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Member Since Apr 2014
Location: canada
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Jun 01, 2014 at 01:08 PM
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I have always had to cling onto someone. I am too shy and depressed to be my own person to be able to function in society. What makes me sick to my stomach and beyond terrified... I feel like my heart is going to explode. I can`t function on my own. I have no friends because I am not a human, I am just an empty severely depressed person who looks up suicide everyday and cries everyday. I am completely empty and have been for years.
I am clinging onto my Mom. But she won`t be here forever and I can`t continue life without her. I can`t. I don`t know what to do. I am sick and ****ed up and I don`t want to live this life. I am paralyzed with no love or feeling other than the nightmare feeling of realizing I`ll be on my own and I can`t. I can`t do it. Living is too hard. You need to have interests and hobbies in order to live. I have nothing. Literally nothing. So I find living impossible. What the hell am I suppose to do?!?!?! |
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Jun 01, 2014 at 04:19 PM
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I am sorry to hear that you are suffering so. it must be terrible. sounds like you have hit on a solution though. interests and hobbies. can you come up with any that you can do in the home, possibly start off with someone like your mom so that you can develop and interest in them and soon come to enjoy them on your own, something like painting or scrapbooking or collage. think about it. take care.
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