[will19]

The day is a little more than half over now. I'm going to gear up and get going on my bike pretty soon. Though it's kind of hot and humid outside. I don't feel like going because of the weather, but I want to get some exercise and be outside.

It looks like it's over between my friend and I. I feel very bad about this. It's so hard because he's all that I have going for me as a friend locally. It's very difficult to be all alone. But also it's even harder to be with someone who drags me down. He and I have been though this before. He apologizes and I take him back. And then the shenanigans makes a comeback in no time.

My sister called and he had a pretty good talk. First time I had heard from her in three weeks. It was nice talking to her, but it's annoying when she sounds like she's about to fall asleep when we talk. Also, I have been making my spaghetti sauce this morning. I make a batch of four servings and the sauce slow-simmers for a few hours.

[Fuzzybear]

[Thirty shades]

Wow, had a tiring weekend.

I feel so on edge today. If only my mind would be quiet and let me rest. It's that tired but wired feeling again. Yikes.

[Rose76]

Tackling the mess on top of the bed today. Yesterday was quite okay.

I've got to start and keep going.

Ritalin has helped.

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by Rose76

Tackling the mess on top of the bed today. Yesterday was quite okay.

I've got to start and keep going.

Ritalin has helped.

Ritalin is a big help to me as well. Good luck getting started.

[Sunflower123]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

[will19]

Fairly busy today at work. It's been hot and humid lately and I'm not crazy about it. Felt irritable today at work. I had a project of setting up the auditorium for a class tomorrow. So I set it up and then a few hours later the instructor saw how it was set up and it was all wrong. So I had to rearrange the set up. He didn't make it very clear to me on how he wanted to have it set up.

I've had a headache all day and still having one now. The headache went away late this afternoon and early evening. Now it's back again.

[Sunflower123]

I think I’m dealing with the transition of my daughter leaving pretty good during the day but I’m not sleeping well at night and it’s catching up with me. It’s like I have the emotional flu if that makes sense...irritable, depressed, anxious, negative and don’t want to be talked to or bother with anything. Disheartening.

Sending hugs to those that are struggling.

[twistypringle98]

I haven't been over here in a while. On PC much, I mean.

Things feel more normal than usual than they have in years. I was depressed, then turned manic for a while, and now I feel fine. I really don't feel very delusional anymore either. Things are just lifting off my shoulders because I admit...I prayed for myself. Things just happened to work out.

I'm feeling okay.

yesterday was a little difficult for me.. I had a lot of flashbacks, dinner didn't turn out well- and I didn't sleep (that one's a given)

but today I am making a concious effert to avoid a certain soap opera that triggered me yesterday, which will hopefully help with the flashbacks

and to also eat something decent- think I'm going to go for pizza

[katydid777]

It started raining yesterday, and will be raining for several more days! YUCKY

Originally Posted by katydid777

It started raining yesterday, and will be raining for several more days! YUCKY

send it to england if you don't want it

haha we could really do with the rain actually

[WishfulThinker66]

relatively okay these last few days

[Rose76]

Doing ok.

[88Butterfly88]

I'm doing okay as well.

[will19]

It was very busy for me this morning at work, but it died down in the afternoon. It's still hot and humid outside and it takes some energy out of me. I worked out after work and it went well. And then I went to the pool area. I was alone for a while and then some people came in. But they had stayed away from me, which was OK.

Tomorrow at work, there's supposed to be a "Town Hall" meeting in the auditorium. I had recently set up the auditorium for a training class of over 50 people. The Town Hall meeting is supposed to be at noon, which will be right in the middle of the training class. That means that the tables will all have to be put away and over a hundred chairs set up for the town hall meeting. And it would have to be done within a half hour. It's going to be impossible for that to happen. And then when the town hall meeting ends, the class resumes. I hope and pray that the Town Hall meeting will be postponed.

I only had 2 goals yesterday- to eat something decent and to avoid the soap opera, but failed on both

I burned the food and then watched the soap opera because I felt guilty for not watching it- and not knowing what happened next

also didn't rest again

mood not bad today.

one of those slow, quiet days with **** all to do

[WishfulThinker66]

Depression is seeping in through the cracks. I should have heard back about a job by now and I am feeling a hit to my self-worth.

[regretful]

Feels like a holding pattern; after reading some journal entries from 2014, I feel like I'm right back where I was...but I'm not giving up...exercising continues and the weight loss is slower than it was before - that helps, as does quiet prayer for me. I wish all of you well in your personal struggle with this invisible demon.

[will19]

Pretty slow today at work. Well, as it turned out, I didn't have to do anything with the auditorium (as I mentioned yesterday). I guess that today is the last day of the class, so tomorrow I'll have to put things away. I don't mind. It's going to be very slow and boring tomorrow morning anyways, so it will give me something to do.

I was told last Saturday that I would get my reimbursement check coming to me ASAP. Here it is Thursday and still no check. Yesterday I received something in the mail from HOA and I thought that was it. It wasn't! It turned out to be a form letter about running to be on the Board. Yea, I would really love to do that!

Went bike riding after work. It's still pretty hot and humid outside and will be for a while. Much to my surprise I am gaining a little weight. I thought that I would lose some weight with the heat and humidity.