. That I just needed a break from stuff and that the sessions and video sessions were affecting me and I just felt kinda burned out but I felt a lot happier with a week off. I asked her if she could reply because I felt like I was in trouble with her since the last time we talked she was gonna tell Pdoc stuff and suggested I go to the hospital. She quickly replied and said she didn’t have time to talk through email because of back to back sessions but that I’m not in any trouble. So I don’t know. I guess I’ll just see what happens tomorrow.
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__________________ When I was a kid, my parents moved a lot, but I always found them--Rodney Dangerfield |
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I feel like you guys just gave my heart a hug <3
Thank you all <3 __________________ Dx: Bipolar Anxiety ADD Meds: Risperidone Tegretol Abilify Zoloft Buspar Adderall [prior meds: lithium, lamictal, cymbalta, ritalin] |
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Saturday I bleached and toned my hair to a beige-platinum blonde. It's fun. It's been a tough week. By Wednesday night I was desperate to go IP because I was feeling so terribly depressed and was stuck on one frightening thought that I couldn't stop ruminating on. No one to care for my cats, though. By Thursday I was feeling some relief; I hope the stronger sense of stability is due to the increase in both Pristiq and Trilafon. So far I'm feeling more stable than I was early last week.
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You are an amazing human!! And I think we all need to see your new hair!! __________________ Dx: Bipolar Anxiety ADD Meds: Risperidone Tegretol Abilify Zoloft Buspar Adderall [prior meds: lithium, lamictal, cymbalta, ritalin] |
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Oh, Bether ! I am so heartbroken that I did not see this sooner. I love you so much. What can We do to support you, honey ?
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My mother was hospitalized for low oxygenation and then the discharge coordinator recommended that I get her discharged on Hospice. So I spoke with the hospice liason, and after her case was presented to the hospice doctor, she was accepted.
She has end-stage COPD, MS, and a slew of other things. The discharge coordinator told me that my mom's acceptance into hospice is and can be due to her diagnoses and not a doctor saying she has x amount of time to live. Hospice provides a great deal of and excellent services, so I am very grateful that they are now one board, but continue to worry and worry about my mother. I spent the night at her house while she was hospitalized. Hadn't brought my meds because hadn't expected to have to take her to the ER, so I missed two doses of all meds. Slept terribly that night. Driving the 1.5 hours home last night, I was crying and felt towards the end of what I can take. I got a call from hospice very early this morning, so still haven't gotten much sleep, and sleep is the single most important thing for me to avoid episodes. I feel like hell. My mother was in terrible shape after the hospital, felt mistreated by the nurses, and was terrified about the prospect of being cared for by a caregiver she dislikes overnight. But I had to go. I needed my meds, and I needed sleep. If I had stayed, I wouldn't have slept, she gets up multiple times a night. Thanks for reading... __________________ Bipolar 1 Lamictal: 400 mg Latuda: 60mg Klonopin: 1 mg Propranolol: 10 mg Zoloft: 100 mg Temazepam: 15 mg Zyprexa 5-10mg prn (for Central Pain Syndrome: methadone 20 mg; for chronic back pain: meloxicam 15 mg; for migraines: prochlorperazine prn) |
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Thank you so very much, Dalidico. You're an angel. Brightest blessings and beautiful vibes~*~*~**~** __________________ |
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Thank you, dear one. All of you were just here. Dialoguing with people who also live with BD means the world to me. I'm feeling just about stable right now; hopefully, it will last and become even more secure. __________________ |
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Oh, Gaby. I feel your pain and exhaustion, and your worry. It is so helpful to have hospice for support, so good for you for advocating for that. Please do your very best to practice self-care. Meds on time and sleep. I always say I can handle anything if I've slept well. Sending love~**~*~** __________________ |
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Example: Daughter xants to auction her virginity on ebay to help battered women, or whatever. On and on. I have no idea what this means. __________________ Wellbutrin XL 300 mg Loxapine 50mg Ingrezza 80 mg Ativan .5 mg 2x/day Propranolol 20 mg 2x/day Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) Last edited by Moose72; Nov 30, 2020 at 03:01 PM.. |
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These last few days I’ve been getting really sick to my stomach followed by a headache. I think it’s anxiety so I take Xanax and it doesn’t work. So I’m guessing maybe it isn’t anxiety. It started today around 1. At least my insurance company call was cancelled until next Tuesday. Still that didn’t make me feel better so I’m not sure what is up. Last night was real bad and I didn’t fall asleep until 11:30.
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My doctor's office called to tell me that my blood results from Wednesday show low kidney function- same as 3 weeks ago when I was my primary doctor and had blood drawn then, too. She wants me to drink more fluids. If I do that, I'll have to pee all the time. I need milk- speaking of fluids- and should go to the grocery store, but I don't really want to.
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