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Old 02-19-2019, 09:03 AM #441
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I think that's Samantha Thrush
At the door for you.
Shh don't say that too loud.
Hello .. It was not thrush.
I thought their surname was thrush.
No it means irritating c^nt.
Oh, a young me says. Never realised.
Ok bye Sam. I hear them say.

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Never seen that much interest before
- Not for the charity shops anyway.
12 to 16 hours. You only need 3 to 6.
Then they bring out a thumping book
And says there is more opportunities out there.
What type of work do you want to go into?
I feel a bit overwhelmed and don't pursue it.
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Just tell them the truth
At the interview.
That will never work!
Unless I am appealing for
The sympathy vote.
Do you not want me
To get out the house
And move on with my life?
There is a ten hour slot
At the corner shop.
I am not working in
A poxy shop job!
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To most I will always
Be the bad one.
I never was to begin with.
But there will be those
Who will say I strung him along.
Like most we were
Just winging it.
It was the way
It all unfolded. I was always
An independent youth.
I wanted to be grateful
Of Fred for more
Than just sticking
By me through hospital.
Circling in my brain
Day after day. Regret. Self loathing.
Failure. Dismay. Wanting
To turn the clock back.
Could it have
Been nipped in the bud?
It never even occurred to me
That leaving would make Fred
Think I did not care about
"Leaving him in the lurch."
That was not the case though.
When people split normally
They sell the house.
I left with nothing.
I left belongings behind.
It was the only thing
I could have done really.
We were not
In love anymore.
It would have been
Harder the longer
I left it so I just
Took a leap of faith.

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Fred would always say,
That what I was feeling
Was not genuine.
I was not disconcerted
Or annoyed at him. No.
I was transferring my
Anger at my parents onto him.
I found a way to bat it off,
Without bottling it up.
It was ME who
Was the one with
Unresolved issues.
He was dead set
On this notion of his.
It was him who was
Militant against my ol'mum.
I just spoke about the drinking.
The fountain of knowledge
I joked sarcastically.
I never got physically
Heated about it.
I did feel a little
Hard done by.
But Fred and I argued
Over him fighting mostly.
The top from sparks
Was a nice top.
It was a 14 but a big 14.
I was tall and 12 to 14
Was usually okay.
Everyone was fine
When I had been
At my little job for a while.
My parents never
Brought up the hospital.
I was working and
Had a social life
And had a boyfriend.
I had the reigns
With the bi-polar.
And everyone thought
Fred was a big sensitive bear
Under his hard man image.
So my parents
Had no worries with me.
And I had made
Headway on making
Peace with them.
And Fred kept on
Fanning a flame
When I just wanted
A quiet, hassle free life.

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I guess everyone thought
We were just
As bad as one another.
Except I admitted I had issues
And I got back on track.
I regretted my wild phase,
Where my other half
Could do no wrong
And should have been
Brought up before the judge
More than once to show him
The error of his ways.
Make it hit home.
After a stint in hospital
And failing over and over,
I slowly crashed to earth.
I would rather be a stick in the mud
Than be called nuts.
I worked two jobs
When I returned to college.
I did what I thought
Was right ignoring
My pains and the
Risk of running myself
Into the ground.
I was not irresponsible or lazy.

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I bought these oils
Some herbal remedy
For mental health conditions.
I never read the disclaimer.
A cocktail, boiled the mixed them up.
Made me trip and
I needed an escape.
I was drinking and halted
My meds and took a whole
Bunch of this oils.
I wrecked the certificate
Put it down the sink
I was burning up and
Put ice in the sink.
I had been sleep walking all week.
Everything went white.
Have I been abducted
By aliens I said
When I found myself
At my parents house.
A new rock bottom.
Up to the ward. No objection.

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I was an adult.
I was responsible for myself.
I had no business
Spilling my guts to some quack.
After the medication
Got to work I felt fine.
I was not enthused
At the idea of
Going back to my parents.
I left once before
And I should have
Been going off to college
Not the psych ward.
Reality is stranger than fiction.
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I did not get a social worker
Because I did not need one.
The OT did not see a need.
But I refused the art
And the assertiveness
So they had to do some follow up.
I saw social work as
Sticking their noses
Into other people's lives.
They did in fact
Leave leaflets on my bed.
I read them and got
Rid of them.
I wrote nonsense
On my questionairre.
I was young.
And a little scared to tell the truth.
An MRI scan in that tube when,
Still getting bouts of anxiety. Not fun.
I mean I was never physically assaulted,
Or molested in a sexual sense.
And stick and stones..
Names can't hurt me
Goes the old saying.
So I just blamed myself
And the bi-polar.
Give me my pill
And let me go.
I just need my tablet
And all is well in my world.

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Cry baby. Water works. Sap.
Gimp. Dweeb. Wan^ers.
Bullying out a gay couple.
Gestures to physical assault.
Camera in the lobby
After the neighbour was stabbed.
Not by the gay couple.
Wrap up you drip.
Pathetic waste of space.
Cannot wait until,
You come down with a thump.
Think you are something you are not.
Take your head
Out your ar%ehole.
Actually. Oh, actually
Who uses words like actually
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