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#881
Maybe if I change the formatting of my manuscripts so they look more professional, in terms of font choice and proper front-matter, that'll spur some sales. Probably not.
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#882
Just finished up with my typical Saturday morning ritual. Kind of sad that it's over. I feel like it's the best period of the whole week. I asked my friend if he wanted to come over. Did not hear anything back from him. I figured that would happen.
I knocked on the door of the neighbor below me. Her daughter answered the door but the woman I needed to talk to was not in. The daughter said to try tomorrow since she's gone all day. I hope we can resolve that issue. |
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#883
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#884
I had an okay morning, but a really bad rest of the day with bad chronic pain too
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#885
I'm just taking things one step at a time. Thinking of where I can work, where I can live, but I can't think too much right now. It is all overwhelming.
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#886
Thinking about those things overwhelms me too. Too much on my mind makes me depressed. I guess it's like having a sort of headache all the time, but no time recoup. Frequently unhappy with life in general.
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#887
one word: bad.
I made it to the shop this morning to get some new drinks, but that's it. I feel terrible and the trip to the shop agrivated my chronic pain anyway |
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#888
Just stuck in my apartment as usual, afraid to interact with life.
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#889
Can't sleep, too much going on. He changed his mind, I knew he would, yet I don't believe he wants me anymore. I'm so mixed up. His parents mean a lot to me, and they are going to be moved. I just do what I can. My mouth wont stop talking lately.
I need to set a time now to just worry a bit and try to let go of whatever tomorrow brings, but it's nothing but anxiety when your "partner" is showing you that he doesn't really want you but acts differently at times. |
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#890
Feeling very depressed today, probably the worst in a good while. It's all because of being told that I can't workout at my place. Maybe I'm just being silly about this but it meant a lot to me.
Took a bike ride today. It was pretty hot outside and I had a lot of domestic things to do, so the bike ride today was shorter than other Sundays when I go for longer rides than an hour. Nothing much socially today. My sister called and we had a pretty good talk. I've noticed that she keeps repeating herself a lot. I'm pretty worried about that. |
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#891
Appointment with new psychiatrist tomorrow. Nervous.
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#892
I have a headache today.
lots of shouting by people last night. ugg. if their's one thing I can't stand it's shouting at 2 A.M in the morning nothing to do today either so guess it's going to be really depressing |
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#893
I'm sitting in the waiting room at the psychiatrist's office sweating buckets. Is it normal to be this anxious? What if I say the wrong thing and then he gets the wrong idea about me and then that screws up everything?
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#894
I've had a long day, I did feel useful somewhat, so I'm thankful for that.
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#895
Very slow day at work which did not make it very nice for me. Felt very anxious and depressed today. Did the laundry after work. At least everything worked out well this time.
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#896
I don't know why I was nervous about seeing the new doctor. He's a very nice man.
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#897
feeling very disheartened. feeling the pull to self harm. just feel like im going under.
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#898
wishing I could just scrap today from the records.
ate a less than average breakfast, did nothing for the longest time- and in the afternoon watched a boring programme about police my life sucks at the moment it really does |
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#899
My depression has been horrible these past 2 days. I just feel so discouraged with my job and everything else. I’m hoping it’s just a small hiccup and not really really early SAD. I know I have been paying attention to how earlier it’s been getting dark at night and then how later it’s been getting light in the morning. So I don’t know.
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#900
Been applying to various jobs, making sure i get out of the house at least every other day, shower at least every other day, and communicate with friends throughout the day. So far so good!
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