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last Sunday nite (14th August) I attempted suicide, was assessed by RAID, they said they would update the CMHT that are suppose to support me, but it's been a week, and I've not heard from them, and I'm starting to feel depressed and stressed again, I have rung them this morning, and now I just have to wait, for the call back
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Today I don't have the energy to try to change how I'm feeling : anxious, angry, so I think I'm going to focus on distress tolerance. My emotions are totally appropriate for the circumstances . I'm dealing with at least three situations that are very challenging for a emotionally sensitive person.
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Yesterday was ok. Was kinda anxious going grocery shopping but it went fine. Today is also good so I'm happy for that.
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I was very tired today because I haven't been sleeping well. Still couldn't take a nap, though. Just kind of laid there. Otherwise it was a typical day.
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I'm doing ok, had a low key day after my daughter's pediatric psych appointment .
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#27
Learnt about my vegetarian bunk mate's negative past, understood why he grew up to think in his way.
Then, I thought about my past, growing up in an environment that I can't self-defend against childhood bullies and being left alone to face these mess myself. It seem to me that I'm a useless and degenerate person who still struggles emotionally in face of adulthood. I realize something odd, I don't have a sense of identity. I'm just somebody who is a passer-by, being nothing more than just a spectator in the eye of another person. I live my life along with the flow of time, meeting different kinds of people in life as I grow up. People come and go, even for a day of your life. I live a life myself, whose mind is wired abnormally, and so complicated that it's hard to express yourself to the outside world that you would rather be locked up for the rest of your life __________________ |
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#28
Feeling really irritated and would love to have someone looking out for me for once but that's not going to happen so I'll carry on.
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A friend of mine started drama with me and I almost got triggered. Was able to keel calm and diffuse the situation. Now I'm in a bad mood and don't feel like talking to them for awhile. I feel that I'm destined to never have any friends.
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Had a protein shake and a banana. I'm sorry you're down too.
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#35
There's no point to anything. I'm tired of feeling like I do. Just tryna lie to myself, create hatred so I won't feel so bad. Hatred is energy, depression is a black hole. I will overpower the blackhole. Or I will die. Either way I win.
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#37
have the day off work today which worked great for taking the kidlet to his therapy appointment. I also renewed my driver's license so I feel the day was pretty productive.
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My daughter was home most of the day so we spent a lot of time chatting about stuff. It was good to talk to her.
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feeling very hurt and upset
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"You hope hatred might someday replace the pain.... but it never goes away. It makes a man hideous. Inside and out."
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