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Trig Jul 19, 2018 at 09:42 AM
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As everyone else here does (I’m guessing) I have to fight the demons inside my head on a daily, hourly, basis. The demons planted in my mind (and body) by malicious, cruel “people”.

I do not live in the USA.

I find it distasteful at best that I also have to fight the mental “health services” this side of the pond to receive even a basic level of “care”.

As a good friend of mine said, it’s as if they are the enemy

I’m tired and sickened by the battle.

I’ve been labelled “Avoidant” .. whether or not there may be any accuracy in that label I’ve been so traumatised by doctors and therapists that I now avoid them as much as I can to stay alive. Part of my brain wants to stay alive, I suppose. But another part is actively “suicidal”.

I don’t know why I’m posting. I haven’t been completely rejected by the mental “health services” but their sub standard and patronising approach sickens me.

I do not wish to hear from anyone who wants to attack me or my experiences. I do not wish to be invalidated once again.

I’m not a nasty combative person but I’ve been attacked for too long by too many people (mostly irl) for no good reason. And I will no longer tolerate being ANYONE’s whipping bear.

If I hadn’t been so naive at the age of 20 I would have made a similar statement to my parental units and probably cut them out of my life completely.

Hugs to anyone who accepts them. I wish for peace and healing to all here,


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Default Jul 19, 2018 at 11:41 AM
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Oh Fuzzy Bear, I really do relate to your experiences.

I live in the UK and have had difficult experiences with GP's and mental health teams. I was upset with the receptionist at my GP surgery one day and begged for help. They lied and said I had been rude and struck me off their list. If they had treated my distress then I would not have to keep going back.

I was only given repeated CBT sessions which helped a bit to start but have now left me over analysing the events in my life. I work hard not to but they have done more damage to me rather than offering meaningful treatment.

I am now too distrustful of mental health teams. And they don't want to give you a second opinion in another area either. That is not allowed if your brain is broken. Its like they are blaming us and we are not to blame for what has happened.

You are a very worthy person and I can relate to your, I want to live but also die thoughts. Other people can think your playing them, if only they could experience it for a day, then people would understand.

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Default Jul 19, 2018 at 12:08 PM
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Thank you Thirty shades, I regret that this has been your experience with the “services”. We are both good, intelligent, “worthy” people... it’s such a shame about the ... situation with the “health services” in this country.

I’ve not been struck off by a GP surgery but I can completely understand how easily it can happen. They do lie, all the time. They simply don’t care. How sad.

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Oh Fuzzy Bear, I really do relate to your experiences.

I live in the UK and have had difficult experiences with GP's and mental health teams. I was upset with the receptionist at my GP surgery one day and begged for help. They lied and said I had been rude and struck me off their list. If they had treated my distress then I would not have to keep going back.

I was only given repeated CBT sessions which helped a bit to start but have now left me over analysing the events in my life. I work hard not to but they have done more damage to me rather than offering meaningful treatment.

I am now too distrustful of mental health teams. And they don't want to give you a second opinion in another area either. That is not allowed if your brain is broken. Its like they are blaming us and we are not to blame for what has happened.

You are a very worthy person and I can relate to your, I want to live but also die thoughts. Other people can think your playing them, if only they could experience it for a day, then people would understand.

Much love and big bear hugs to you and all other posters.

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