Confessions of little turtle with love #2

Mar 14, 2019 at 06:40 AM

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Originally Posted by little turtle

dear desiree---maybe you are having some temporary withdrawal effects...
after stopping the Prozac and amisulpride....what do you think...

I don't know. Do withfrawal effects include restlessness(akathasia)?

07:03 AM

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Originally Posted by mulan

I would wait for your doctor if the appointment doesnt take long, secundary effects are terrible, but they pass. With me the only meds that work were the only ones that may me feel bad things. The others were like sugar.

Forgive my words, but my psych doctor is a real piece of shi*. You know, I was having restlessness from my anti-psychotic and I asked for something like benzatropine... he increased the dosage of the anti-psychotic and refused to give me any anti-restlessness med. I have doubts at times if he is a bit sick in the mind..
like if he likes to see his patients in pain

And sadly, he is still probably the only psych doc out here who is the least perverted and prescribes meds with the least side effects. I have been to two more doctors before him - one of them molested me during a routine physical exam and another one who tried to rub my arm and hypnotise me. Out here I can't even sue them... they are going to say that I m delusional. I live with my parents and they too will say the same and maybe get me locked up in a psych hospital.

Mar 14, 2019 at 09:39 AM

All I can say is I am sorry Desiree. But please do not lose faith in humanity...

Mar 14, 2019 at 10:13 AM

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Originally Posted by TheLonelyChemist

All I can say is I am sorry Desiree. But please do not lose faith in humanity...

No I won't. I wouldn't have survived if there weren't good people in the world.

Mar 14, 2019 at 10:40 AM

Good people who surround you are the people who make your life worth living. It's just that my parents are not good but everyone else in my family is. My degree college friends are good too.

little turtle · Mar 14, 2019 at 10:50 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Desiree2006

I don't know. Do withfrawal effects include restlessness(akathasia)?

dear desiree ----I really am not sure about this...but I do know it takes time
for those 2 medicines to get out of your body...

you will find some persons who you can trust...but they are hard to find...
I send you my hugs....

Mar 14, 2019 at 10:53 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by little turtle

dear desiree ----I really am not sure about this...but I do know it takes time
for those 2 medicines to get out of your body...

you will find some persons who you can trust...but they are hard to find...
I send you my hugs....

Thank you little turtle.

Fuzzybear · Mar 14, 2019 at 12:45 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by little turtle

dear desiree ----I really am not sure about this...but I do know it takes time
for those 2 medicines to get out of your body...

you will find some persons who you can trust...but they are hard to find...
I send you my hugs....

((((((( Desiree )))))))

I agree with little turtle.. I too hope you find some persons who are trustworthy... I also agree they are hard to find.

Many hugs and much love

Mar 14, 2019 at 12:49 PM

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Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

((((((( Desiree )))))))

I agree with little turtle.. I too hope you find some persons who are trustworthy... I also agree they are hard to find.

Many hugs and much love

Thanks fuzzy.

mulan · Mar 14, 2019 at 03:00 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Desiree2006

Forgive my words, but my psych doctor is a real piece of shi*. You know, I was having restlessness from my anti-psychotic and I asked for something like benzatropine... he increased the dosage of the anti-psychotic and refused to give me any anti-restlessness med. I have doubts at times if he is a bit sick in the mind..
like if he likes to see his patients in pain

And sadly, he is still probably the only psych doc out here who is the least perverted and prescribes meds with the least side effects. I have been to two more doctors before him - one of them molested me during a routine physical exam and another one who tried to rub my arm and hypnotise me. Out here I can't even sue them... they are going to say that I m delusional. I live with my parents and they too will say the same and maybe get me locked up in a psych hospital.

Maybe find another doctor?

mulan · Mar 14, 2019 at 03:05 PM

I can't deal with the fact my supervisor is an high funtioning austist.
This is giving me crazy anxiety! I need help.
Get to find a way of being myself and ignoring her (she is só intense!). But she will get sad and my necessity of parentifying people, makes me want to help her with her feelings.

mulan · Mar 14, 2019 at 03:06 PM

I can't ignore a mentally ill person or don't like (?). Bad person feelings on the rise.

mountainstream · Mar 14, 2019 at 03:09 PM

Is there love on this bus?

mulan · Mar 14, 2019 at 03:12 PM

She is so little oppened minded! Shrinks are people with mental health disorders, people who go to realities are just stupid, she said. And then I had to share my interest in human behaviour, she got shocked! Reality shows are my little hobbie because I love to understard those people and their behaviour, I love melodramatic stories because everyone is troubled... She didn't understood of course. She likes shallow people, who laugh! Because she doesnt understard the nuances of small behaviours.

mulan · Mar 14, 2019 at 03:14 PM

Now I am on tip toes explaining everything to her. She gets mad when I ask her help, she gets sad when I dont ask her help. Jesus Christ!

