The Fibromyalgia check in thread #4

lizardlady · Jul 29, 2018 at 11:25 AM

I've been off work the last week on "vacation." Back to work tomorrow. I am soooo not mentally ready to go back. I enjoy my job (most days), but am just flat worn out.

I spent the time I had off this summer cleaning out my house and prepping Mom's to go on the market. My place is still a disaster because I didn't finish clearing stuff out before I started hauling stuff home from Mom's. A few days ago I felt good about what I accomplished at both places. Today all I can see is what still needs to be done. I know once I go back to work nothing more is going to get done because I'll be too worn out to do anything. Feeling overwhelmed and depressed today.

Gus1234U · Jul 29, 2018 at 01:45 PM

i find your energy and stamina to be amazing, Liz!!

lizardlady · Jul 29, 2018 at 03:46 PM

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Originally Posted by Gus1234U

i find your energy and stamina to be amazing, Liz!!

It's weird. Y'all keep telling me about how much energy I have when I feel like a lazy slug.

Candy1955 · Jul 29, 2018 at 06:36 PM

I went to Cheeze and Whine, but I just couldn't make light. That's a great thread but everything I feel, physically and emotionally, has made me heartsick, like heartbreak and grief. Someone hinted on another thread that I might be a plant, like a hidden moderator or a pdoc or student. I laughed. I sure wish I was lying. I am lost tonight. Good thing there are no goodies in the house.

Gus1234U · Jul 29, 2018 at 07:22 PM

Jul 30, 2018 at 09:42 AM

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Originally Posted by Candy1955

I went to Cheeze and Whine, but I just couldn't make light. That's a great thread but everything I feel, physically and emotionally, has made me heartsick, like heartbreak and grief. Someone hinted on another thread that I might be a plant, like a hidden moderator or a pdoc or student. I laughed. I sure wish I was lying. I am lost tonight. Good thing there are no goodies in the house.

hey candy,

feel free to start your own thread here to vent away.

I'm sure the rest of us wouldn't mind (I know I don't)

Jul 30, 2018 at 09:44 AM

to clarify

if you don't feel you can make sense of stuff in the cheeze and wine thread, you have your own topic to vent in.

actually I've been thinking more and more about doing that myself

sort of like a psychcentral journal, without the journal part lol

and because vortex girl always has a lot to say

lol

possum220 · Jul 30, 2018 at 08:21 PM

Apologies for breaking into this thread. Has anybody heard from Jan? I am worried about her and Belle. I normally would have heard from Jan by now. They seem to have fallen off the face of the earth.

Jul 31, 2018 at 08:37 AM

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Originally Posted by possum220

Apologies for breaking into this thread. Has anybody heard from Jan? I am worried about her and Belle. I normally would have heard from Jan by now. They seem to have fallen off the face of the earth.

sorry... I can't help you.

not heard from her either- but like you I hope she's okay

Gus1234U · Jul 31, 2018 at 11:31 AM

sadly,

i have not heard from her in almost a week~! this is very unsettling~ thanks for asking, Possum~!

Gus1234U · Aug 01, 2018 at 01:49 PM

an Hibiscus~!

good news, i heard from Jan, and she is just vegetating, like me~

(i still worry)

Aug 02, 2018 at 05:48 AM

glad you heard from her and she is okay

that's great..

possum220 · Aug 02, 2018 at 08:50 PM

The heat is very draining. Thanks for letting us know about Jan Gus. Still worried. Hope yall can find a cool place for a break.

The Fibromyalgia check in thread #4

Gus1234U · Aug 02, 2018 at 10:42 PM

wow, possum~! what a stunning pic~!

i might be MIA tomorrow, i moved a bunch of heavy boxes today, stretching and bending and twisting,,, no getting around it,,, but i know i'll pay tomorrow~

Gus1234U · Aug 05, 2018 at 10:35 AM

childofchaos831 · Aug 05, 2018 at 10:43 AM

The pain is at a point that it is making me suicidal... (Able to stay safe... just having a really hard time.) Just want Monday to come already cuz weekends are really hard. PHP and getting my abilify shot tomorrow.

lizardlady · Aug 05, 2018 at 01:28 PM

{*{*{*{*Child*}*}*}*}

I have those want to end it all days too. I don't actually want to be dead. I just want the pain to stop. Hang in there hon. It will get better.

