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Default Mar 17, 2019 at 11:52 AM
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I’m so bloody sick of my pain. It never relents , ever .. I’m always at a 7 or above.

I don’t post here much anymore I get tired of being a broken record.

I really hate my life sometimes
{*{*{*{*Christina*}*}*}*} some times I feel the same way about being a broken record, but we are here to listen.
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Default Mar 18, 2019 at 04:43 AM
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((((((Christina)))))) its good to see you I have missed you and I hear you loud and clear. I am sick of the pain and sick of not being able to do much. I have to make a plan even to take a shower sometimes it discusses me has it been real cold where you are at?

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Default Mar 18, 2019 at 10:41 PM
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{*{*{*{*Christina*}*}*}*} some times I feel the same way about being a broken record, but we are here to listen.


Thanks Liz Hope your catching a break.

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Default Mar 18, 2019 at 10:44 PM
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((((((Christina)))))) its good to see you I have missed you and I hear you loud and clear. I am sick of the pain and sick of not being able to do much. I have to make a plan even to take a shower sometimes it discusses me has it been real cold where you are at?


Sending you gentle hugs and positive vibes from California


Cake good to see you too !

Sorry your having such a rough time too

It’s actually been a pretty mild winter * knock on wood* not much snow or ice thankfully.

Hope you can catch a break

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Default Mar 21, 2019 at 06:36 AM
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my back is killing me today

litirally, I spent the morning picking up falling clothes from my wardrobe, and if their's one thing bad backs can't stand is leaning down to pick things up (it's ashame that my grabber can't pick up clothes)

that aside, I'm actually glad that today shouldn't be too stressfull

the last few days i've been planning for meetings, been anxious about meetings, (yesterday I had a really intense meeting), i just need a break from the anxiety

it's not over yet (because their's more meetings to come), but for now I can hopefully start to relax (even though my version of relaxing is sitting in a chair in terrible pain)

no anxiety though. that's the main thing
 
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Default Mar 22, 2019 at 10:11 AM
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I went out today to get some fish fingers for dinner.

also while I was out grabbed a copy of harry potter and the chamber of secrets (which to be fair, is now the only harry potter book I still have any interest in), I still like harry potter and the magical universe, but hmm, I guess I have a long way to go before I'm classed as a hard core fan

I also grabbed a shower today

taken it's toll though, because once again my back is killing me, I am nautious (probably from the extreme pain) and I'm out of breath

I was thinking earlier about how old I felt/ feel

I'm falling apart peace by peace

at least my physical body is
 
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Default Mar 22, 2019 at 12:04 PM
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I have various chronic pains due to Sjogren's but the pain from this surgery is terrible. Im wondering if I made a mistake by getting it... Ah ignore me I am just having a pity party.

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Default Mar 23, 2019 at 07:43 AM
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feeling depressed

had breakfast and did my usual alexa games (5/15), that's pretty bay

back killing me as usual and can't think of many reasons to be greatful today. litirally the only thing that crosses my mind is that their's a nice breeze outside. it's lovely with my window open feeling the breeze
 
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Default Mar 24, 2019 at 05:57 AM
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last night was so loud outside

gave me a bit of a headache (which thankfully is all ready going)

I feel depressed today, but figure it has a lot to do with it being sunday

I have never coped well with sundays. I don't know what it is about them, they just don't work for me
 
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Default Mar 24, 2019 at 03:37 PM
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I don't often get to talk about my fibro and CFS issues with people who suffer from it... Today I've had a mild flare, was in pain and laying down most of the day as I fekt weak, and in quite a bit of pain... I was told not long ago that some of my pain may subside with the passing of my father, but it's actually been the contrary :/ I keep having flares back to back, and having to constantly face stressful situations and people haven't helped I'm sure
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Default Mar 25, 2019 at 06:03 AM
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yesterday was a quieter night

it was really nice and apreciated, wasn't able to sleep- but I helped someone out on blah therapy and played an online game of cards (and fully got rid
of my head ache, so I don't have any today)

today I went to the shop to buy some energy drink and some sweets and feeling calm so far

just going to finish here and catch up on some tv shows

I recorded the new series of 8 out of 10 cats and I love that show
 
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Default Mar 26, 2019 at 10:47 AM
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feeling pretty blah

last night wasn't able to sleep, and didn't really enjoy my food (well it was okay, but it wasn't anything special)

today I have done nothing. I played my alexa games and posted on here mostly

watched a couple episodes of my soap opera, but that made me feel worse (it was such a sad episode)

also feel extremely suicidal today
 
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Default Mar 26, 2019 at 07:38 PM
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Today fibro is kicking my but. I think my hair hurts today. There's a cold front moving in. They always kill me.
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Default Mar 26, 2019 at 08:07 PM
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It hit me hard too, hopefully tomorrow will be the last day of freezing.

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Default Mar 27, 2019 at 12:29 PM
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even though I've not felt suicidal today, I have had a very difficult day (or morning I should say) having a meeting with a person about end of life care.

well, I've always been saying I want to tell someone what I want to happen, and today was it

and yes, it was difficult- though the guy listened and told me that he understood, the fact I was even talking to a guy (not a girl) freaked me out

the afternoon's been better, but very draining. after all those thoughts and an intense conversation, I didn't want to do much

sat down and watched life in peaces

now I'm hungry though. want my sausages
 
 
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Default Mar 28, 2019 at 09:17 AM
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I feel like my body has become a weather antenna. Whenever bad weather is around the corner, my pain intensifies... I feel so tired and lethargic. All I wanna do is sleep :/ Is there anything that helps you guys when the weather keeps changing up on you?
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Default Mar 29, 2019 at 07:33 AM
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my dinner yesterday was rank.

I have to say it, it was pure rank (and I never actually use that word, gross usually covers it)

I still have the taste in my mouth even now and it's the following day

I had a rough mnight with a lot of flashbacks (very intense, too!)

today I had my shower which made me feel as ugly as they come (not to mention give mee intense backpain) which is not relenting even 4 hours later
shopping arived for the week (lots of tasty soda), but again, verry heavy on the back

and now nothing to do for the rest of the day

so I guess just sit here and pretend to exist..
 
 
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I feel like my body has become a weather antenna. Whenever bad weather is around the corner, my pain intensifies... I feel so tired and lethargic. All I wanna do is sleep :/ Is there anything that helps you guys when the weather keeps changing up on you?
My answer is not likely to be helpful. Changes in the weather crank my pain up too. Best I've found is just to struggle on through.
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Default Mar 30, 2019 at 12:10 AM
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Ugh..

Yesterday I spent most of my day laying down. I feel today is gonna be the same. The weather is still crappy outside. Temperatures have dropped. My ankles, knees and hands hurt.
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Default Mar 30, 2019 at 06:22 AM
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yesterday after dinner I took a walk to the shopp

it was nice in the cool air, and rather quiet too

baught some lucasade

came home and watched young sheldon which was actually quite funny, for once in my life I enjoyed watching it (I don't often enjoy it, his voice annoys me) but the whole saga with the sandwich made me smile

despite it being a quiet night without flashbacks I didn't get rest. back was far too painfull to lie down.

today I am feeling horrible. it's the start of brittish summertime (well it's not, but it's what they say when the clocks go forward)

I hate the longer hours of light, I hate the warmer weather, I hate the ****ing bugs because I'm alergic, from now until november life's basically a ****ing screw up
 
 
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