advertisement
Reply
Thread Tools Display Modes
Anonymous57609
Guest
Anonymous57609 has no updates. Edit
 
Posts: n/a
Default Dec 08, 2018 at 09:26 PM
  #1
Since I finished my last job, I haven't left home, and I live alone. I leave my apartment just once a week to buy groceries. I don't speak with anyone even on the phone or over the Internet. I use text messages only to talk to some of my siblings, and sometimes my parents. It's a complete isolation, and it's very depressing. I know I put myself in this isolation "voluntarily", but I cannot fit in the world, and I've tried so many times. I just cannot connect with people, and people avoid me. Being alone is painful, but being between people and marginalized and ignored is more painful. Both ways, I've failed.
  Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Ella68

advertisement
Anonymous57609
Guest
Anonymous57609 has no updates. Edit
 
Posts: n/a
Default Dec 09, 2018 at 04:34 PM
  #2
I watched the movie Passengers two days ago, where there were more than 5000 passengers who were being transferred to a new Earth on a trip that takes 120 years on a spaceship (it must have been travelling with a speed close to light speed). All passengers were hibernated and should be awaken 4 months before they arrive to be prepared, but because of some hazardous conditions in the space, one unit became dysfunctional, and the person in it woke up 90 years before arriving to the destination, and couldn't go back to the hibernation state. He was the only one awake. And although he had access to luxurious things in the spaceship, he felt depressed. I related to this part when he was alone. I was awaken in this life by mistake, and found myself completely alone, or at least this is how I feel, and I cannot go back to nonexistence.
  Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Ella68
All times are GMT -5. The time now is 12:31 PM.
Powered by vBulletin® — Copyright © 2000 - 2024, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.



 

My Support Forums

My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.

 

Helplines and Lifelines

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.

Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here.