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Since I finished my last job, I haven't left home, and I live alone. I leave my apartment just once a week to buy groceries. I don't speak with anyone even on the phone or over the Internet. I use text messages only to talk to some of my siblings, and sometimes my parents. It's a complete isolation, and it's very depressing. I know I put myself in this isolation "voluntarily", but I cannot fit in the world, and I've tried so many times. I just cannot connect with people, and people avoid me. Being alone is painful, but being between people and marginalized and ignored is more painful. Both ways, I've failed.
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I watched the movie Passengers two days ago, where there were more than 5000 passengers who were being transferred to a new Earth on a trip that takes 120 years on a spaceship (it must have been travelling with a speed close to light speed). All passengers were hibernated and should be awaken 4 months before they arrive to be prepared, but because of some hazardous conditions in the space, one unit became dysfunctional, and the person in it woke up 90 years before arriving to the destination, and couldn't go back to the hibernation state. He was the only one awake. And although he had access to luxurious things in the spaceship, he felt depressed. I related to this part when he was alone. I was awaken in this life by mistake, and found myself completely alone, or at least this is how I feel, and I cannot go back to nonexistence.
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