[Rose76]

Well, I'm up. If I can stay out of bed, I might get more done.

[MickeyCheeky]

((((Everyone))))

[fallaximago]

I need to take a freaking shower, I haven't done so in days. I feel horrible. Today, though, hasn't been that bad a day. In fact, it's been a bit more relaxed than usual. Still, I need medication and I'm going to see my psychiatrist soon to discuss this issue.

[will19]

It was a pretty good day today. I had that Skype conference today at work to go over what should have been done with an error that I made. This happened because I took the maintenance man's place and I don't perform the best because I'm not experienced in it. The manager that went over things with me was very nice; and he said that he will help me all he can. However, I unfortunately put my foot in my mouth when I asked him about when will the maintenance man retire. He said that he never heard about it. Oops!

I worked out after work and it went well but a bit of a struggle. This evening went very well.

[will19]

For some reason I felt like the people at my job were irritable to me. Sometimes I wonder if I'm just getting to the point that I am sick of my job and the people, but I'm not admitting it to myself? Some days are like that I guess.

From mid afternoon to late afternoon I felt like I was on a streak for little adverse things happening. Like I said I got irritated this afternoon at some people a little bit. And then I was reading on a comment section of a blog that I posted in. There were some women that came on to bash men. I don't know why they have to do that? I was very disappointed because I thought that it was a good place to go. The bashings had nothing to do with the subject matter. After that I went home to do the laundry, in which I hate to do, and the washing machine wasn't done until 25 minutes after it was supposed to be ready (total of an hour instead of 35 minutes!). I went to a fast food place for a take out (which I hate to do) and the service was very slow. At least after all of that it turned out to be an OK evening, much to my surprise.

[Rose76]

It was a busy day. I did a lot. I feel good about myself.

I took it easy yesterday. Got a good sleep. My son is over his pneumonia, my cat is de-flead (that vet was extremely expensive but its worth it). He actually tried to get away with starting by looking in my cats mouth and saying he needs a tooth pulled!

My tooth removal was difficult so it's finally healing. Not too depressed this morning.

[Deilla]

My day is pretty good. I spent some time relaxing on my patio with iced tea. Yea, in the winter. Lol! It was nice. I didn't stay too long. It was cold. At least I got some fresh air.

[Rose76]

After a busy day, I felt physically spent, but mentally wound up. That often happens after a day of being productive. So I went to bed at 11 p.m., but was awake until 4:30 a.m. Then I over-slept this morning.

That's what's so frustrating. Just when I'm upbeat and moving along nicely, addressing what I need to take care of - the insomnia kicks in.

As a kid, I could never sleep the night before the first day of school in September. My mind gets stimulated making preparations for something, and I just want to keep doing things. I don't know if that's what mild bipolar disorder is. Whatever the cause, it wreaks havoc on my life. I can never stick to a regular schedule. That's caused me more problems than anything else.

[fallaximago]

I'm not doing great food-wise but I've eaten a bit less today, so that's good. I've also cut my hair, shaved my beard and taken a shower. Mentally I'm still a bit confused and not doing fantastically.

[will19]

It was not busy at work today, but that was to be expected. I left a bit early from work and have a four day weekend. I felt a bit sad leaving work and heading home. When I got home I was unable to take a nap because there was power washing outside of my unit. It was really lousy not getting a good little "cat nap" before my workout. But the workout went well.

A couple of people had asked me what will I be doing for Thanksgiving. I really don't like being asked that. Well, at least I haven't been asked that much this year, so that's good.

the radio station I listen to needs to stop playing music by rod steuart

I know they don't know.. they have no way of knowing, but it's a massive ****ing trigger

I turn the music down so I don't have to listen to it, but still

Emotional abuse is not a joke and enlisting others to join in a "game" of abusing someone is SICK.

How they get so many to play the abuse game is beyond me. It is just like a cult. The cult leader is not all there but the followers worship him and obey his rules without even thinking. OMG! What has the world come to?

[Deilla]

My mom was supposed to come visit for Thanksgiving. But it didn't work out. I slept most of the afternoon. My morning was Okay.

[will19]

A fairly busy day today, but also a lot of downtime, too. This morning I went to a Cancer Survivor's Park. I had never been there before. It wasn't as good as I thought it would be. I am a cancer survivor. Hardly anyone there.

In the afternoon I went on a hour and a half bike ride. After that I got a turkey dinner take out. This was the first time in over 25 years that I didn't cook a meal for myself. The take out seemed like it cost more than what it was worth. But it was nice not having to clean up afterwards.

Nothing much tonight.

I'm becoming very ill. Been thinking about everything and I don't feel I did anything right today. Both the bf and son were treated for pneumonia, and I've neglected my own needs. This cough is becoming frightening. hugs to all who i know and don't know, this world is cruel to me and many. I hope to wake up and feel more positive tomorrow so I might be of some good in this world yet.

[Rose76]

Woke up at 7 a.m. Slept soundly all night. That was due to not sleeping well the night before.

I guess I won't sleep good tonight. That's the cycle.

[katydid777]

I am doing ok today, so far so good.

[fallaximago]

Today has been another strange day. Strange as in not horrible but not good either. Gray.

[katydid777]

I am doing ok today. The only thing I have to do is the dishes.