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For others, and myself.
And it seems as if it is something that I don't want to work on. Accept it? Idk. Guess deep down I want others to hurt as much as me? But probably not. From past experiences, thinking I could just be a psychopath. Last edited by bluekoi; Apr 16, 2019 at 09:51 PM.. Reason: Add triggger icon. |
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Well... I don't know. I hate myself. And I pretty-much hate everyone else too in real life. I'm not a psychologist. So I can't say where this sort of emotion comes from exactly. But I doubt it has to do with being a psychopath. In my case, at least, I think it's simply the result of an ocean liner's worth of sorrow & regret. I strive to meet it with compassionate abiding. As the eleventh century Tibetan yogini Machig Labdrön said: "In other traditions demons are expelled externally. But in my tradition demons are accepted with compassion."
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