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little turtle · Jul 23, 2018 at 10:06 AM

is anybody here have the side effect of akathisia......what is it like

Jul 23, 2018 at 01:34 PM

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is anybody here have the side effect of akathisia......what is it like

It's pretty terrifying. First my mind felt restless, then my legs started feeling restless and I couldn't sit still. I had to walk and walk...walk indoors of course...at times I knocked over furniture in my way...I would get exhausted from walking so much, yet I wouldn't be able to sit still or lie down....my legs would feel so restless. It was very painful.

Fuzzybear · Jul 23, 2018 at 01:44 PM

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is anybody here have the side effect of akathisia......what is it like

No. Because I can’t tolerate medication. So it’s fortunate that Fuzzybear is a “strong” bear... no implication at all that anyone here isn’t “strong”

I’ve been having to keep my claws trimmed as usual

Fuzzy bear isn’t a “playground for the PUs madness”

As some of you know, I find meds, and labelling.. sub optimal

Fuzzybear · Jul 23, 2018 at 01:47 PM

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two nights ago I thought I was going crazy....
I was only thinking about where is my valium...
I decided to see what would happen if I didn't take a 5mg tab...
well the next day went pretty good....
I think it was like a brain storm...and it cleared..
I don't like this depression crap..

This sounds positive little turtle

I hope you’re finding my bus driving safe enough

I agree.. I don’t like this Depression crap.

Fuzzybear · Jul 23, 2018 at 01:49 PM

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It's pretty terrifying. First my mind felt restless, then my legs started feeling restless and I couldn't sit still. I had to walk and walk...walk indoors of course...at times I knocked over furniture in my way...I would get exhausted from walking so much, yet I wouldn't be able to sit still or lie down....my legs would feel so restless. It was very painful.

Sounds awful

I did take that serokill for a while... some doctors try to push that for severe depression and anxiety etc. But I went off it cold turkey (allergic rash) .. so I had to. But the weight gain etc is concerning, and also that ...

little turtle · Jul 24, 2018 at 06:42 AM

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It's pretty terrifying. First my mind felt restless, then my legs started feeling restless and I couldn't sit still. I had to walk and walk...walk indoors of course...at times I knocked over furniture in my way...I would get exhausted from walking so much, yet I wouldn't be able to sit still or lie down....my legs would feel so restless. It was very painful.

desiree that akathisia sounds terrible...do you have it now...

Thirty shades · Jul 24, 2018 at 07:16 AM

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No. Because I can’t tolerate medication. So it’s fortunate that Fuzzybear is a “strong” bear... no implication at all that anyone here isn’t “strong”

I’ve been having to keep my claws trimmed as usual

Fuzzy bear isn’t a “playground for the PUs madness”

As some of you know, I find meds, and labelling.. sub optimal

I can't take medication either. The side effects make matters worse for me and I get no benefit from them. Diazapam works a bit but the GP will only give a few for emergencies.

I guess not tolerating meds means we have only our inner strength to draw on. Guess we are all trying to get through in our own best way.

Love to you Fuzzy Bear and all posters in need of support today

Jul 24, 2018 at 12:58 PM

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desiree that akathisia sounds terrible...do you have it now...

no I don't

Fuzzybear · Jul 24, 2018 at 02:29 PM

“A permanent solution to a temporary problem” - this is one of the rather over used phrases that I personally don’t find particularly helpful. It’s been used so often...

Anyway I salute all those who put up with “sub optimal thoughts” and emotional pain (which I think would include everyone here)

I’m sending positive healing vibes to all <3

Fuzzybear · Jul 24, 2018 at 02:34 PM

Medication ...

... grrrrr

I send hugs to all the wonderful, resilient beings here, which I think includes everyone <3

Fuzzybear · Jul 24, 2018 at 03:51 PM

I want some CHOCOLATE :-(

little turtle · Jul 24, 2018 at 05:14 PM

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I want some CHOCOLATE :-(

that is safe fuzzy...I do not trust these psych meds...
they may be helpful....but I know they can be a problem
for some...especially withdrawing from drugs you have been taking for awhile...and they can also be very dangerous...

