[Gus1234U]

and here i am, always looking for chairs that are short enough, to not cut off the circulation below my knees~!

[lizardlady]

I just ordered some CBD oil. I'll let y'all know how/if it works.

[cakeladie]

I feel like I could sleep for days and when I get to sleep either someone wakes me up or the phome rings. Last night the land line rang at 10:45 pm. I didn't know I could move that quick it was the home health care place asking if they can deliver my brother in laws supplies hmmmmm no not here he's at home and by the way do you know it's almost 11 pm and my husband gets up for work at 3 am.

My brother in law is very pissed at me and saying not so nice things about me and so is his friend. Oh well my daughter moved back not sure I told you guys she moved back on the 5th with her big German Shepard who has food aggressive she has already drew blood twice on our English bull dog Sammy who is 10 years old. She has made McGee not want to come home sunny our senior cat seems to be holding his own but now that's another person another animal and I thought she would help me but boy was I wrong. Oh well

I am going to attempt to sleep in the front room with my boys aka cats. I got McGee in and he ate two cans of cat food.

I am sorry I worry about all of you but I really can't think know oh did I tell you that my brother in law and his friend thinks I just sit on my butt all day and watch tv walk a day in my shoes. Just one day

Ok night everyone if anyone hears from Jan or Kiya tell the, I am thinking about them I hope Christina is ok Liz make a countdown till retirement and each day cross one day off. Gus your pictures are awesome. Love you guys

[cakeladie]

Liz let me know how that CBD oil works

I wish my parents would stop abusing me by email

yes I know, nothing to do with Fibromyalgia what so ever- but I just have to rantt about it.

(if you want to know what I mean, look in childhood emotional neglect)

still in a lot of pain and had another sleepless night which doesn't help matters

Originally Posted by lizardlady

I just ordered some CBD oil. I'll let y'all know how/if it works.

it's meant to be good that

do let me know how it works

actually seeing it mentioned a lot lately

[lizardlady]

Originally Posted by cakeladie

Liz let me know how that CBD oil works

Will do Cake

[lizardlady]

Vortex, rant away hon. Plenty of us post about other things here because we know the others understand. Can you block your parents' email?

Originally Posted by lizardlady

Vortex, rant away hon. Plenty of us post about other things here because we know the others understand. Can you block your parents' email?

I wish it was that simple.

then they just contact people I know and threaten them.... give me her new email or I'll

Possible trigger:

end your life

and of course, those people give them it because they are scared

and because they don't care

I have no one to talk about my family abuse too, and it really sucks

my meal sucked this evening.

honestly thought i'd enjoy chicken wings but turns out I didn't

I just can't cook that good

[Gus1234U]

cooking is an 'acquired skill',,, that means, start small and keep working on it~!
i was in my 50's when i finally learned to cook, THEN i had to learn HOW to cook~! i found i had a talent for soups, and then ruined a few roasts (had to boil them to make them edible, learned to add broth instead of water, and then a jar of gravy to the broth O.O).... well, now i can cook pretty much anything (on a good day), and really enjoy the lower cost and higher nutrition of home-cooked meals (and salads)~!

keep on keepin' on~!

[lizardlady]

Originally Posted by raging vortex

my meal sucked this evening.

honestly thought i'd enjoy chicken wings but turns out I didn't

I just can't cook that good

Vortex, I buy frozen Tyson wings at the store. The only "cooking" involved is dumping them on a baking sheet and shoving them in the oven.

[~Christina]

I’m around just not very verbal about the level of pain I’m dealing with so best I shut up.
Seems like lately if I talk about it somehow it makes it more real and even more painful

Gentle Hugs to everyone

[Gus1234U]

i do agree that it's best to focus on the positives in life, Christina~
still, i do love to whine occassionally.... maybe you could join the "Whine and Cheese' thread when we get it going~!

showers hurt the body.

that is all

okay.. so I could have been in a lot more pain if my body decided not to co-operate, but thankfully it did and it saved me from being in a world of pain (but still in a lot)

plus showers make me feel gross and 10 times worse in myself so blah

and I didn't sleep again- almost making another week.

I should be concerned about the fact that I'm not even yawning, or stretching, or something, but I'm not. I don't feel sleep deprived or anything.

the positive today is that I joined spotify (which I've been meaning to do for ages)

it's a nice site- been messing about on the site this afternoon looking at the playlists

[Gus1234U]

[~Christina]

Originally Posted by Gus1234U

i do agree that it's best to focus on the positives in life, Christina~

still, i do love to whine occassionally.... maybe you could join the "Whine and Cheese' thread when we get it going~!

Sure will

[Gus1234U]

[Candy1955]

I am doing the best I can. It is difficult. My step daughter is DID, BPD, PTSD, OCD and is a total wreck; destroys every peaceful moment and now am afraid my husband/her father is going to collapse under the stress and chaos.

[Gus1234U]

{{{{ Candy~ }}}} even the president gets a vacation now and then....

isn't there anyplace she can go for a while, besides your place ?