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Default Sep 23, 2019 at 10:52 AM
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Will, why don't you call your sister and find out what's going on with her?
Hope your neighbors get back to normal soon. Hugs.

I called my sister this morning. It turned out that my cousin and her husband arrived at her place to visit. So they were tied up. I spoke to my cousin briefly. It went alright.

I don't bother calling my sister usually because I have a fear of rejection. Almost all of the time that I call her, she tells me that she's very busy or too tired to talk. So I just don't bother. She's the only one left in my whole family that I talk to and that seems to be going away. We don't visit each other.
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Default Sep 23, 2019 at 11:07 PM
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Very slow at work today. I got feeling sorry for myself today. I know that I should not feel that way. I'm having some anxiety and remorse about my trip coming up. I feel like a loser because I'm going by myself. On the other hand, it's better for me to go alone anyways so that no one else can ruin my trip for me. I've had that happen before.

I called my sister this morning. It turned out that my cousin and her husband are staying at my sister's house for this week. I spoke to my cousin briefly; and it's the first time I have spoken to her in over 50 years. I told my sister that I was going on that trip. She had forgotten about it. She said that someday I'll be going to visit her. I don't know why she keeps saying that since she knows I have no interest in going there.
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Default Sep 23, 2019 at 11:20 PM
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It's not fun on this board anymore. I keep trying to post pics on another thread. Everybody else there is posting pics but it won't let me. It won't let me copy and paste pics the way all the other boards I use do, and I tried to follow the direcitons for posting an attachment and it posted a little thumbnail attachment but then it said I had to post a message too. But no one else is posting messages, just pics. But it won't let me. Why do they make it so hard? I just want to post pics like everyone else. It let me do one, becuase that one had a URL but most pics online do not have their own URLs. Why do they make it so complicated? Other boards make it easy.
It isn't fun if I can't particpate fully like everyone else here. It makes me feel like I don't really belong here.
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Default Sep 24, 2019 at 12:31 AM
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hey Seafarer, I know what you mean. I used to be able to copy and paste pictures and it seems I can find nothing that will upload here. Maybe someone else can explain it better. But everything I've tried isn't working.

You are very welcome here, you do belong. I only know you a bit but stay if you will... it's nice meeting good people.


My day was long but not bad really. I worry. I don't know how not to sometimes. So I come here and vent a little.

I have juggled the idea of finding a new place to live in my head for a while now.... nothing is simple.
 
 
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Default Sep 24, 2019 at 10:34 AM
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Default Sep 24, 2019 at 08:49 PM
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Major down tonight again because I STILL can't post pics in the Coffee Drinkers thread. The FAQ page directions are incorrect. I try to follow them but they are misleading. Then I get an Error message when I try to upload a pic file. Then someone posted directions that are differen tfrom the FAQ directions and they are wrong too. It shouldn't be so complicated. All it does is make people feel frustrated and stupid and I 'm not stupid but I'm seriously frustrated. It's no fun being here if I can't be like the other members and post stuff.
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hey Seafarer, I know what you mean. I used to be able to copy and paste pictures and it seems I can find nothing that will upload here. Maybe someone else can explain it better. But everything I've tried isn't working.

You are very welcome here, you do belong. I only know you a bit but stay if you will... it's nice meeting good people.


My day was long but not bad really. I worry. I don't know how not to sometimes. So I come here and vent a little.

I have juggled the idea of finding a new place to live in my head for a while now.... nothing is simple.
Thank you very much for posting about your posting problems too. I am sorry it won't let you post pics either, but it is nice to know I'm not alone in being unable to post pics. Thank you.
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Default Sep 25, 2019 at 01:13 AM
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Thank you very much for posting about your posting problems too. I am sorry it won't let you post pics either, but it is nice to know I'm not alone in being unable to post pics. Thank you.
Well I have the same problem.
 
 
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Today I woke up and I started crying, but it made me good. Now, I feel a little less down...
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I feel really horrible and down! I been in tears today!
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Today I woke up and I started crying, but it made me good. Now, I feel a little less down...
I wish that I could say that! Either I am crying because someone has hurt my feelings or I am crying because I am so sad!
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I'm very tired.
I understand! I feel the same way!
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Today was a bit better with my mood. I didn't sleep enough but I wasn't nearly as anxious.
 
 
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Default Sep 25, 2019 at 11:01 PM
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I was feeling pretty bad today. I should be very happy, but I don't know why I feel the way I do. Even today I'm thinking that I may have made a mistake at the destination to where I'm going. I felt like I could have done better at picking out a good place.

I guess things are just adding up as it's been slow at work, my only friend is away in another country, and the relationship I have with my sister (the only family member I have to talk to) is dwindling away.
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It's 2:37. I should be sleeping but I can't stop crying. I don't know what the problem is, but I feel like giving up. I'm tired of this eternal fight with my head and my thoughts.
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Default Sep 26, 2019 at 05:26 AM
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Having anxiety for no reason. I'm pretty sure it's because my risperdal was lowered. Looked it up and the symptoms hit at about a week. It was a week yesterday. All I can do is try to relax. Maybe meditate. I tried to talk to my med provider about it, but she was unresponsive. When I finally did get in touch with her, she wanted me to come to her office at a busy (traffic-wise) time of the day. I just couldn't do it. Maybe I'll call the pharmacist and ask how long the withdrawal symptoms last.

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I didn't take my usual med, half of it, and was also woken up by awful noise several times. No sleep. I woke up with pain in the lung and heart area. It's going away. I wonder if my vaping is causing it. There's news stories about banning it... but I like it. I also oddly like staying awake tonight anyways, just listening to music and doing puzzles. My roomate is hurtful. So am I. But saying I love you but I don't want to anymore, who says something like that? Who? THat seems like nonsense. I'm hurt. But that's life.
 
 
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I'm such a 'freak' .. I keep being reminded of that

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