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Default Apr 03, 2020 at 09:23 AM
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I wish people could tell the time properly.

that is all. irritates me so much when they seem to struggle with basic timings

you have a watch on your wrist, use it
 
 
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Default Apr 03, 2020 at 10:28 AM
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I woke up with some post nasal drip, feeling very sore, and a bit of headache. But I am feeling better now. I think I've just been working too much (putting in min 12 hour days) and need to take some time off, rest, stretch my body, and get my diet back on track. Just going to try and take it slower and easier today.

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Sick of worrying about some virus, angry about limited supplies, although that’s improving some, and feeling ticked and want to avoid stores and people even more than before the virus. Today was a tough day, first day of teleworking with tech issues. Want a normal life, and my life was not normal before the virus, and recovering from grief from the past few years.
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Default Apr 04, 2020 at 01:12 AM
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Getting extra sleep, playing games and reading. It's helping. Oh yea, and journaling.

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Default Apr 04, 2020 at 08:23 AM
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Definitely better than yesterday. I woke up yesterday just exhausted and thinking I was getting sick. But I took an allergy pill and this morning I feel fine, although still tired. Going to stay away from my work desk this weekend, get some fresh air and exercise instead.

It has been a very stressful week.

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Default Apr 04, 2020 at 09:32 AM
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My structure and routine is all to pot but I am slowly getting there.

I think this is my key to coping better. I am trying not to lean on others but this situation has triggered my neediness.
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not well.

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people driving me crazy
 
 
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How am I coping...

By keeping as much to myself as poss.
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just surviving today.

honestly not doing anything with myself, so hard to feel any type of emotion
 
 
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A bit anxious. But I’m coping pretty good.

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I feel horrible. I went to the store and was yelled at after I walk in with some family members because we could only have three people per family. I went home with a really bad migraine. When I left the store? I was in tears. There was no signs telling customer of this information. I was single out of a group of people who had just walk in when i came into the store. The signs were posted in the back of the store. I felt really hurt. I felt humiliated.
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I've been very anxious. I had a panic attack last night. This morning I ate a whole bag of trail mix to cope. I couldn't stop myself.

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Default Apr 06, 2020 at 01:09 AM
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Feeling really horrible about myself. Got dolled up and took pictures of myself and I cried about the results all evening. Im in a lot of pain physically and emotionally.
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Default Apr 07, 2020 at 12:23 AM
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I'm a little stressed. Just trying to enjoy my coffee and taking plenty of breaks to vape.

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Called a Crisis hotline and had a really good conversation with the crisis counselor. Came up with some new coping strategies. It made the world of difference talking to someone and coming up with a strategy.

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Default Apr 07, 2020 at 06:46 AM
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Not well. I am so angry I don't know what to do with myself (or, I know what to do with myself but can't get 'there' from 'here'). It's been a while since this has happened.
If I try to "explain" it will become a meaningless rant. So, isolating and hoping to be able to get myself doing something by the end of the day.

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No doing well. Actually managed to cry. Dunno what for though. I can’t get any peace from the visions or flashbacks, the paranoia driving me mad. The anger building up. Trying not to be mad at my bf. Hard when it’s his fault. Trying to get over SAIT & betrayal trauma.
Coffee outside in sun turned to neighbours taking that time to mow their lawn. In living room with ear defenders and headphones with music on. Trying to shut out the noise in my head and outside. I don’t know what to do
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Not well. I am so angry I don't know what to do with myself (or, I know what to do with myself but can't get 'there' from 'here'). It's been a while since this has happened.
If I try to "explain" it will become a meaningless rant. So, isolating and hoping to be able to get myself doing something by the end of the day.


Sounds like you are in a really painful place. I kind of relate to all your little guys here on parade! I hope you can switch gears today. IDK it seems...appropriate. I always call the crisis hotline as a kind of intervention and to get coping tips. We have a good service in my state and I am what they call a frequent flyer.

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I feel horrible. I went to the store and was yelled at after I walk in with some family members because we could only have three people per family. I went home with a really bad migraine. When I left the store? I was in tears. There was no signs telling customer of this information. I was single out of a group of people who had just walk in when i came into the store. The signs were posted in the back of the store. I felt really hurt. I felt humiliated.


This really sucks! Whoever yelled at you was out of line. You should call the store and report it to the manager. I'm sorry this happened to you. I worked for a short period of time in a supermarket and it was drilled into us that the customer is always right. This would have been completely unacceptable behavior on the part of my store's staff. You could also tell them about the signs and maybe the signs should be right at the door. Everyone is on edge. We need to work together.

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I am happy to say that I am doing better than I thought I was. Having everybody in the house can be difficult but I turn it into a challenge. How to make the best in bad situations.
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