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Location: MN
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Sep 09, 2018 at 03:25 AM
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I freak out just driving a car. I have so much anxiety it’s funny tho benzos just make me sleep. It’s not like I live normal I just become drowsy. When I take sleeping pills at night in the morning all I want to do is sleep. I’m either depressed and sleep all day or anxious and can’t relax, no in between!. Death rules my life (the fear of it or suicide). I deal with substance abuse (but on one hand I wonder if some of the stuff can be effective for treating my bpd). I have a Avery strong fear of death which is weird bc I can be suicidal sometimes. I’m here to rant, if you can help me figure out this stuff because I’ve gone to a psychiatrist and therapist and they only got me to the point of coming back to reality because I had a psychotic break. They won’t prescribe or help with my anxiety at all. I sit here at 3:30 am can’t sleep and told them that I can’t take those sleeping pills because I sleep for 12 hours then fall back asleep for another 2 bc of drowsiness.
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Member Since Jul 2015
Location: MN
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Sep 09, 2018 at 03:27 AM
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I keep my mental illness on the down low bc Im trying to sell everyone this lie that after I came out transgender I was no longer depressed. In actuality it just made me not have extreme dysphoria and social anxiety, but the rest of the symptoms are still consistent
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Member Since Jul 2016
Location: Tokyo
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Sep 09, 2018 at 07:23 AM
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Friend dear friend, you are not alone in this fight against depression, suicidal thoughts and anxiety. The world has become a pretty nasty piece of **** and I have my down and ups and I have to deal with my internal demons and the external demons all the time. But I fight to keep breathing everyday. And I try to vision a better world my dream world. But I can’t detach from reality only gets worse as well so , shhh is complex. I think we should support each other in this forum all the time with suicidal ideation is a fact and we should not ignore it. I have lost all that meant anything to me... and I am now living alone and learning to love my self which is very hard
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