[will19]

I woke up around 5AM and tried to get back to sleep. It was very difficult because I was blowing my nose a lot. Not a cold, but a lot of allergies. It's going to be bad this spring because of the rains we got. I'm feeling good this early morning so far. It's nice outside and this is my favorite time of the week.

Yesterday was very slow and dragging. I was feeling good at one point because I have an appointment with a RE Agent to close the deal on selling my place. But then I was getting all kinds of advice about what to watch out for. And then my mood sunk. It was all in good intention, but I felt like something could happen that I could end up very sorry if I'm not careful.

There was an article on Psych Central the other day on why we seem to remember the bad or cruel things that has been said to us. That sure is my problem, I remember unkind remarks and believe them more than the nice things. That article made a lot of sense to me.

[downandlonely]

I'm suffering from allergies too. Planning to get tested on Monday to see exactly what it is I'm allergic to.

[Fuzzybear]

Allergies ......

[Rose76]

Depressed.

Doing ok. Feeling a little empty.

[Fuzzybear]

Here..........

[will19]

I did my usual things for Saturday. Pretty busy day and eventful, even though kind of dull at the same time. When I went to the grocery store I got talking to a woman who was my cashier. I told her that I was going to move to the community where the store is. She said that she lives in that area and loves it. She said that I would love it, too. It seems like that community I'll be moving to is more fitting for me than where I am now. The place I will live at is very close to that store this time.

[Fuzzybear]

Hugs to all

[Deilla]

Feeling Okay tonight. Had a nice day. Starting to wind down for the evening. Will sleep well I hope.

today in the UK it's mothers day.

I don't have a mother, (or a mother that wants anything to do with me), so today's hard

made slightly easier though by the fact that comercials for it arn't everywhere like most years. just sucks that in sted of going out with my mother like most individuals, I'm staying in doing **** all.

yesterday I had a panic attack because I only had 5 peaces of chicken for dinner (all that was in the house), and I can't cope with odd numbers

I also really dislike my new body spray, the smell of it does not apeal (does not smell that womanlike)

[Rose76]

Depressed. My back is sore. My bf has more physical problems.

I need help.

[Fuzzybear]

Busy ...

[will19]

This was a pretty busy and eventful weekend. Went to a church that I had gone to that I had left there about six months ago. Some people greeted me and had recognized me from before. I was surprised because while I was going there, I felt like I was invisible to others. It was OK but not worth going back to again. Besides, I'm fixing to leave my area so it would be quite a drive for me to go there from my new place.

Took a two hour bike ride today. It was very hot outside. Seemed like there were not a lot of bike riders out there today. My sister called and it was the first time I had heard from her in a while. And then I went to my friend's house to help him out with a few things. Went to the pool area tonight and it was nice. I hadn't been there in a while because it had been closed for about a week.

[zapatoes]

Walked my dog today and did some yard work also. Yesterday attended a meetup and socialized some there and it was a nice sunny drive to a nearby town so pretty nice weekend.

[Rose76]

zapatoes, you're a role-model to us all.

[Fuzzybear]

Hugs

[downandlonely]

Going to get tested for allergies today. Hope I am not allergic to my cat.

[Deilla]

Feel Okay today. Stayed pretty busy this morning. I have the rest of the day to relax and play games. I might sit outside in the sun today with my cat if it warms up some more. Going to enjoy some more coffee before lunch.

been feeling very ashamed of my life, especially at how little I've accomplished in such a long time.

looking at what I did today (sit on my chair, watch a kids thing on tv and eat bourbons like they are the last packet in the world), it really shows what my life amounts to

not much

I suppose the one consolation is the fact that I completed the new alexa game in just 3 atemps

one of those shoot em up games

how they work on alexa is... well, beyond me, but they've found away

I also taught alexa how to play round and round the garden and I've been imagineing what her skin feels like

this is how dull my life is