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I got my errands done for the day. I can relax now. It's Friday. My friend will be online later. I'm glad. I'm looking forward to the weekend.
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Today is the last real day of my vacation. It was pretty noisy at my place around 6:45 - 7 AM. Well, there's still the weekend ahead, so I won't be going back to work until Monday. I've had some time worrying about work, wondering if they will find something to let me go on. My mind always work that way.

Yesterday was a bit of a downer. It rained so I couldn't go out to do things. And then I got talking to my sister and she sounded very tired. She's always that way. At night my friend didn't call me.

Today I have a couple of places to drop into to, but no big deal. Tomorrow at noon I have a place to see. I already saw that place from the outside yesterday. Tomorrow is going to be a full day of things to do. Sunday looks like nothing, as of now.
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Awake all night. Then slept till noon. Then on couch all day. Barely caring for my bf. I gave him PBJ for lunch. I just want to sleep.

I have to pull myself together.
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It's the weekend and I'm sad. My online friend said something hurtful this morning. I logged out. Not sure I will log in again for the rest of the weekend. Was hoping to enjoy chatting with him. But I'm upset. The friendship doesn't matter anymore. It was too one-sided anyway. I may never log in again. Or if I do, I won't say Hi. He rarely initiates conversations. I'm such a dumb ***.
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feeling depressed

had breakfast and did my usual alexa games (5/15), that's pretty bay

back killing me as usual and can't think of many reasons to be greatful today. litirally the only thing that crosses my mind is that their's a nice breeze outside. it's lovely with my window open feeling the breeze
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I woke up before 5 am this morning and was up for a couple of hours. Then I slept for a couple of more hours. Then I got groceries. I'm planning to go to a support group in a bit.
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A busy day so far. Feeling kind of sad that my week off is about over. Only one more day left. It feels like it's the absolute worst to go back to work after some time off. Not because of the adjustment of being back. It's because of the room I work in is not left the way it was on the last day I was there. And there will be all kinds of hard questions about what had happened while I was gone.

A big day today. In the morning I helped out my friend with channel scan on both TVs since he tried doing it himself and couldn't do it. I was able to do it. He was very happy about that. It was complicated for me to do it at first, but I did it and I didn't know how I stumbled across doing it. I had to do it for myself at home last Monday. It was much easier on my new TV than it was to do his.

At noon I went to look for a place. I saw that they had a Jacuzzi, which appealed to me. The apartment was OK. But it feels like I'd be scaling down because it's smaller than where I am now and more cramped. But I liked it and will apply for it. I hope I'm not kidding myself. It would feel very sad to leave my place where I am now. I've had it for 19 years. The place where I am now has been pretty good lately, and that's what makes it hard for me to leave. But it had a lot of real bad days lately, so it might be time to go. It's all weird, though!
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Today is a much better day. I slept well. I feel better. Maybe a little anxious. But I'm going to do some things to relax.
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I'm hurting like hell.
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