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Default Jul 04, 2019 at 03:37 PM
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I am still tired. Some old family things were brought up today. I don't want to talk about it, only tell I am sooooooooooooooo frustrated that it is almost impossible to describe ...

Well, life has to go on!

I will try these "things" for tomorrow:

- Up at 08:00
- After breakfast I will go for a walk (about 20 minutes)
- Go to a cash dispenser to take out my grocery money for this week
- Go to grocery shop if needed
- Take some phones about bills I have received
- Travel to town center to eat a good dinner at a restaurant
- Hope to not be occupied with bad memories

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I am still tired. Some old family things were brought up today. I don't want to talk about it, only tell I am sooooooooooooooo frustrated that it is almost impossible to describe ...
Thank you for the hug! I am really struggling. To put it in another way: "My inner clock" seems to go much slower then the clock we all use. Minutes becomes hours .... I'll try to do my best to go forward, but it is not easy. I am so glad we have this thread!
 
 
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Thank you for the hug! I am really struggling. To put it in another way: "My inner clock" seems to go much slower then the clock we all use. Minutes becomes hours .... I'll try to do my best to go forward, but it is not easy. I am so glad we have this thread!
I’m sorry you are struggling. My inner clock works the same way many times. Good luck and best wishes for going forward. I’m cheering you on!
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Default Jul 05, 2019 at 01:50 PM
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I'm tired and have problems with thinking out what to do tomorrow! I hope to reach these goals for Saturday:

- A walk for more than 20 minutes after breakfast
- Grocery if needed (have to find out tomorrow)
- Buy a coloring shampoo for my hair
- Lunch
- Unload the dishwasher
- Load it with a few dirty dishes
- Go out with the trash
- Make a plan for the rest of the day (may be dine out, visit church or something else ...).

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Default Jul 05, 2019 at 03:44 PM
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Haven't done anything today. I haven't even brushed my teeth. I've been very upset. At least I took my meds, drank fluids and ate breakfast. I did feed the cats too. No litter boxes today. Sorry cats. It's getting late. Have to take meds again. Then go to bed. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day. I hope to get a shower tonight or tomorrow. I'm sure that will help me feel better.

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Default Jul 05, 2019 at 07:17 PM
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I couldn’t seem to get anything done today but bring the trash can, papers and mail in, visit with my mom and edit my vision board (I am proud of that). Oh well...I’ll go to bed early and start fresh tomorrow.

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Haven't done anything today. I haven't even brushed my teeth. I've been very upset. At least I took my meds, drank fluids and ate breakfast. I did feed the cats too. No litter boxes today. Sorry cats. It's getting late. Have to take meds again. Then go to bed. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day. I hope to get a shower tonight or tomorrow. I'm sure that will help me feel better.

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I couldn’t seem to get anything done today but bring the trash can, papers and mail in, visit with my mom and edit my vision board (I am proud of that). Oh well...I’ll go to bed early and start fresh tomorrow.

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So we are all in the same boat for the moment! Better times will come!
 
 
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Default Jul 06, 2019 at 04:42 AM
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I got my shower last night. It really helped a lot. This morning I cleaned some litter boxes and picked up in the bathroom. I made today's To Do List. Basically I will clean more litter boxes and pick up in the living room. Hope today is a better day for everyone! (((Hugs))) to all!

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Default Jul 06, 2019 at 07:02 AM
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I feel better this morning after sleeping for 10 hours. My plans for today are to float in the pool, clean house and edit my vision board/affirmations.

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Default Jul 07, 2019 at 03:04 AM
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Yesterday was so bad that I had to go to bed at 5:30 pm. I feel better now. My plans for Sunday are:

1. Go to the Peach festival with my mother and daughter
2. Clean the den
3. Cook dinner

For a reward, I will float in the pool, purchase my favorite beverage at the store and finish my vision board.

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I still feel psychologically beaten after what happened at Thursday! My body feels weighed down. My head feels heavy. I woke up with tears running down my cheek. I will see my therapist later this week. From time to time suicidal thoughts pass through my head.

My plans for today (Sunday):

- Take care of myself and (relax and eat properly)

- Go to church

- Pray

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Default Jul 07, 2019 at 05:10 AM
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I still feel psychologically beaten after what happened at Thursday! My body feels weighed down. My head feels heavy. I woke up with tears running down my cheek. I will see my therapist later this week. From time to time suicidal thoughts pass through my head.

My plans for today (Sunday):

- Take care of myself and (relax and eat properly)

- Go to church

- Pray

Good thoughts and wishes for each one of you!
I’m so sorry you are feeling bad. Please take excellent care of yourself and stay safe. I understand SI...it’s tough. Hang in there. I’m glad you are seeing your therapist this week. Thinking of you.
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Default Jul 07, 2019 at 07:13 AM
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I’m so sorry you are feeling bad. Please take excellent care of yourself and stay safe. I understand SI...it’s tough. Hang in there. I’m glad you are seeing your therapist this week. Thinking of you.
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Default Jul 07, 2019 at 08:58 AM
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@Singer47 sorry you're going through that. I hope things get better for you soon.

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Default Jul 07, 2019 at 09:03 AM
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This morning I've done laundry and picked up things in my living room. Later I will straighten up in my bathroom. I might not have to do litter boxes today. Or maybe just one or two. Wishing everyone well this Sunday!

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Default Jul 07, 2019 at 02:34 PM
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I have felt a bit more calm after my visit to the church! I have been able to eat properly as well. To remember to eat is the most important for me when in a crises. The risk of falling deeper into the dark will not be so high when I remember to eat.

Plans for Tuesday:

- After breakfast 25 minutes walk
- Buy the color to my hair that I didn't buy some days ago
- Visit grocery shop
- Load the washing machine
- Pay bills
- Start to plan what is important to tell the therapist about the "happening"
- Continue to read an interesting article
- Start to plan what clothes to bring for my vacation later in the month

Best wishes and hopes for each one of you!

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Default Jul 08, 2019 at 06:28 AM
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I’ve let things pile up and now I need to have a super productive day. As a result, I have more then 3 things I must accomplish.

- session with life coach
- workout
- clean the den
- float in the pool (for mental health)
- sell books
- grocery shop
- change litter boxes
- edit vision board (that’s for me)

Warm wishes for all to have a peaceful and productive day.

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Default Jul 08, 2019 at 07:10 AM
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This morning I've cleaned litter boxes, scrubbed the toilet and wrote in my journal. Later I will clean more litter boxes, take out the trash, pick up in the living room and wash dishes. Warm wishes to everyone today!

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This morning I've cleaned litter boxes, scrubbed the toilet and wrote in my journal. Later I will clean more litter boxes, take out the trash, pick up in the living room and wash dishes. Warm wishes to everyone today!
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