The dilemma

Does anyone else prefer to be lonely and isolated, versus forming new friendships with the great possibility that it will turn out catastrophic and you will be hurt even worse than before? Right now I have no one in my life, for whatever reasons any friend that I have had over this past year are no longer in my life. Every time it happens I get so hurt and crushed, the loss, rejection, abandonment kills me. I am too scared to form new friendships because of how it might affect me or the other person. I am too exhausted, down, and unstable to make new friends, I don't have it in me right now. I don't know how long this will last for. I am lonely and isolated right now, but it may be for the best.

every word you said discripes my social life , there is nothing wrong with you yuo are just not like what most of people are , most of people are fake and ful of lies , and thats the truth , but i dont think you should stop searching ,you will eventually meet someone who will not betray you or abuse your kindness and i think you met one or two before, what you need is to learn how to cope with the endless disapointment in humans and the hurt you will always get from others , to me now , i dont think i feel hurted by others anymore , whatever they do or say it can only effect me for a moment and the next day it all becomes history, and i still dont trust non and i still enjoy being alone binge watching or just chatting online , nothing is wrong with isolation , sometimes it means you are a deep thinker or smarter than the usual people , maybe you are just an "OLD SOUL " old souls are diffirent ,maybe you arean " introvert " introverts and the greatest people in history couldnt stad the society and the way it functions , my friend if you dont like someone im sure you have a good point , if you dont like most of people then you are special .