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Legendary Wise Elder
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#221
I'm staying busy.
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Member Since Jul 2016
Location: Florida
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#222
Not well. I’m sad. Frustrated. Hurt. Been crying. I was in distress and so I texted my friend multiple times but didn’t get a reply until hours later, even though during those hours I saw her chatting with people on Facebook. Multiple times. I don’t know why she couldn’t take a minute to reply to me, even if just a simple “I hear you” or something. I just wanna feel loved and cared for and heard and not ignored. I don’t want “alternate explanations” or other ways to look at the situation. Those make things worse for me. I just wanna feel loved and cared for and heard and not ignored...
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#223
coping well.
I am looking forward to getting a phone call from a close friend |
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#224
today's gone really quick for me, too.
it is almost 3 PM here |
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Member Since Feb 2020
Location: Pittsburgh
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#225
I am not coping well. All the medical appointments I had set up to determine my health level are all delayed until june.
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Member Since Oct 2016
Location: Florida USA
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#226
Today I am feeling very very relaxed. The ambient music is helping a lot.
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Member Since Nov 2015
Location: United States
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#227
not...had an emotional breakdown after working hard all day
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#228
I've been journaling. It's been helpful.
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Location: Pittsburgh
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#229
Not very well
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Grand Magnate
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Location: UK
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#230
I feel like I am in limbo. Other than my working days and cooking and cleaning I am not really doing much at all.
Spoke to 3 good friends on Zoom last night and it was awesome to see their faces and hear their voices but now I feel sad. It made me aware of my missing normal life. Just hanging out in a cafe. Some of our conversation was a little scary for me too about that thing that is hanging over us all and what might happen next. |
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#231
I am feeling depressed.
no real reason, just having a bbleh and emotional day |
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Wise Elder
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Location: USA
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Wise Elder
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#233
I feel really down today.
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Wise Elder
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Member Since Jun 2016
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#235
I’m wondering if I should just give up and accept that there’s a decent chance that I’m going to get sick. My mom says I’m over reacting and that I shouldn’t just resign myself to these thoughts.
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I am coping okay. Been a little triggered because my bio dad who is NPD texted me this morning to see how I am. He hasn't contacted me in almost a year. I didnt respond. At least not yet. Not sure I can deal with him or that I care to deal with his BS. __________________ What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#237
I've been journaling, so that is helping. I've also been doing things around the house.
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#238
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I am sure my sore throat is allergies though. I was fine this morning. Now I am upstairs by open windows and it’s starting to bug me. __________________ Ridin' with Biden |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#239
Been doing chores. I also opened all the windows in the house. Makes me feel like I'm outdoors and enjoying spring weather.
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I have to be careful this time of year. I can open the windows for a bit, but alergic to stings so need to make sure they don't fly in (those pesky insects) |
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