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Grand Magnate
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#781
A much better day today than last night. Last night I had that traumatic experience with a washer leaving a load sopping wet. I wrote to the manager at my place about it last night. This morning she gave me $4 in quarters. Wow, that was really nice! At the last place I lived at they never refunded anything that I lost.
Also my sister paid me back the loan after two months. I wrote about that on another forum here at Psych Central - Insurance And Finance. |
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#782
Feeling calm and relaxed this morning. Just taking it easy today. Asked my mom for some help with something that's been bothering me and she said she would do it. So I'm happy about that. Cancelled all my medical appointments except PT. That way I have less stress leaving the house each week.
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#783
Afraid to talk to my GP about disability claim even though I've known her forever and she's totally cool.
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#784
I've been coping by telling myself that I only have to get through one day at a time. Now I'm saying to myself that I only have to get through one hour at a time.
I need to dress and leave the house and do a few errands. It's hard. So I'm telling myself to just go run one errand. Go pick up the clean laundry and drop off a bag to be done. Just go do that. Then you can always come back and lie down. The bed will be here right where you left it. Just go do thus one thing. Won't take you even half an hour. Then you can come back and resume doing nothing, if you still feel bad. I guess I convinced myself, so I'll go now. |
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#785
Something today upset me. I got really depressed. Now I'm beating myself up. Don't know why I have to be so hard on myself.
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#786
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#787
How does someones weight fluctuate extremely in a week. I'm down about how much weight I gained. I'm almost starving myself and I gained weight!!! Well, I think I'll just have some more supper, I'd rather be overweight and happy than starving, miserable, and not losing the weight. Nothing to be depressed over, I take what I get.. life goes on.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#788
On top of everything, I find out I wasn't approved for some images I submitted to a major web site. I submitted my best work. They said submit better images. What's better? I guess I'm just not good enough. Fail! Put a big sticker on my forehead. Sorry, but this rejection is really bothering me. First my sisters and now this. Maybe I will feel better after some sleep but I've been knocked down a few thousand feet. I know I have a lot to learn and I'm really careful about what I submit. Oh well.
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#789
I'm missing a piece.
When I was a kid I was really shut down. I think I'm going to be going back there soon. Everything is falling apart and I'm afraid and I'm alone. I don't know what to do. I just need someone to be really gentle with me because I am already broken. I need someone to please help me. |
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Grand Magnate
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#790
An alright kind of day. Except that there was this one guy at work who seemed to antagonize me. I don't know what his problem was. He asked me about what I was doing this weekend. I said that I don't know, but I may go to my old place. He asked me if I regretted selling my place and moving into a rental. I said, "absolutely not!". He then said, "you will eventually because rents are going up". He had a smirky look on his face as he was talking. It seemed like he was hoping to hear that I regretted making that move so that he can say, "I told you!".
It's going to be very busy tomorrow but nothing social. On Sunday I plan to go to my old place just to see what's going on. I may be very nervous going there. |
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#791
It may be time for me to consider other options. I am slowly dying. I dream of being able to quit my job and live in the mountains of the far north. My sales aren't happening. I need to sell more books now. 3 bookstores have declined to carry my books.
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#792
Feeling uneasy today. My emotions have been all over the place. I don't know what to expect next. Will try to relax and maybe look at some affirmations.
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#793
Feeling pretty blue right now. I was very busy today but no social interaction, except to talk to my friend by phone, who is two time zones away from me.
I went to the place where I had sent out the modem two months ago. I was sending that modem out to the cable company that I was no longer doing business with. According to the cable company, they had not received the modem. I went to the place where I had sent it out and they had couldn't find anything on it. I didn't save my receipt. I felt dumb for not saving the receipt. I was supposed to get $78 back, but if it's not found, then I won't get that refund. Ever since I moved a couple of months ago and up to now, it seems like I've been chiseled out of some money. Feeling very alone tonight. I've been thinking that it's going to be like that for the rest of my life. |
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#794
Well, everyone hates me.
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#795
I feel like an a@@ tonight
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#796
Another dull weekend is coming to a close now. Back to work tomorrow. I have mixed feelings about it. I miss doing my own thing like I do on the weekends and yet I feel more like a somebody when I'm at work.
I swung by the old place that I sold and left. Not much has changed. I didn't get to go inside and see it. And I didn't talk to anyone. I rode my bike there. I thought I heard someone call out to me. Oh I went on a three hour bike ride today. |
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#797
Awful depressed. I don't know how I can make things better for myself. I have no interest in my life.
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#798
Feeling a little tired today. Didn't sleep much last night. Will do some housework and wear myself out until I'm sleepy. Maybe when I wake up I might feel good.
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#799
I don't feel safe
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#800
Life seems like more work than it's worth.
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