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I can't find the will to get going. I showered my bf and gave him something to eat. The house is a mess. I'm just lying on the couch.
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I really don't know what to do. I've been depressed for so long and have ideation. I've been thinking of going to the hospital for maybe five months but am too afraid to go. I just feel like I won't be taken seriously. I don't think I'll get admitted and I doubt my insurance will see outpatient as medically necessary. And I mean, if I haven't done it for five months what's the issue? But I'm just scared of what the future holds knowing that this ideation is not a phase and is just a part of my life now.
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It was a pretty nice for me last night. I worked out and went to the pool area. I had it to myself. It was the first time I had it to myself in a while. Later on before leaving, a man came down, and I had not seen him in a long time. It was nice having him to talk to. He's my age and was by himself.

Today will not be a typical Saturday for me. Later in the morning I plan to go to a meeting. There will be a speaker and the title is "Will My Cancer Come Back?" This is from the Prostate Cancer Support Group. As some of you may know, I had prostate cancer surgery three years ago. There's a man that I would call whenever I had questions or concerns. He's really nice, but I never met him in person. Perhaps I will meet him today.
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I'm better than the mess I was yesterday. It's a relief.
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Trying not to succumb to thoughts that have continued to revolve around my mind for days and days. Wounded emotionally and it's a struggle every day to not feel pointless and hopeless. My whole life it seems it's really only been me truly in my corner. People telling me I should get through and over the bad days but giving me no clue as to how to go about that. Nothing helps. No one helps.
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(Btw Iím so glad youíre a mod, you so deserve it I couldnít do that job though .. Iím not patient enough Well maybe I could be. But I donít have time . Too much crap in my life.

I think that jerk who labelled me as Avoidant was wrong. I wouldnít be saying all this if I was ... but anyway.
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Well another Saturday is about over. Instead of cleaning this morning I went to a meeting with a speaker. It was alright. I didn't connect with anyone there. Went shopping after lunch. I decided to do that at the last minute. I'm glad that I did now that I don't have to go shopping tomorrow.

Feeling down now. I guess I just feel alone and unfulfilled. I'll be going on a one hour bike ride pretty soon and then I'll go out to eat instead of cooking tonight. It's been a good while since I've gone out to eat.

I've noticed today that there looks like there's going to be a party at the clubhouse tonight. The clubhouse is next to the pool. I hate it when they have those parties because it's painful for me watching people having a great time when I'm all alone. The parties are usually for kids. Plus I feel like I'm being looked at.
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had a really blah day. husband was out all day and i never changed out of pajamas. just watched tv and took care of my kids. going to be a blah week as well which is a relief somewhat since last week was pretty busy with my daughter going to a three day camp. I don't know how people have the energy to do that all summer it was hard for three days getting her there and home. i'm just looking forward to lying down tonight, and I hope the kids aren't too crazy.
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I was very busy today. Did the housecleaning this morning and went on a two-hour bike ride.

Been feeling very down and discouraged today. My sister hasn't called in a while and I was hoping that she would call me today. Also my friend, who is my age and single like me, might be on to a relationship. I didn't think it would ever happen to him. So that could be the only "comrade" that I have in my life to go. But anyways, he's 3000 miles from me. I was hoping that someday he and I could be together when we're older. And I took my bike back to the shop because it wasn't quite done right when I took it in last week. The guy, who took care of me last week, was not at the shop and that was disappointing.
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