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Monster on the Hill
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Apr 26, 2024 at 08:38 PM
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I've tried being good for a few hours. I can't stand it. The void is consuming me
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Apr 27, 2024 at 02:22 PM
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Its boring af. I guess it depends on your tolerance for chaos. I prefer boring. Im too old for chaos - thats probably why it eventually changes for a lot of people. We age out of chaos.
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Apr 27, 2024 at 02:45 PM
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When???
I get so bored, lonely, and impatient. I've facebook stalked some of the people that I knew were going places and they're like married to their first partner and nurses or, well, most of them are nurses haha, but one's a photographer, one I used to run with is a chem tech, and one of the girls I caused madness with went to rehab, got clean, and is an addictions counselor now. I get they only post the good, but they at least have some good. I know I'm comparing myself to others which is not good, but I mean I just fked everything up whereas these guys are the ones calling the cops on me. __________________ Live life for nothing but that sweet sweet melody. |
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Apr 27, 2024 at 02:54 PM
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Idk. I ate cupcakes til i got here.
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Monster on the Hill
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Apr 27, 2024 at 08:03 PM
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It ain't loooooooooove without the pain
of wanting to dieeeeeee when you're gone It ain't livinggg without the hurt that means you're feeling somethinggg ba-dum, ba-dum, ba-dum-dum-dum __________________ Live life for nothing but that sweet sweet melody. |
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May 01, 2024 at 04:03 PM
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May 02, 2024 at 12:42 AM
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I think in your example quoted above Muddy, the idea of being good would probably be best left as a principle in the mind and not necessarily a magical cure for all mental ills or whatever. Good on you though, & battle on! __________________ "A flower falls, even though we love it; and a weed grows, even though we do not love it."- Dōgen
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May 03, 2024 at 12:47 PM
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Honestly at this point I'm just cooking/cleaning for people, posting here, getting funky to some Herbie Hancock, and taking five seconds to ask myself if the healthy people in my life are going to get upset with me before making a decision.
One of the good IP BHWs I talked to told me to keep it boring. It sucks hahaha, but I do get something out of coffee and Buddy Guy. __________________ Live life for nothing but that sweet sweet melody. |
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May 03, 2024 at 01:05 PM
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Jazz is life. There was a trumpet player in my apartment building who i was soooooo in love with, but i think it was more the music.
Chet Baker is one of my faves. IIRC, he was pretty messed up. |
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May 03, 2024 at 01:14 PM
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The first person I slept with was a sax player.
A sax player is practicing at 3am. The neighbor knocks on the door and asks "Do you know what time it is???" The sax player responds "No, but if you whistle it, I can take a shot!" __________________ Live life for nothing but that sweet sweet melody. |
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