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#101
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. The king of cups is more concerned with appearance and communication. Queen of cups is the ruler of emotions. She is the inner ocean of subconscious. Wish I could sense this state of mind in more people. |
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#102
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. Today I reseted my tablet and installed simple linux terminal and linux command library. Nothing important but things like that make me happy. Also joined the public library and read a little today there, not just at home as usual. |
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#103
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. Did a DIY haircut today, just edges of course. I have to save money for mineral expo tomorrow. Not that I plan to buy anything, but anyway. This afternoon I daydreamed into comfortable depression... |
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#104
Freedom is an illusion.
Someone, somewhere will get you in the end. She has always known this, but she pretends not to. It makes life easier... until something bad happens... again. She remembers the pain and humiliation whether she wants to or not. It is always with her hiding in the shadows, following her, waiting... For the next time it gets her. __________________ You're only given one little spark of madness. You mustn't lose it. ~ Robin Williams Did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage? ~ Pink Floyd |
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#105
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#106
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. This was the theme of the day. I swear I saw ghosts on my walking route. https://youtu.be/fmNWm3olra8 we are ghosts of the concrete world genetic codes of a dying breed will I be left behind? sounds of a playground fading |
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#107
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. Woke up in sweat from a terrible nightmare. My street cat stopped eating the food. I cannot afford to buy her treats every day but will try sometimes. Others are also leaving her food. She will be okay. There is something positive, my sleep patterns are back to normal. Though in the afternoon I barely keep my head up. The whole day is a struggle not to fall asleep. At the same time I have motivation for my daily routine. Please today, be a good day. |
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#108
Thinking of you, bear
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#109
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. Today. Black and bleak atmosphere, all around me. Street ghosts. Black and blue apparitions. Boiled and beaten. |
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#110
There it is again.
That awful feeling. It's never enough. I'm never enough. Love isn't enough. Yes I did trade a walk on part in the war, for a lead role in a cage. So here I sit. I don't want out. __________________ You're only given one little spark of madness. You mustn't lose it. ~ Robin Williams Did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage? ~ Pink Floyd |
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#111
"The Spirits have all but fled judgement I rot, alone, insane, Where the forest whispers puce laments for me From amidst the pine and wreathed wolfsbane Beyond these walls, wherein condemned To the gloom of an austere tomb I pace with feral madness sent Through the pale beams of a guiltless moon Who, bereft of necrologies, thus Commands creation over the earth Whilst I resign my lips to death A slow cold kiss that chides rebirth Though one last wish is bequeathed by fate My beauty shalt wilt, unseen Save for twin black eyes that shalt come to take My soul to peace or Hell for company" https://wiki2.org/en/Countess_Dracula https://youtu.be/Dp-3tF8_TtI |
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#112
Yes, the offerings to Bastet are done. I have found a treat for the kitties.
Also got myself a new comicbook, set in a very interesting time period: https://wiki2.org/en/Marvel_1602 |
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#113
Deimos the terror
something creeps in the night stuck on a distant satellite realms of the black the black diamond eye |
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#114
EASTER TIME WEIRDNESS
Ishtar time. Alien egg. Ishtar Hecate Isis. Imagine a purple alien egg before you, slowly opening. The serpent emerges out, the dragon, the zenomorph. Its electric body shoots into the air and into your lungs, your body. You are it now, behind your eyes, the alien spawn. |
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#115
What is your definition of a soul?
From my terminology, it is often confused with emotional body. Soul is an abstract beyond body, mind and emotions. Maybe we create a soul by believing in it. Or maybe soul is that mystery of existence itself; why is everything arranged the way it is. Just a little Easter musings. |
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#116
Bugs probably feel better then me on this easter morning.
Everything still goes on. Music goes on. The pace of madness. |
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#117
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My Easter musings... __________________ You're only given one little spark of madness. You mustn't lose it. ~ Robin Williams Did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage? ~ Pink Floyd |
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#118
Rainy and lonely day...
Slept over anxiety this afternoon and woke up anxiety free but with a headache. I vaguely remember my conversation with therapist. Maybe I was dreaming the whole appointment. Wow, this typing just triggered the memory of a dream. |
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#119
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#120
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