Fuzzybear · Jul 24, 2018 at 06:09 PM

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that is safe fuzzy...I do not trust these psych meds...
they may be helpful....but I know they can be a problem
for some...especially withdrawing from drugs you have been taking for awhile...and they can also be very dangerous...

Why do you think some people love labels so much

It’s so pointless and meaningless

I suppose they “have” to feel superior

. But they are NOT “superior”

There is a name for people who put us down

Jul 25, 2018 at 01:49 AM

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I want some CHOCOLATE :-(

I love chocolates especially those with almonds.

little turtle · Jul 25, 2018 at 05:10 AM

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I love chocolates especially those with almonds.

we could take some on the bus with some benzos...pleasure bus

little turtle · Jul 25, 2018 at 09:08 AM

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we could take some on the bus with some benzos...pleasure bus

I have 2 problems------------depression and sugar...
on the bus I will need some valium and sweet chocolate...
I wonder if those 2 problems are connected somehow maybe..
but I want the bus and I need those items...and I need my
friends here...I want I need

Jul 25, 2018 at 09:17 AM

little turtle... I need a nerve damage repair kit. So I can drive a motorbike of my choice... and perhaps be born anew.

Jul 25, 2018 at 09:28 AM

Hey... I am feeling worthless and if nobody is close to me.... and what is blaming the people that did this to me is going to do? What is done cannot be undone. They... don't believe you need human contact to be "successful" (aka a topper in the whole city and eventually the state or perhaps even the country) person... they believe reading textbook and going to college will solve all of their problems.

My dad once told me "People do Ph.D by sitting at home" when I asked him recently why he doesn't let me go outside... so yeah, you don't need to read scientific journals or publish original papers or even go to college, you just need to read the textbook...lab experience doesn't matter. And no matter how many people tell you "it's wrong, you don't parent this way" even if it comes from teachers and doctors, you ignore it. Because you've just invented a brand new style of parenting, and they're just making your son turn in the wrong direction..

I have nerve damage. I don't think I'll last much long. I don't know; really.

Jul 25, 2018 at 09:33 AM

Man, I cannot blame my parents fully either. It's not that they're bad, it's their illness that makes them bad. They don't understand my pain. Dad asks "why don't you get good grades" and mom calls me names daily. All because of their ridiculous illness.

My mom just a while ago told my sister that she won't be allowed to visit her grandmother's house because my sister didn't complete her homework. How ridiculous is that? I mean, you induce anxiety in your child because you think manipulating her into "studying" (without food or proper nutrition, exercise or lifestyle or even the environment, or human contact at all) is going to make her successful? It won't, it'll lead to crippling results.They're crippling human beings for life times.

Biology tells us every animal has life in it. We kill tigers and bears for their skin. So why not as well as not give a **** about lives being crippled?

little turtle · Jul 25, 2018 at 11:30 AM

keep talking....do you want on the bus....

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little turtle Grand Magnate Member Since Jul 2014 Location: ohio Posts: 4,045 9 6,758 hugs given	Jul 23, 2018 at 10:06 AM #541 is anybody here have the side effect of akathisia......what is it like

Fuzzybear Wisest Elder Ever Member Since Nov 2002 Location: Cave. Posts: 96,331 (SuperPoster!) 21 81.2k hugs given	Jul 24, 2018 at 02:34 PM #550 Medication ... ... grrrrr I send hugs to all the wonderful, resilient beings here, which I think includes everyone <3 __________________

Fuzzybear Wisest Elder Ever Member Since Nov 2002 Location: Cave. Posts: 96,331 (SuperPoster!) 21 81.2k hugs given	Jul 24, 2018 at 03:51 PM #551 I want some CHOCOLATE :-( __________________

Anonymous40127 Guest Posts: n/a	Jul 25, 2018 at 09:17 AM #557 little turtle... I need a nerve damage repair kit. So I can drive a motorbike of my choice... and perhaps be born anew.

little turtle Grand Magnate Member Since Jul 2014 Location: ohio Posts: 4,045 9 6,758 hugs given	Jul 25, 2018 at 11:30 AM #560 keep talking....do you want on the bus....