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OliverB
is a pill
Member Since: Jun 2014
Location: Wonderland-Everyoneland
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#201
Feeling like giving up
__________________ Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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will19
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Member Since: Oct 2012
Posts: 3,612
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#202
Woke up feeling yucky. Did little odds & ends things this morning. Went for a two-hour bike ride. A sunny, cool, and crisp kind of day which was very ideal for me. Nothing much else to report about.
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T4bbyCat
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Member Since: Oct 2018
Location: US
Posts: 232
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#203
Feeling isolated, thanks to having isolated myself. Couldn't stand to be around people.
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Grand Magnate
zapatoes
Looking for my way
Member Since: Sep 2018
Location: Islandia
Posts: 4,263
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#204
Ok weekend and made myself get out yesterday to be somewhat social at a meetup, then went grocery shopping and walked my dog. Today just did laundry, walked my dog, watched a funny show and favorite cooking show and ate leftovers for early dinner.
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Grand Poohbah
OliverB
is a pill
Member Since: Jun 2014
Location: Wonderland-Everyoneland
Posts: 1,533
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#205
Woke up. Took a coffee while in bed. Took my methylphenidate.
I am active, not thinking too much about depression. Had breakfast with my friend and her boyfriend. My dog is falling asleep, but I want her to be awake until I left to college, so she will sleep while I am not at home. __________________ Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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Mountaindewed
NoahsArk30
Member Since: Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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#206
This weather sucks. I’m trying to make the best of it though. The 10 day forecast doesn’t look very promising though. My mom reminded me of the phrase “March comes in like a lion and comes out like a lamb.” I kind of wish it was the other way around so I’d at least have a couple weeks of relief.
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Rose76
Treading water.
Member Since: Mar 2011
Location: USA
Posts: 12,404
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#207
Sat. was a good day. I got stuff done. That is the best antidepressant for me - being able to feel satisfied that I spent my day well. Then I spent Sun. "resting on my laurels" of satisfaction from the day before and didn't do much. Today, while the attendant was here, I scarcely got out of bed. Whenever I have a good, productive day, I tend to follow it with a lazy day. Can't seem to sustain the momentum.
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will19
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Member Since: Oct 2012
Posts: 3,612
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#208
Felt pretty yucky today at work. Nothing bad happened. It's just that I was feeling bad. I don't know what's wrong. Spent some time reading about how bleak things are out there and I'm feeling like I don't have much to look forward to.
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Grand Poohbah
OliverB
is a pill
Member Since: Jun 2014
Location: Wonderland-Everyoneland
Posts: 1,533
589 hugs
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#209
I think my body is self destructing. Meh.
I woke up feeling down. Took methylphenidate and feel better.
Possible trigger:
__________________ Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
3rd rock, Sunflower123
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Rose76
Treading water.
Member Since: Mar 2011
Location: USA
Posts: 12,404
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#210
I'm tired. Not really depressed. But weary of the way my life is.
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will19
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#211
Feeling better today. Was pretty busy at work. There are times when I get the feeling that the good feeling I'm having now will end soon. I always feel that way.
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Rose76
Treading water.
Member Since: Mar 2011
Location: USA
Posts: 12,404
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#212
I had to cancel my dentist appointment Tuesday morning to take my bf to a cardiology evaluation. Later this morning, Wed., I will get to my dentist. Then I have to take my bf back to hospital for another heart test and an Xray. I'm drinking Alka-Seltzer now at 4 a.m. because I'm queazy from the slightly too big glass of wine I had with dinner. That seems to be the one bright spot in my daily routine - dinner and a glass of wine. I feel like a hamster in one of those wheels. My bf goes from one health crisis to the next. It's unrelenting. I feel consumed.
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mountainstream
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Member Since: Apr 2008
Location: N/A
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#213
Depressed....
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Grand Poohbah
OliverB
is a pill
Member Since: Jun 2014
Location: Wonderland-Everyoneland
Posts: 1,533
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#214
Possible trigger:
__________________ Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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Sunflower123
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Member Since: Jan 2015
Location: USA
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#215
Doing okay today. Missing a friend who had their account deleted due to the negativity (doctor bashing, bullying etc.) on the forum. They were such a positive ray of sunshine and so supportive. I miss them greatly.
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mountainstream
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#216
Tired....
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Fuzzybear
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Location: Cave.
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#217
Muzzled sad and horrible
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will19
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Member Since: Oct 2012
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#218
I was feeling pretty good on Tuesday & Wednesday. Today, not so much. I knew that would happen, that the good feeling would end. Was not to busy at work today. It had been very busy in the last couple of days. But it was fairly good emotionally at work. Except that I got an email saying that there's going to be a meeting by phone by my managers with me and the maintenance man. I'm not looking forward to it. I hate those meetings. It ruined my day when I got that message. Also my friend is sick with a cold now, so we can't talk. We only talked briefly last night. Funny thing is that he preaches to me to get a flu shot and I never got one. He gets a shot all of the time and now he's sick!
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whimsicalman
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Member Since: Jul 2018
Location: USA
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#219
I just came down with the flu for the second time this season. I am at work in my cubicle hoping to God that I make it through the day. I suppose, on the positive side, I am too focused on that that I am distracted from my depression. I also have a TMS treatment this afternoon, and I hope that the achiness from the flu doesn't make the magnetic pulses even more uncomfortable than they already are.
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mountainstream
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Location: N/A
Posts: 2,150
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#220
I’m saddened by the cruelty in the world.
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