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#681
I've been off work the last week on "vacation." Back to work tomorrow. I am soooo not mentally ready to go back. I enjoy my job (most days), but am just flat worn out.
I spent the time I had off this summer cleaning out my house and prepping Mom's to go on the market. My place is still a disaster because I didn't finish clearing stuff out before I started hauling stuff home from Mom's. A few days ago I felt good about what I accomplished at both places. Today all I can see is what still needs to be done. I know once I go back to work nothing more is going to get done because I'll be too worn out to do anything. Feeling overwhelmed and depressed today. |
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#682
i find your energy and stamina to be amazing, Liz!! __________________ AWAKEN~! |
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#683
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#684
I went to Cheeze and Whine, but I just couldn't make light. That's a great thread but everything I feel, physically and emotionally, has made me heartsick, like heartbreak and grief. Someone hinted on another thread that I might be a plant, like a hidden moderator or a pdoc or student. I laughed. I sure wish I was lying. I am lost tonight. Good thing there are no goodies in the house.
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#685
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#686
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hey candy, feel free to start your own thread here to vent away. I'm sure the rest of us wouldn't mind (I know I don't) |
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#687
to clarify
if you don't feel you can make sense of stuff in the cheeze and wine thread, you have your own topic to vent in. actually I've been thinking more and more about doing that myself sort of like a psychcentral journal, without the journal part lol and because vortex girl always has a lot to say lol |
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#688
Apologies for breaking into this thread. Has anybody heard from Jan? I am worried about her and Belle. I normally would have heard from Jan by now. They seem to have fallen off the face of the earth.
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#689
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sorry... I can't help you. not heard from her either- but like you I hope she's okay |
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#690
sadly, i have not heard from her in almost a week~! this is very unsettling~ thanks for asking, Possum~!
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#691
an Hibiscus~! good news, i heard from Jan, and she is just vegetating, like me~ (i still worry) __________________ AWAKEN~! |
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#692
glad you heard from her and she is okay
that's great.. |
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#693
The heat is very draining. Thanks for letting us know about Jan Gus. Still worried. Hope yall can find a cool place for a break.
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#694
wow, possum~! what a stunning pic~! i might be MIA tomorrow, i moved a bunch of heavy boxes today, stretching and bending and twisting,,, no getting around it,,, but i know i'll pay tomorrow~ __________________ AWAKEN~! |
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#696
The pain is at a point that it is making me suicidal... (Able to stay safe... just having a really hard time.) Just want Monday to come already cuz weekends are really hard. PHP and getting my abilify shot tomorrow.
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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#697
{*{*{*{*Child*}*}*}*}
I have those want to end it all days too. I don't actually want to be dead. I just want the pain to stop. Hang in there hon. It will get better. |
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#698
did my shopping today
caused a lot of anxiety and depression and frustration and other things.. quiet afternoon though- just flashbacks to contend with |
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#699
Haven't been here for a few days. Am backing to working five days a week plus an in the second week of a flare. Fibro is kicking my butt.
Been using the CBD oil every day for several weeks now. Guess I'm one of the people it doesn't help. It's not doing jack for me. |
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#700
so many have not posted in days,,, good to hear from you, Liz... may your 'Flare' go down in flames~! __________________ AWAKEN~! |
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