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#601
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Wise Elder
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Location: USA
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#602
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: Limsa Lominsa
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#603
Have an errand to run today. I'm less anxious about it this morning. I'm focused on getting ready and then taking care of matters. I'm thinking of the afternoon once it's all over with.
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Veteran Member
Member Since Dec 2013
Location: Canada
Posts: 692
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#604
Been feeling quite down lately. Feeling a tiny bit up now that I have made a return to this forum. I don't know anyone personally here but it's nice to have a sense of community still.
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Legendary
Member Since Mar 2011
Location: USA
Posts: 12,427
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#605
Slept pretty good. Wish I had a plan I could believe in.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Oct 2012
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#606
I went to have my blood drawn and a urine sample for an annual physical exam coming up with my physician. I got my results, but only 60% of it. I'm very anxious about the rest of the results. So far, so good.
Very slow day at work today. It didn't help to get my mind off of myself. I worked out and it went well. Yesterday I was going to go bike riding after work but didn't because I went to the bank instead to open up a new account. I was mad that I couldn't go bike riding since it had been a few days since I last rode. |
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Veteran Member
Member Since May 2019
Location: Canada
Posts: 525
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#607
Haven't heard back from private psychiatrist's office yet, and my GP said it'd be 2 weeks, I think. Can't remember whether she'd said 2 or 3 weeks.
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: Limsa Lominsa
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#608
Feeling pretty good this morning. I think today will be a relaxing day. Lots of gaming, sleeping and arts/crafts.
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Member Since May 2019
Location: Canada
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#609
2 consecutive days of 2,000+ words towards my current project. I've settled on a title, too.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#610
Feeling sad this afternoon. All I want to do is sleep with the blinds shut.
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#611
A typical Saturday for me. My friend has so much to keep himself occupied today as he has some guests in the early afternoon and then he will go to a show with his wife tonight. It's been a little more than a month since I moved into my new place and he had only been here once with his wife; and the visit was very brief. I keep hoping he'd come over to my place and get a real good look at it. That one time he and his wife came over, my place was out of sorts because I had just moved in. It looks a lot more established now.
Feeling a little bit blue right now, like I always do on Saturday afternoons. Nothing going on later except for a small bike ride (which I have not done in six days) and a movie for tonight like I always do. Even though I feel blue because that's all I ever do, I still feel thankful for my life overall. |
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Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015
Location: New Jersey
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#612
Depressed today. I just feel my life is in shambles.
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Veteran Member
Member Since May 2019
Location: Canada
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#613
2,000 words again today. It's easier when I break up the day's work into small chunks, 100 words, which can be done in as little as a few minutes. Then I just string together a bunch of 100 word chunks and suddenly it's after midnight and I've got 2,000 words on the day.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Limsa Lominsa
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#614
Feeling better this morning. Getting things done and playing my game. Also enjoying some fresh air.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jan 2014
Location: US
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#615
Feeling overwhelmed today. Hoping I can make it go away for long enough to start making progress on some of the things that are suffocating me.
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Location: USA
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#616
I feel a bit better, now that I've made a decision. I have to get my bf into a nursing home for about two weeks. While he's there, I'll try to recover from being in this deepening hole. I know I have to get off this treadmill. I hope he doesn't get impacted negatively by this plan. There's a good chance he will be. I've decided to just accept that I can't control everything that affects him. Right now I'm harming myself more than I'm helping him. Enough is enough.
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Grand Magnate
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#617
I woke up feeling down and a bit frustrated. So much had entered into my head this morning before I got out of bed. There was a lot of noise very early this morning. I thought that when I moved into my new place, I would be getting away from what used to happen at my old place. And then I got thinking maybe this new place is not going to be that great for me after all. Also I got thinking about my sister a lot, too. I feel discouraged with the way she would make promises to me and not fulfill them. And then, like a fool, I had lent her money (that is on the Insurance & Finance forum).
I saw a movie last night that wasn't too good. My friend called me this morning, much to my surprise. Today is his 57th year wedding anniversary. So I doubt if we're going to get together today. Later on this morning I plan to shop for new shoes. I need a couple of new shoes badly. |
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Location: Canada
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#618
That makes 4 consecutive days of at least 2,000 words each day. I've had some encouraging signs with regards to sales as well. My income for June is still going to be less than my income for May, but at least it's picking up towards the end of the month.
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Wisest Elder Ever
Member Since Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
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#619
I’m here.
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: Limsa Lominsa
Posts: 29,401
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#620
Feeling Okay tonight. I rescheduled an appointment. That gives me some breathing room to relax. Will try to do something fun.
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