Aug 06, 2018 at 03:44 PM

did my shopping today

caused a lot of anxiety and depression

and frustration

and other things..

quiet afternoon though- just flashbacks to contend with

lizardlady · Aug 10, 2018 at 05:56 AM

Haven't been here for a few days. Am backing to working five days a week plus an in the second week of a flare. Fibro is kicking my butt.

Been using the CBD oil every day for several weeks now. Guess I'm one of the people it doesn't help. It's not doing jack for me.

Gus1234U · Aug 10, 2018 at 07:35 AM

so many have not posted in days,,,

good to hear from you, Liz... may your 'Flare' go down in flames~!

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Gus1234U Seeker Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Here Posts: 9,204 13	Jul 29, 2018 at 01:45 PM #682 i find your energy and stamina to be amazing, Liz!! __________________ AWAKEN~!

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Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Jul 30, 2018 at 09:44 AM #687 to clarify if you don't feel you can make sense of stuff in the cheeze and wine thread, you have your own topic to vent in. actually I've been thinking more and more about doing that myself sort of like a psychcentral journal, without the journal part lol and because vortex girl always has a lot to say lol

possum220 Legendary Member Since Jan 2009 Location: Uppa Gumtree West Posts: 19,397 (SuperPoster!) 15 7,983 hugs given	Jul 30, 2018 at 08:21 PM #688 Apologies for breaking into this thread. Has anybody heard from Jan? I am worried about her and Belle. I normally would have heard from Jan by now. They seem to have fallen off the face of the earth.

Gus1234U Seeker Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Here Posts: 9,204 13	Jul 31, 2018 at 11:31 AM #690 sadly, i have not heard from her in almost a week~! this is very unsettling~ thanks for asking, Possum~! __________________ AWAKEN~!

Gus1234U Seeker Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Here Posts: 9,204 13	Aug 01, 2018 at 01:49 PM #691 an Hibiscus~! good news, i heard from Jan, and she is just vegetating, like me~ (i still worry) __________________ AWAKEN~!

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Aug 02, 2018 at 05:48 AM #692 glad you heard from her and she is okay that's great..

possum220 Legendary Member Since Jan 2009 Location: Uppa Gumtree West Posts: 19,397 (SuperPoster!) 15 7,983 hugs given	Aug 02, 2018 at 08:50 PM #693 The heat is very draining. Thanks for letting us know about Jan Gus. Still worried. Hope yall can find a cool place for a break.

Gus1234U Seeker Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Here Posts: 9,204 13	Aug 02, 2018 at 10:42 PM #694 wow, possum~! what a stunning pic~! i might be MIA tomorrow, i moved a bunch of heavy boxes today, stretching and bending and twisting,,, no getting around it,,, but i know i'll pay tomorrow~ __________________ AWAKEN~!

Gus1234U Seeker Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Here Posts: 9,204 13	Aug 05, 2018 at 10:35 AM #695 __________________ AWAKEN~!

lizardlady Legendary Member Since Nov 2002 Location: Mid World Posts: 17,491 (SuperPoster!) 21 7,517 hugs given	Aug 05, 2018 at 01:28 PM #697 {{{{Child}}}} I have those want to end it all days too. I don't actually want to be dead. I just want the pain to stop. Hang in there hon. It will get better.

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Aug 06, 2018 at 03:44 PM #698 did my shopping today caused a lot of anxiety and depression and frustration and other things.. quiet afternoon though- just flashbacks to contend with

lizardlady Legendary Member Since Nov 2002 Location: Mid World Posts: 17,491 (SuperPoster!) 21 7,517 hugs given	Aug 10, 2018 at 05:56 AM #699 Haven't been here for a few days. Am backing to working five days a week plus an in the second week of a flare. Fibro is kicking my butt. Been using the CBD oil every day for several weeks now. Guess I'm one of the people it doesn't help. It's not doing jack for me.

Gus1234U Seeker Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Here Posts: 9,204 13	Aug 10, 2018 at 07:35 AM #700 so many have not posted in days,,, good to hear from you, Liz... may your 'Flare' go down in flames~! __________________ AWAKEN~!