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Default Jul 08, 2018 at 12:16 PM
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Don't think that you are very old little turtle. You are still helping so many people here including me. I will look up MIA and listen to Robert Whitaker on you-tube. Hugs.

I am 86 yo...guess what..i am declining ....if I say something wrong...
let me know about it...I am very upset about the medical field...
and I am very upset about the power that money has...doctors are bought off...they are being told what to do..

to me TRUTH and reality is what is important...that is not for sale
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The problem is he KNOWS I am a goner. He knows it better than anything else. I am inbred, injured, infected as well as isolated and abused. He knows my medical history. He knows I have breakdowns. Better than anyone else. So he doesn't want me to know that, he just tells me white lies.

An example of it is, he telling me I can drive. He called his secretory in front of me and told him to give me different meds than prescribed (he prescribed before I asked the question) because he knew I was going to attempt suicide after I come to know that I cannot.
 
 
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Default Jul 08, 2018 at 12:29 PM
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I am 86 yo...guess what..i am declining ....if I say something wrong...
let me know about it...I am very upset about the medical field...
and I am very upset about the power that money has...doctors are bought off...they are being told what to do..

to me TRUTH and reality is what is important...that is not for sale

It's very sad, doctors are heroes of my world. Medicine is a heavenly gift for me, as is life. We can solve problems through psychiatry, even those which aren't directly related to the field of medicine, like crime and terrorism. Every specialty is unique and has its own purpose. But so much for health and "competency" of doctors, which is basically how rich and healthy they are, at least here in Asia.
 
 
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Default Jul 08, 2018 at 12:32 PM
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The problem is he KNOWS I am a goner. He knows it better than anything else. I am inbred, injured, infected as well as isolated and abused. He knows my medical history. He knows I have breakdowns. Better than anyone else. So he doesn't want me to know that, he just tells me white lies.

An example of it is, he telling me I can drive. He called his secretory in front of me and told him to give me different meds than prescribed (he prescribed before I asked the question) because he knew I was going to attempt suicide after I come to know that I cannot.


do you think you are a goner....what do you know and believe..
what is true here...he may be wrong
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I am 86 yo...guess what..i am declining ....if I say something wrong...
let me know about it...I am very upset about the medical field...
and I am very upset about the power that money has...doctors are bought off...they are being told what to do..

to me TRUTH and reality is what is important...that is not for sale
Yeah doctors are bought off in India too and told what to do....it's very sad.
 
 
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Default Jul 08, 2018 at 12:56 PM
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I am 86 yo...guess what..i am declining ....if I say something wrong...
let me know about it...I am very upset about the medical field...
and I am very upset about the power that money has...doctors are bought off...they are being told what to do..

to me TRUTH and reality is what is important...that is not for sale

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Default Jul 08, 2018 at 12:59 PM
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I went into psychiatry to help people for real....not just drugging them...
I wanted to find the cause of serious depression and suicide..
I did not find out about the causes to satisfy me...
but right now psychiatry is using a shotgun approach...
I am not happy with this treating symptoms...I want to treat CAUSE...
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It's not possible for me to analyze my psychiatrist, but I will form an opinion on the basis of his behavior anyway. Do you think an inbred, traumatized, injured, abused and then isolated person can ever act normally in the outside word? Of course not.
 
 
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I went into psychiatry to help people for real....not just drugging them...
I wanted to find the cause of serious depression and suicide..
I did not find out about the causes to satisfy me...
but right now psychiatry is using a shotgun approach...
I am not happy with this treating symptoms...I want to treat CAUSE...
What can be done? Had I been born to a better family, I wouldn't be disabled at this young age. I would have been an able-bodied person. All hope is lost for me, to ever socialize (go to a restaurant with friends riding a 350cc bike, wearing sunglasses with styled hair) or ever achieve anything in my academic life (earning a doctoral degree for the betterment of the whole mankind? I am sorry but you cannot do that either.)

I really wonder why I am born. It isn't gonna be like a newspaper article where the author eventually discovers his purpose in life. I wanted to be a medical man, a savior, but unfortunately will anything but him.
 
 
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Default Jul 09, 2018 at 07:33 AM
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I wonder why euthanasia isn't legal in India.
 
 
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Default Jul 09, 2018 at 07:43 AM
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little turtle, can you give me an idea of what to do now? Should I ignore all things happening and just study for the medical entrance exam??
 
 
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My case is far too complicated. I cannot be helped. But euthanasia isn't legal here either. So I guess I'll have to wait, and do nothing 'till then. That's the closest thing to end my suffering I can ever get to. Just live life as it is. No change, nothing, complete B.Sc, if possible get a job that hires me (definitely not related to science) and live life 'till the day I die. Even this has some plot holes in it, like how was I supposed to get a job without learning how to drive. I don't want to learn anything, as I have lost the will to live. I don't know why I post things like this here, it doesn't make me feel better. It makes me feel worse. Sometimes I cry when I am alone.

I don't know, the best that can be done, I guess, is to wait 'till death takes me. I don't want to take the pain to do anything productive in the meantime. It's just my case, I have to accept it.
 
 
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Default Jul 09, 2018 at 08:26 AM
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little turtle, can you give me an idea of what to do now? Should I ignore all things happening and just study for the medical entrance exam??


please try to be kind to yourself....
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Default Jul 09, 2018 at 08:28 AM
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Little turtle, you've already gone through much, you're a doctor that's been retired. Please do not try to make me feel better, nothing will come out of it. I don't know, what I am even trying to say.
 
 
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Default Jul 09, 2018 at 08:55 AM
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Little turtle, you've already gone through much, you're a doctor that's been retired. Please do not try to make me feel better, nothing will come out of it. I don't know, what I am even trying to say.


say whatever....you want
maybe you can help me..
i will die soon...i dont like that..
my good friend died last month suddenly...
mistakes were made ....his death was preventable...
this morning i am very disturbed...and tired..
maybe you can help me right now...
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Default Jul 09, 2018 at 09:05 AM
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I went into psychiatry to help people for real....not just drugging them...
I wanted to find the cause of serious depression and suicide..
I did not find out about the causes to satisfy me...
but right now psychiatry is using a shotgun approach...
I am not happy with this treating symptoms...I want to treat CAUSE...
I’m not happy about all the pushers of dangerous meds - for life

I’m not happy about doctors who label and fail to listen

And I’m not happy I can’t take any of them (meds)

Or eat any of them (doctors and therapist)

Have you found any answers in any of the books you’ve read?

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i am very angry right now...i am fed up with all the BS out there..life and death...
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I’m not happy about all the pushers of dangerous meds - for life

I’m not happy about doctors who label and fail to listen

And I’m not happy I can’t take any of them (meds)

Or eat any of them (doctors and therapist)

Have you found any answers in any of the books you’ve read?

i have found all kinds of answers...but i dont know if they really work for us...
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i am very angry right now...i am fed up with all the BS out there..life and death...
I’m fed up with this too...

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Default Jul 09, 2018 at 09:28 AM
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i have found all kinds of answers...but i dont know if they really work for us...
Some of them have got to help a bit?

Not just “the correct med cocktail”

There are several reasons why some people can’t be completely drugged up (side effects etc )

The serokill that doctor prescribed for me didn’t “work”

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