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Default Jan 04, 2019 at 03:01 PM
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Moments like now, I wish I were someone else. Nothing's happened or is happening. Yet, here I am desperate for some escape because I feel myself locked inside a coffin. I'm being held down to the bed by life's straps and I just want to be free, to fall out of the casket onto asphalt before I'm hauled off to my grave. Let something hit me to wake me up. Let me wake the **** up.

Ignore my babbling. I'm not me right now, but then when the hell am I? I haven't felt like me in months. I know I'm not in my right mind, I'm aware. Anyway, just ignore me.

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Default Jan 04, 2019 at 03:15 PM
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((((((( So leigheas )))))))

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I don't want to ignore you since I read that. It sounds awful. I do wish you could be better, I wish you better days even when it seems hopeless.
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Default Jan 05, 2019 at 12:46 AM
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Yes, I thought I'd add my two cents as well - sorry.

These thoughts & feelings will pass for the time being, Só leigheas, and just try to stick to your goals or obligations for the day, perhaps go for a walk [weather permitting] because I always find doing something physical - especially after a time of inactivity or mental torment - makes me feel a little more okay about myself. And on it goes...

Just get through each day doing your best and it'll be okay. It's all a test - a spiritual test. Quite illusory in some ways [imo].

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Default Jan 05, 2019 at 04:21 AM
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I won't ignore you, Sò leigheas, because you're my friend. I will listen and care about what you have to say, always. I'm so sorry I haven't been around for you these past few days, I hope you'll forgive me. Feel free to PM me anytime. Please don't give up. You will feel better at some point. This feeling won't last forever. Sending many hugs to you
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