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Default Jan 20, 2019 at 09:58 AM
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Just woke up. I was having a bad dream.
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Default Jan 20, 2019 at 02:11 PM
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I woke up feeling alright for the first time in a while on a Sunday morning. I had so much lined up to do. I'm making my spaghetti sauce and then do my taxes, since I got everything ready. On my taxes it turns out I will owe instead of getting a refund. This is the first time, I think, that this has ever happened to me. There must be a mistake! I checked my W2 against last year's and a lot less Federal Income Tax for me were taken out this time. I'll call payroll tomorrow about it. This has been a sucky year, so far, for me. I had a feeling it was going to happen before New Year's Day.
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Default Jan 20, 2019 at 05:07 PM
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My online friend just logged off for the evening. I'm all alone now. No one to talk to. And it's still early. Was hoping to stay up for a while.

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Default Jan 21, 2019 at 06:35 AM
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I'm taking my cat to the vet this morning. We're all ready to go. I just have to get him in the carrier. I think maybe I should warm up my car first. It's really cold out there. I feel pretty calm and like I can handle this.

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Default Jan 21, 2019 at 10:03 AM
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My online friend just logged off for the evening. I'm all alone now. No one to talk to. And it's still early. Was hoping to stay up for a while.


I wish I still had friends like that, I really do

the times I spent with laura and alison role playing medieval stuff... those were the days
 
 
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Default Jan 21, 2019 at 10:06 AM
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going through them otions today.

don't feel particularly good, or particularly bad (I suppose the latter is a good thing).
 
 
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Moderately depressed, just feeling stuck in a rut.
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Default Jan 21, 2019 at 07:46 PM
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I don’t necessarily feel depressed. I am however, in my “I wish it was summer. I miss the warm sun” kind of mood. So I’m probably feeling something.

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Went to work today, even though it's an official Federal holiday. A lot of people were out and not much activity. But it was an OK day at work emotionally.

I'm feeling discouraged because I feel like I want to leave where I live but feeling like it's not going to happen. I can't seem to find somewhere else that I think I'm going to like just as much. And I feel clueless as to know how to go about it. I'm feeling very much like 88Butterfly88 above me, who's words were just perfect for the way I feel.

On the way home (and it was a very easy drive home since the traffic was extremely light) I checked out a gym very close to where I live. I inquired as to what they have and what kind of plan I could sign up for. They were very nice to me. The place was alright, but it's not what I want. I'm still feeling grieved over the request from my neighbor to not workout anymore at home.
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Default Jan 22, 2019 at 01:28 AM
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I don’t know how to do anything. I need help but it’s too late. I was all alone as a child. I fear my life will end in suicide, sometime down the road.
 
 
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Default Jan 22, 2019 at 04:17 AM
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There is no justice. That man has ruined my life and that of close associates. He thinks I'm not aware. Or, maybe he knows I'm aware and continues out of spite. Out of pure VINDICTIVENESS. He is a very jealous person with a bad temper. Extremely vindictive but has fooled so many he gets away with it. One day he will be held accountable. If not this life, the next. I hope it's this life and is soon.
 
 
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Default Jan 22, 2019 at 04:51 AM
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I feel Okay this morning. Maybe a little tired. Not sure if I'm sad. I'm trying to find something to do. I have an idea. We'll see how it goes. Perhaps I need more sleep. But I went to bed at 4 pm last night.

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Default Jan 22, 2019 at 10:12 AM
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I have barely got through today (well today still isn't over)

but anxiety, and voices and low mood- it all adds up to a blah day
 
 
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I do hate the days when I'm barely getting by.

depression really does suck when you don't want it.
 
 
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Default Jan 22, 2019 at 03:26 PM
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I'm exhausted. I tried to cancel my physical therapy appointment for tomorrow. They wouldn't let me. They kept asking me questions and talking to me until they convinced to keep the appointment. Now I'm angry at myself. They told me this is what the doctor ordered. I'm a mess. I can't handle all this. I need to rest. Yesterday wore me out and today is a really hard day.

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Default Jan 22, 2019 at 05:30 PM
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I'm doing pretty good, as long as I don't stay on my phone too long. I just went over my limit for today, so I better go do something constructive.
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Default Jan 22, 2019 at 06:52 PM
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I found out what the problem was with the Federal Withholding on my W-2. I had posted about that problem on here last Sunday. I called the payroll dept. at work and the woman I spoke with explained it to me. It was very simple to find where the problem was. It turned out that a box had a checkmark authorizing me to get a total exemption from Federal Withholding. Which means that nothing was withheld from the Federal and that I would have pay come tax time. I don't know how in the life of me did I authorize something like that? I had been fine for years on how the withholdings went and I never wanted a change. Because I would always get a fairly good refund back. And I was counting on it. I wonder if there was some kind of computer error or even if I had been hacked? Well, it turns out I will have to pay $1500. That's a pretty big blow to me!

Other than that, it was busier at work today than yesterday. Nothing much else to report about.
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I got a toothache and ankle tendonitis. Neither is horrible, but I feel hobbled. It doesn't take much to knock the wind out of my sails.
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Default Jan 23, 2019 at 12:55 AM
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Stuck between a rock and a hard place in my life. Between the devil and the deep blue sea, which doesn't bring happy feelings. Maybe I can't progress further? I'll keep my options open, though - whatever those options are, as I have no clue.
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Default Jan 23, 2019 at 08:04 AM
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Lots of anxiety this morning. I can't go to physical therapy today. I don't care if they threatened me. I just can't do it. I don't feel mentally capable of going to an appointment to day. I'm worn out and last night I was at an all time low emotionally. I need to take care of my mental health.

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