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Default Jul 11, 2019 at 07:44 PM
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Not good. Someone shoved a long stick in the new fig tree that's in a 5gal container which will cut through a lot of thick roots. Why would someone do that? Because of that ate too much! I just want to get in the car and drive till I get farthest away as possible from humans.
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Default Jul 12, 2019 at 08:41 AM
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today I had a pannic attack at 3 A.M in the morning

I also was (and still am) in a lot of fibro pain from my shower

plus: my cupboards barely have any soda in them

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Default Jul 12, 2019 at 11:28 AM
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I am doing rather well at the moment.
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Default Jul 13, 2019 at 09:16 AM
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apart from some anxiety early in the morning, I've been okay
 
 
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Default Jul 13, 2019 at 02:49 PM
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Not doing well!I lost all faith in humanity especially men!Selfish people uncaring people people who are pig ignorant!Mum was in hospital where the nurses are meant to care and due to their negligence she fell and banged her head and had a gash on her forehead that needed stitches.I am appalled and angry.How do you cope with people who don't care doing caring jobs!
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Default Jul 14, 2019 at 10:19 AM
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Not doing well!I lost all faith in humanity especially men!Selfish people uncaring people people who are pig ignorant!Mum was in hospital where the nurses are meant to care and due to their negligence she fell and banged her head and had a gash on her forehead that needed stitches.I am appalled and angry.How do you cope with people who don't care doing caring jobs!


I read your thread about this and I'm just as annoyed as you are (even though I don't know anyone involved)

it's just not doing your job properly. these so called medical staff need to do a bit better

and it isn't just hospitals either

nursing homes can be just as bad.. my 93 year old grandmother had dimentia, and apart from the obvious (not knowing who she was with, where she was etc), the staff treated her like they didn't care

one of the things they would do is leave her for hours in her own mess, and when they checked on her in the evening, she was too tired to really say much so they let her sleep in it

quite disgusting but that's how she was treated
 
 
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Default Jul 14, 2019 at 10:20 AM
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coping quite well today

my only complaint is kids running around screaming while I was trying to listen to church this morning
 
 
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Default Jul 14, 2019 at 10:57 AM
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I am feeling great other than feeling tired.
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Default Jul 14, 2019 at 11:33 AM
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Sorry to hear that happened to your grandmother raging vortex they ought to have cared about her and seen to her basic hygiene!That is appalling to leave her for hours in her own mess!I feel for you and her.

Today I am still upset about what happened to mum yesterday!I am still in emotional pain and inconsolable.I didn't like being alone today so I came out ate at pub and hanging out at cafe.I am going to see a film take my mind of it!I spoke to mum today she sounds ok she was philosophical about it.She said accidents happen she feels ok and isn't in pain!So that's it!But it has left me shaky and I don't trust people I see them as selfish and uncaring now I don't like people much after yesterday and I am struggling to cope!My foundations have been dug up and uprooted.There is a woman works at the cafe she is all false personality and false smiles.She puts on an act for the customers and let's the other girls do the hard work.I don't like her she is false and upsets me!I feel like screaming and shouting you are all a parade of insincere clowns!Everything is upsetting me today I can't cope!Help me please I am losing my mind again!
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Sorry to hear that happened to your grandmother raging vortex they ought to have cared about her and seen to her basic hygiene!That is appalling to leave her for hours in her own mess!I feel for you and her.

Today I am still upset about what happened to mum yesterday!I am still in emotional pain and inconsolable.I didn't like being alone today so I came out ate at pub and hanging out at cafe.I am going to see a film take my mind of it!I spoke to mum today she sounds ok she was philosophical about it.She said accidents happen she feels ok and isn't in pain!So that's it!But it has left me shaky and I don't trust people I see them as selfish and uncaring now I don't like people much after yesterday and I am struggling to cope!My foundations have been dug up and uprooted.There is a woman works at the cafe she is all false personality and false smiles.She puts on an act for the customers and let's the other girls do the hard work.I don't like her she is false and upsets me!I feel like screaming and shouting you are all a parade of insincere clowns!Everything is upsetting me today I can't cope!Help me please I am losing my mind again!


thank you.

yes... I don't think that was very professional. I don't think anyone can really justify doing that

if you go in to care, you have to be prepared to handle anything- absolutely anything, from dirty clothes and helping out with showers, to falls, first aid, and quite possible death.

I know it's difficult, because care is such a big industry and you need a lot of patience, but for some things their's litirally no excuse

I hope you enjoy the movie and it takes your mind off things. I am glad you talked to your mother too.
 
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Default Jul 15, 2019 at 04:49 AM
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blah

awake all night and just wondering what exactly I'm going to do with myself

nothing planned so on here for now
 
 
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Default Jul 15, 2019 at 08:22 AM
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Not coping well today.Inside me it feels like an earthquake is happening!Massive upheaval and destabilization!
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Default Jul 15, 2019 at 10:13 AM
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5 PM and I have accomplished nothing

not the sort of day you ever really want
 
 
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Default Jul 16, 2019 at 05:34 AM
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My life is less stressful right now. I am using the opportunity (that I am under less stress) to try to cut my Xanax out of my life (I prefer to save it for when I am understress). Took me a while to fall asleep last night and didn't sleep as well but this is what happens when you have been taking regularly then cutback/stop. I now know how addictive it can be and how quickly we can develop tolerance for it. I only take a very small amount (1/3 of .5 mg) when I start feeling crappy withdrawal symptoms. Haven't taken it for a couple of days and no withdrawal symptoms yet (this time).
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Default Jul 16, 2019 at 10:02 AM
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ditto yesterday.

only reason I'm up is because I can't sleep
 
 
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Default Jul 17, 2019 at 10:20 AM
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badly.

the fact I went out to get some more drink only caused me pain

did nothing for my mood
 
 
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Default Jul 18, 2019 at 07:28 AM
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Great because I got up early instead of daydreaming. I now set aside time to daydream later in the day. In the morning I just get up, and if a daydream starts I'll tell myself "I'll do this later". This means I get up, get ready, get housework etc done, and then I have time for other things (daydreaming, reading etc). This way I feel so much better and there's no stress or disorganisation.
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Default Jul 18, 2019 at 01:03 PM
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For once in a long time, I am not coping very well.

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Default Jul 18, 2019 at 11:20 PM
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I've been feeling lonely and I'm trying to distract myself.
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Default Jul 19, 2019 at 04:52 PM
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Good! I had a good week.Got chores done and gardening.Got allocated a new gardener whom I met!Had time to reflect.I wonder if this time of life to going to go well?
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