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I want to try to share what i experience but words of description for these things seems to be ever elusive..
So i try through some articles maybe and maybe it help me remember what i experience too? I stumbled upon an article about temporal lobe epilepsy I don't know how to go about getting scanned or brain looked at but i have told them about my concerns of possibly having TBI at young a Temporal Lobe Epilepsy (TLE) | Epilepsy Foundation Feel as if im stuck living life in an ever persisting sense of doom Medical Causes of a Sense of Impending Doom __________________ |
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Welcome. Can you share more in your own words as best you can?
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it's always good to share in what ever way you feel comfortable
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I dont think i feel like other people feel
Like i think normals seem to have there inner selfs pretty much intact I feel like millions of droplets of water falling endlessly through space and time Each unique, different, but part of one, each other, all reflecting individually what makes up a whole I feel like i feel everything, all together at once but also feel nothing at all The confusion will keep me busy for ever as comprehending whats happening with me seems to be outside of my grasp.. I feel trapped, in a time bubble where time is still i am exactly the same as the one before... But i am completely different too Extreme difficulty trying to build a timeline of life events... Same difficulty trying to recall daily events... Seemingly just floating through this chaotic torment, But only as a bystander the end of this i need desperately... The pain grows stronger as my awareness of the lack of awareness grows... I am scared ultimately, i believe... I have no choice but to do everything im doing... tryingto do... but i truly am not strong enough And i know i am heading for disaster... i cant do this, i want to hide and go away from people for ever but i cant survive that either... Its as if there are no choices, every action leads to a bad And im nauseated and frozen mentally from being thrown over board..kicked from the birds nest... __________________ |
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Is there surgery for this...?
Just to make switching stop.....? __________________ |
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