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Grand Poohbah
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Aug 19, 2016 at 10:51 AM
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The other thread is almost at post 1000 so I started a new one now so we can still post our check-ins.
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Aug 19, 2016 at 04:41 PM
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Had a pretty good day. Anxiety was under control.
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Aug 19, 2016 at 07:51 PM
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BPD girllfriend left me, im confined together with my army mates. unlucky week so far.
But it made me realized that i'm growing stronger and more resilient emotionally when these setbacks hit me. Although I reflected i could have done better to salvage this shortlived r/s, I decided to let her go __________________ 
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Aug 19, 2016 at 08:06 PM
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Aug 19, 2016 at 10:52 PM
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I'm struggling to let go of what my idea of a perfect parent is. Various therapists have said to me its good for my daughter to see that I have feelings but as I never saw that my mother had feelings its hard for me to believe that.
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Grand Poohbah
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Aug 20, 2016 at 07:40 PM
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Aug 20, 2016 at 07:41 PM
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Happy Birthday to me. I had a great relaxing day, just what I needed.
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Aug 20, 2016 at 07:50 PM
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Today was a good day. Kept everything calm, which is what I needed. |
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Aug 20, 2016 at 08:18 PM
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I'm letting my daughter see my anger today: I'm listening to my Ludacris station. Usually I get on her case for listening to hip hop. Its actually good for our relationship because she can rap along in the background as she knows words to some of the songs and I know words to other of the songs and sometimes we both know the song.
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Aug 20, 2016 at 08:18 PM
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Happy birthday!
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Aug 20, 2016 at 08:21 PM
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Having intermittent bad moods today. Under a lot of pressure. Have a deposition on Monday. Getting heat from my ex. A friend is trying to take it to another level and I'm not interested. Have to take my teen to the pediatric psychiatrist on Tuesday and last time she ran away to avoid the appointment so now I have to be extremely clever. Do I tell her the night before? The morning before? Sleep in front of the door? (I had to do that one time to prevent her from going to an event she did not have permission to go to without an adult). Yeah, I'm stressed.
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Aug 20, 2016 at 09:24 PM
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Today was't the greatest. Woke up depressed and was like that the whole day. Argued with my mom but eventually made up with her. Not one of my best days. Just want to go to bed and call it a day..
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Aug 20, 2016 at 11:44 PM
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My day sucks something horrid. Hubby is going through another of his *phases * which winds up with my bpd going haywire and leaving everyone bar him miserable. Idk how much more i can take off this before i start self harming again
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Aug 21, 2016 at 02:16 PM
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Going to try and check-in daily myself. Still in this depression I'm in. I've tried everything to shake this off but it's no use. I feel like crap..
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Aug 21, 2016 at 04:17 PM
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I had another calm day. It looks like it'll be more of the same. I can get used to this.
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Aug 21, 2016 at 07:45 PM
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I deleted my other post. I am not calm today. My daughter got high today. I have a deposition tomorrow . My daughter has a pediatric psychiatrist appointment Tuesday. I'm making sure I'm eating very nutritious food today, taking my supplements, did yoga, going for a walk.
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Aug 21, 2016 at 09:13 PM
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Today was my 50th birthday and it was up and down. I'm nursing a sick dog so that was a worry but i got myself some pretty flowers so that was nice. I feel good now.
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Aug 21, 2016 at 09:14 PM
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Aug 21, 2016 at 10:28 PM
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Aug 22, 2016 at 12:27 AM
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Woke up to find my boyfriend (who is away on holiday with his friends) had only just gotten back to his hotel (it was morning, around 6/7am). He wanted to go straight to bed, but I wanted to talk. This didn't end well, thought it was my fault. In the end he went to bed and I had a bit of an episode by myself.
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