Suicidal. Don't know where to go.

DarkMagician · Nov 30, 2020 at 06:24 AM

I don't know where to go for my suicidal thoughts now. Don't tell me to go to the suicide hotline. It's not happening. I used to go to reddit to r/SucideWatch. Maybe it's not perfect but I felt like I could at least vent there. Reddit has abandoned me. I'm not gonna get into why right now. That would require me to type a lot more. I just don't know where to go now if I start thinking suicidal thoughts and getting really angry. Most people don't know how to help and only make things worse. There aren't good enough suicide resources for people. I don't know what I'm going to do now. I have no place to go because people don't actually know how to understand people like me. I'm screwed.

guy1111 · Nov 30, 2020 at 06:48 AM

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Originally Posted by DarkMagician

I don't know where to go for my suicidal thoughts now. Don't tell me to go to the suicide hotline. It's not happening. I used to go to reddit to r/SucideWatch. Maybe it's not perfect but I felt like I could at least vent there. Reddit has abandoned me. I'm not gonna get into why right now. That would require me to type a lot more. I just don't know where to go now if I start thinking suicidal thoughts and getting really angry. Most people don't know how to help and only make things worse. There aren't good enough suicide resources for people. I don't know what I'm going to do now. I have no place to go because people don't actually know how to understand people like me. I'm screwed.

Why do you feel you were abandoned by Reddit?

DarkMagician · Nov 30, 2020 at 07:31 AM

Because they banned me. I'm not getting into why.

mote.of.soul · Nov 30, 2020 at 10:17 AM

What about a blog of some sort @DarkMagician? There might be a site where you can write anything you want in your blog.

mote.of.soul · Nov 30, 2020 at 10:24 AM

Actually you can create your own blog on this site. I just remembered that.

mote.of.soul · Nov 30, 2020 at 10:32 AM

Mind you it might be moderated though. I'm not sure how that works.

WovenGalaxy · Nov 30, 2020 at 10:54 AM

DarkMagician, I hear you on not calling a suicide hotline. They can be dangerous in and of themselves, depending. What do you feel like you need from someone right now? How can we help?

MickeyCheeky · Nov 30, 2020 at 11:26 AM

Well, i respect Your decision of not calling a suicide hotline, although i'd recommend to seriously think about it, especially if it gets worse. i am not sure how much Help i can be but Please do feel Free to contact me if You need to talk!

Please do stay Safe. SEnding many Safe, Warm Hugs to BOTH You, @DarkMagician, Your Family, Your FriEnds And ALL of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting And keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!

Thunder Bow · Nov 30, 2020 at 02:38 PM

i found these people are pretty good. Do the online chat. Better than voice on the phone. They are good.

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Buffy01 · Dec 01, 2020 at 01:49 PM

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Originally Posted by DarkMagician

I don't know where to go for my suicidal thoughts now. Don't tell me to go to the suicide hotline. It's not happening. I used to go to reddit to r/SucideWatch. Maybe it's not perfect but I felt like I could at least vent there. Reddit has abandoned me. I'm not gonna get into why right now. That would require me to type a lot more. I just don't know where to go now if I start thinking suicidal thoughts and getting really angry. Most people don't know how to help and only make things worse. There aren't good enough suicide resources for people. I don't know what I'm going to do now. I have no place to go because people don't actually know how to understand people like me. I'm screwed.

I been there myself, lost a brother in law to suicide. I watch Kati Morton even though I was banned from her website. She has lots of suicide prevention, dealing with suicidal thoughts youtube. Teal Swans what to do if you are suicidal that one help me the best. Lisa A Romano suicide video believe in yourself no matter what. Hope this helps.

guy1111 · Dec 02, 2020 at 07:25 AM

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Originally Posted by DarkMagician

Because they banned me. I'm not getting into why.

I'm sorry that happened. I can see why you feel abandoned. Unfortunately I agree with your first post. Most people cannot help people like you or me. This sucks.

I would also suggest you look at the post above mine from buffy and look up the people on youtube she mentioned. I just like listening to Kati Morton because her voice is soothing to me. The way she presents stuff I already even know about sounds so much better coming from her.

Buffy01 · Dec 02, 2020 at 05:30 PM

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I'm sorry that happened. I can see why you feel abandoned. Unfortunately I agree with your first post. Most people cannot help people like you or me. This sucks.

I would also suggest you look at the post above mine from buffy and look up the people on youtube she mentioned. I just like listening to Kati Morton because her voice is soothing to me. The way she presents stuff I already even know about sounds so much better coming from her.

Kati Morton had great video but her Facebook website is supposed to be a safe place but the monitor do bully a lot of people.

Buffy01 · 05:31 PM

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Originally Posted by mote.of.soul

What about a blog of some sort @DarkMagician? There might be a site where you can write anything you want in your blog.

That is a great idea.

Prycejosh1987 · Dec 04, 2020 at 11:36 AM

There are different website forums. All, the best. Try friends and family and let them know how you feel.

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DarkMagician Member Member Since Nov 2019 Location: USA Posts: 49 4	Nov 30, 2020 at 07:31 AM #3 Because they banned me. I'm not getting into why.
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mote.of.soul Mad Walker Member Since Jan 2018 Location: New Zealand Posts: 13,091 (SuperPoster!) 6 21.9k hugs given	Nov 30, 2020 at 10:17 AM #4 What about a blog of some sort @DarkMagician? There might be a site where you can write anything you want in your blog. __________________ "A flower falls, even though we love it; and a weed grows, even though we do not love it."- Dōgen
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mote.of.soul Mad Walker Member Since Jan 2018 Location: New Zealand Posts: 13,091 (SuperPoster!) 6 21.9k hugs given	Nov 30, 2020 at 10:24 AM #5 Actually you can create your own blog on this site. I just remembered that. __________________ "A flower falls, even though we love it; and a weed grows, even though we do not love it."- Dōgen
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mote.of.soul Mad Walker Member Since Jan 2018 Location: New Zealand Posts: 13,091 (SuperPoster!) 6 21.9k hugs given	Nov 30, 2020 at 10:32 AM #6 Mind you it might be moderated though. I'm not sure how that works. __________________ "A flower falls, even though we love it; and a weed grows, even though we do not love it."- Dōgen
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WovenGalaxy Magnate Member Since Sep 2019 Location: Earth Posts: 2,854 4 4,842 hugs given	Nov 30, 2020 at 10:54 AM #7 DarkMagician, I hear you on not calling a suicide hotline. They can be dangerous in and of themselves, depending. What do you feel like you need from someone right now? How can we help?
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Thunder Bow Elder Member Since Sep 2012 Location: Arizona Posts: 5,630 11 3 hugs given	Nov 30, 2020 at 02:38 PM #9 i found these people are pretty good. Do the online chat. Better than voice on the phone. They are good. Talk To Someone Now : Lifeline Lifeline Chat : Lifeline __________________ www.lightningthunderbow.com
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Prycejosh1987 Member Member Since Jul 2020 Location: UK Posts: 368 3	Dec 04, 2020 at 11:36 AM #14 There are different website forums. All, the best. Try friends and family and let them know how you feel.
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