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#841
Pretty sad these past few days.
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#842
Was very busy today. Did the laundry early in the early morning and it went well for the first time in a while. When I went shopping I took a neighbor with me. He didn't have a car. He seems alright but I don't feel like I want to hang with him much. He doesn't seem to be the type that I enjoy. Nothing much else to report about.
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#843
I really hope sales pick up towards the end of this month, otherwise this is going to be the worst month I've had since March.
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Deilla, Sunflower123
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#844
Feeling depressed this morning. Too many irritating problems. Things beyond my control like computers messing up, monitors failing, accounts getting screwed up, etc. I'm trying to look at the positives but I'm not having much luck. I just want to sleep all day.
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#845
I can't wait until I finish this novel, then I can get onto writing something that may actually sell.
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#846
Another day of not fitting in. Don't feel like being responsible or doing too much of anything. I am bloated and tired and sad and a little big angry. I feel like I am spending too much time in highlight. I need to find a low light and rest.
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#847
Dealing with family problems tonight. And I'm stressed already about this week. I have to go to the pharmacy to pick up meds. I haven't left the house in a month. Feels like my world is falling apart. I just don't want to leave my house. I don't know. Maybe when I start the trip I might feel better. I guess right now I need to try be present.
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#848
Going to see my sweet lovely sister in 36 hours for a few days. Mourning our lost youth, mourning my children's youth, I understand why she has always cried when I leave. Years between visits usually. She's the best.
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#849
An OK day today. Nothing much socially. Got a haircut this morning. Went for a 2 and half hour bike ride today. That's about it.
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#850
It's been a crazy day. Full of highs, brought on by meditation, relaxation, affirmations, binaural beats and more. And then some crazy low lows, brought on by my bad side, refusing to respond or change with all this extra positivity I'm feeding myself and my brain lately. The lil people inside wanna remain badass, angry, crushed by sorrow, depressed, violent, etc, while I'm trying to be an optimistic person now, full of God's light and blessings being showered onto me by the Universe. It's hard to get all of us on board with the changes. But it's IN with the new, OUT with old, tired, useless patterns, so I'm sorry bad people inside me, you had your chance at the wheel and now it's the turn of positive thoughts, patterns, skills and more!
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#851
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#852
Fairly busy today. I did not sleep well last night because I was blowing my nose almost the whole night. And I felt like my lower back was aching, down to the knee. At work this morning my back was aching, but then I had lunch and it went away. But it came back again in an hour. Went for a bike ride instead of working out. I may try to workout tomorrow if my back is up to it.
I called the place that messed up my modem to send back. The manager, whom I needed to talk to, was out today because of an emergency. Hmmm! |
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#853
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#854
An alright kind of day. Made a small dent in the problem I had sending back that modem. I worked out today for the first time in eight days. It went very well. No back pain or soreness this time! I feel so much better about myself now.
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#855
Other than being very tired and not sleeping much lately, I'm doing okay. Even though I should have slept well, I didn't. I'm feeling some stress about my family. Finances. One day at a time I guess. There's a wedding I promised to go to, it's so far away I'm not looking forward to it. I'll have to just take it a step at a time.
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#856
I rewrote 5,000 words today. I hope I can finish the current rewrite before the end of the month. Then the final rewrite in September. Then I'll have a ~230,000 word doorstop that no one will read but me.
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#857
I'm at a motel. I still can't sleep. I'm so fed up with life. Losing this much sleep and being in this relationship is too much. It's all about him it seems. I'm the bad one. Everything is my fault. I feel so so tired of pleasing him and I'm getting hurt by everything.
He said we would do something for us. Never happened. It's almost all about him seeing his family. His wants and needs. I mean nothing to him. He's ready to toss me out. Maybe I should get rid of myself soon. |
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#858
It was a terribly slow day yesterday and the day dragged. Today was much better. More transactions and other things to do to keep me busy. I worked out and it went well.
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#860
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