I have no will to live

I'm certain I'll get corona virus. I ruined my life, I've tried hard to recover from my mistakes but I can't. God told me I'd be alone, I am alone. I'll die alone, I'll live alone. I'm alone.

I'm emotional today. I'm always emotional when I have to go into work. She gives us the option not to go but i have no money now, skipping work isn't going to help that situation. I don't qualify for unemployment by voluntarily not working, she would have to shut down.

I am so sorry you are struggling, Aviza, but COVID-19 is still unlikely to infect a very large % of the overall population. Unless you are an ED or critical care nurse or doctor or respiratory therapist or have to work in a nursing home with prior infections, obeying the 6-foot rule and lots and lots of hand washing are very likely to keep you r risk low. So, do all those things. Wash like crazy every time you get home from being out at the store or anywhere else.


I live alone. Am currently not able to see either of my precious kids. Totally abandoned by entire family, except dad. Virtually no friends. The truth is that, other than what I do for myself and what my higher power does for me, the only real support or connection I have is here on PC.


But I don't dwell on that. Do I get lonely? Of course, but there is still lots to do. There is still a life to be lived, it's just different than it used to be.

Do you have any hobbies or interests outside relationships? Art, music, yoga, running, reading, crafts--anything? There are lots of groups of people who share their hobby interests together. I enjoy a bike forum with a bunch of other bike geeks. It's really fun for me. Is there anything you have been wanting to try or learn? Do it now! Sign up.


I have never been, but people seem to like this Meetup thing. Might also be worth looking into.

Just a few ideas for you. Hang in there! Don't give up! If your goal is to have a meaningful relationship with another person, I am quite sure that will happen for you. But as you know by now, these things almost always happen on their own timetable.

Support and hugs!!!!

((((Aviza)))) most of us who get covid-19 will have mild symptoms and be okay.


We are all going to die someday. It's the only guarantee in life, as uncomfortable a thought as that may be, and I encourage you to find comfort in your faith and in the supportive words of people here, and the supportive people in your life.


We all make mistakes, every single one of us. All the time. As far as being alone, if you mean single, that doesn't have to be a bad thing. Sending you lots and lots of hugs. We're here for you. You're not alone.

Also I'd like you to consider that God is kind. If God told you you would be alone, was it a good thing/? Or a bad thing? If it was a bad thing, consider that that wasn't God's voice..

You aren’t alone. We are here for you

You have a child so it’s a big thing.

Being single has its benefits. Freedom. Especially after bad marriages and relationships you have rights to enjoy being free and not burdened by nonsense

Corona is legitimate fear but do try to use precautions and you should be ok

Don’t give up