I don't know why

for a good majority of the day (good majority being 1/ 2 hours), I am sad about leaving the hotel in spain to go back to my house in the UK and I cry about having to leave the hotel and having to fly back, and all the memories of the holiday

this is absolutely crazy, I know it, because I have nothing to connect me to spain (or indeed any holidays, I've never been abroad)

what's more crazy is that their's no logical explanation

If I could sleep, then I could dream about a Spanish holiday, but I'm awake all night and alert to what's going on- so it isn't that

I also know nothing at all about Spanish hotels, but when I'm in that place where I'm crying over the holiday, I know everything about them

it is so, so weird- and I just wish it would stop because getting depressed over a fake holiday is just sad

really, really sad- in both senses

[Fuzzybear]

it happened again today....

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[ptangptang]

I know one of the symptoms of depression is easily tearing up over ,sometimes inexplicable, things. but i've not heard of doing it over imaginary things. maybe you have a super vivid imagination and can imagine the feeling of being in that position. Did you have holidays like that? Have you got a secret desire to go to spain.? Hey who needs virtual reality. Your imagination is working overtime.

Originally Posted by ptangptang

I know one of the symptoms of depression is easily tearing up over ,sometimes inexplicable, things. but i've not heard of doing it over imaginary things. maybe you have a super vivid imagination and can imagine the feeling of being in that position. Did you have holidays like that? Have you got a secret desire to go to spain.? Hey who needs virtual reality. Your imagination is working overtime.

I've not had holidays like that, but I guess you're right with imagination... it's a strong thing, sometimes too strong.

I am honestly not sure if I have had a desire to go to spain. I mean, I've thought about it, dancing in the hotel after dark, swimming in the pool, eating at one of those all- inclusive places, but the thing is I wouldn't stand the Spanish heat, and I wouldn't be able to get to the airport (and even if I could I hate the idea of flying)

that said I sometimes look online for all the latest music they are playing at the hotels and imagine myself doing the dancing

I've quite a few hotel songs- but I keep it secret

and in all honesty I'm trying to get a hotel song.. a certain one they use at a certain Spanish hotel that I can't lay my hands on yet