Fuzzybear · Mar 14, 2019 at 03:17 PM

I don’t like people who are shallow, especially if they think they are “normal”

But most of all I don’t like people who can’t get their heads out of their butts

Fuzzybear · Mar 14, 2019 at 03:19 PM

It bothers me when someone judges me in a few seconds. Wtf. How freakin shallow

(irl)

I want to bite them

mulan · Mar 14, 2019 at 03:43 PM

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Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

It bothers me when someone judges me in a few seconds. Wtf. How freakin shallow

(irl)

I want to bite them

Thank you fuzzybear

.
That's what I needed to ear. Bitte, Bitte, Bitte.

Anyways its a mental disorder and it is a very "umbilical" relaction... Sights.

mulan · Mar 14, 2019 at 03:49 PM

The problem of dealing with toxic people when you too have problems.

mulan · 06:37 PM

I want to deal we my problems. Not with my borderline friend, my austist supervisor, my needy sister, the histrionic shallow colleague. Give me time not work/work/work and study/study/study. I am freakin discovering who I am, what happened in my past.... I am coming out from a decades old depression, I am discovering I am crazy smart, and that I had a forgetted uncle that died by suicide... Come on people around me. Let me live!!

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Anonymous40127 Guest Posts: n/a	Mar 14, 2019 at 09:39 AM #943 All I can say is I am sorry Desiree. But please do not lose faith in humanity...

Anonymous40127 Guest Posts: n/a	Mar 14, 2019 at 10:40 AM #945 Good people who surround you are the people who make your life worth living. It's just that my parents are not good but everyone else in my family is. My degree college friends are good too.

mulan Poohbah Member Since Mar 2013 Location: Europe Posts: 1,046 11 3,220 hugs given	Mar 14, 2019 at 03:05 PM #951 I can't deal with the fact my supervisor is an high funtioning austist. This is giving me crazy anxiety! I need help. Get to find a way of being myself and ignoring her (she is só intense!). But she will get sad and my necessity of parentifying people, makes me want to help her with her feelings.

mulan Poohbah Member Since Mar 2013 Location: Europe Posts: 1,046 11 3,220 hugs given	Mar 14, 2019 at 03:06 PM #952 I can't ignore a mentally ill person or don't like (?). Bad person feelings on the rise. __________________ I am not crazy, I am hurt

mountainstream Magnate Member Since Apr 2008 Location: N/A Posts: 2,150 16 747 hugs given	Mar 14, 2019 at 03:09 PM #953 Is there love on this bus?

mulan Poohbah Member Since Mar 2013 Location: Europe Posts: 1,046 11 3,220 hugs given	Mar 14, 2019 at 03:14 PM #955 Now I am on tip toes explaining everything to her. She gets mad when I ask her help, she gets sad when I dont ask her help. Jesus Christ! __________________ I am not crazy, I am hurt

Fuzzybear Wisest Elder Ever Member Since Nov 2002 Location: Cave. Posts: 96,325 (SuperPoster!) 21 81.2k hugs given	Mar 14, 2019 at 03:17 PM #956 I don’t like people who are shallow, especially if they think they are “normal” But most of all I don’t like people who can’t get their heads out of their butts __________________

Fuzzybear Wisest Elder Ever Member Since Nov 2002 Location: Cave. Posts: 96,325 (SuperPoster!) 21 81.2k hugs given	Mar 14, 2019 at 03:19 PM #957 It bothers me when someone judges me in a few seconds. Wtf. How freakin shallow (irl) I want to bite them __________________

mulan Poohbah Member Since Mar 2013 Location: Europe Posts: 1,046 11 3,220 hugs given	Mar 14, 2019 at 03:49 PM #959 The problem of dealing with toxic people when you too have problems. __________________ I am not crazy, I am hurt