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#221
I had a very trying day. I was very ill again today, feeling horrible. I have been floored by a respiratory virus. This has been a somewhat lengthy recovery. It is going slowly and I am getting frustrated. Somehow, I have gotten through each day. It has not been easy. If it is not the flu, it is exactly like the flu.
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#222
I took a shower today and used a diffrent shampoo.
I still felt totally gross afterwards, and it didn't do anything for my mood, but i suppose it was nice to try a diffrent scent. had to send a few emails this morning to people, but didn't do much else. feel a little nautious from all the overeating I've been doing, but it means nothing... I continue on regardless nice to see we're back to the rain and the wetter weather today apart from hating the sun, october is not the month for warmer weather. come on darker nights all ready.. |
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#223
Not. I am spending my day off anxious about returning to work tomorrow.
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#224
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#225
I am struggling a bit I have got a bit of background anxiety.
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#226
feel like today's been mainly wasted.
I ate junkfood and watched " hotel for dogs", which is the extent of my motivation today |
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#227
short answer: day wasted
long answer: for most of the day, I don't even remember what I got up to that's how wasted it was |
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#228
I am coping mainly through distraction,If I can't deal with my feelings I try to avoid them,I do this by going to see a film,stuffing my face with cake and buying scratchcards and lottery tickets,and focusing on what to get for whom for xmas.
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#229
One hour at a time. The day wasn’t too bad. I got some pretty good news actually. I just need to take things one by one.
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#230
Better now than the first part of the day. I realize I need to be more gentle with myself.
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#231
I feel extremely lucky today
yesterday my dinner was off, and overnight, I had a really bad tummy ache it continued for a lot of this morning too- I'm still amazed how I was able to eat breakfast because of the pain but now it seems to be subsiding, and I just feel really lucky that it's not worse and that their are no other side affects just ashame that my overeating is 10 times worse than it was yesterday and I have nothing really going for me today. mood's okay despite not sleeping again weather is raining |
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#232
Reasonably OK, considering how sleep deprived I am.
Also been battling some intense jealousy the last few days. |
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#233
I am coping badly today.
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#234
Haven't coped very well today.
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#235
Very well considering what's going in my life. Thankful for that fact.
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#236
Did ok at work and pretty productive, ate a good lunch of homemade soup, an orange and later ate my favorite snack, peanut butter cups with chocolate. Now tired that I’m home and dealing with jaw and knee pain. Yesterday did go walking in the park for about an hour and today hurt knee on gate in backyard. Should be back to new in a few days, until then I’m limping around listlessly with jaw pain saddened by the past and hopeful somewhat for the future.💤😴
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#237
found a new depression chatroom which I've been using for some of today.
that's been good to explore and get to know the people their not very productive apart from that though- also had self-harm thoughts that went on for a few hours |
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#238
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#239
I guess you can say I'm coping, but not in the right way. I'm trying not to let a family situation get me down into a deep depression like before. So i've been doing a lot of meditation and using some vices I shouldn't be using. I'm kind of confused about my life right now and where I fit in. I have faith and hope though so that's good.
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#240
Well today has barely started but I'm positive because I had a good amount of sleep last night (the idiots upstairs were out all night). So it's hard to tell.
But on Tuesday night my jealousy got an unbearable point after something I read and I got so angry with myself. Jealousy is such a pointless emotion, I can't have that thing, there's nothing whatsoever I can do about it, so no point complaining about it. This is ridiculous. I had to distract myself with other things and try to ignore the very existence of the obsession thing. I have calmed down now but I am really sick of having these feelings. |
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