[will19]

Not quite as good of a day today as was yesterday, but I felt like I made some dents as far as trying to find a new place to live. I went to the complex where I used to live. It was the last place I lived at before where I am now. I was not impressed with the office manager and what there was to offer. And then I went to a 55+ place where I had been before to look. The office manager there was very nice, but I felt unsure if I wanted what they had available. After lunch, I didn't do anything. I made a reservation to see a place next Saturday, but I preferred to do it either tomorrow or Friday. So I'll keep looking until Saturday.

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

(((((fuzzy)))))

Originally Posted by Deilla

Feeling lonely, frustrated, tired and anxious. It's time for bed. I think I will feel better after some sleep.

(((((Deilla)))))

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

Rejected, abandoned, cynical, jaded

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my back is killing me today

litirally, I spent the morning picking up falling clothes from my wardrobe, and if their's one thing bad backs can't stand is leaning down to pick things
up (it's ashame that my grabber can't pick up clothes)

that aside, I'm actually glad that today shouldn't be too stressfull

the last few days i've been planning for meetings, been anxious about meetings, (yesterday I had a really intense meeting), i just need a break from the
anxiety

it's not over yet (because their's more meetings to come), but for now I can hopefully start to relax (even though my version of relaxing is sitting in
a chair in terrible pain)

no anxiety though. that's the main thing

[will19]

I got up a little bit later than other mornings, but that's OK. Nothing planned for today except to go to the bank. I got paid today, so I'll be making arrangements with the bank as to a withdrawal for the week and placing the money into another account. I may just drive around a bit and see what comes up. Sometimes little surprises can come up that way.

[Deilla]

Feeling a bit stressed and a little sad. It might be time for me to get more sleep. Or maybe do something less stressful.

[will19]

Not much of a day again today, like yesterday. I went to look at a place from the outside of it that I have an appointment to see this Saturday. It looks OK, but not what I have in mind. I'll go and take a look at it anyways. Then I went to look at another place. After lunch I had just spent some time looking at potential places on line and emailing contacts. This is harder than I thought it would be. I'm feeling discouraged. On the other hand, I have been told that this is not a great time to be looking. It may get better in a couple of months or so as people move out of places more.

It rained a little bit today and still cold outside. It looks like more rain coming right now.

Also I got something in the mail from the HOA saying that I need to install carbon monoxide detectors. I've contacted them asking how it should be done. I'm waiting on them. Already it's going to be a costly month with bills and now an unexpected expense.

Tomorrow is the last real day of my week off from work. That time just went by so fast. Funny how it feels like in the beginning of the time off, time went by slower and there seemed to be stuff to do. Now time is going by fast and it's getting old and boring.

[Mountaindewed]

I had absolutely everything going my way today. And it was a very good day. I felt really depressed though and I couldn’t figure out why except that it was very gloomy and chilly outside. My phone keeps saying it will be sunny and in the 60’s but everytime I get off work it’s cloudy, gloomy and in the high 30’s. Go figure.

[Albatross2008]

[Deilla]

I got my errands done for the day. I can relax now. It's Friday. My friend will be online later. I'm glad. I'm looking forward to the weekend.

[will19]

Today is the last real day of my vacation. It was pretty noisy at my place around 6:45 - 7 AM. Well, there's still the weekend ahead, so I won't be going back to work until Monday. I've had some time worrying about work, wondering if they will find something to let me go on. My mind always work that way.

Yesterday was a bit of a downer. It rained so I couldn't go out to do things. And then I got talking to my sister and she sounded very tired. She's always that way. At night my friend didn't call me.

Today I have a couple of places to drop into to, but no big deal. Tomorrow at noon I have a place to see. I already saw that place from the outside yesterday. Tomorrow is going to be a full day of things to do. Sunday looks like nothing, as of now.

[Rose76]

Awake all night. Then slept till noon. Then on couch all day. Barely caring for my bf. I gave him PBJ for lunch. I just want to sleep.

I have to pull myself together.

[Deilla]

It's the weekend and I'm sad. My online friend said something hurtful this morning. I logged out. Not sure I will log in again for the rest of the weekend. Was hoping to enjoy chatting with him. But I'm upset. The friendship doesn't matter anymore. It was too one-sided anyway. I may never log in again. Or if I do, I won't say Hi. He rarely initiates conversations. I'm such a dumb ***.

feeling depressed

had breakfast and did my usual alexa games (5/15), that's pretty bay

back killing me as usual and can't think of many reasons to be greatful today. litirally the only thing that crosses my mind is that their's a nice breeze outside. it's lovely with my window open feeling the breeze

[downandlonely]

I woke up before 5 am this morning and was up for a couple of hours. Then I slept for a couple of more hours. Then I got groceries. I'm planning to go to a support group in a bit.

[will19]

A busy day so far. Feeling kind of sad that my week off is about over. Only one more day left. It feels like it's the absolute worst to go back to work after some time off. Not because of the adjustment of being back. It's because of the room I work in is not left the way it was on the last day I was there. And there will be all kinds of hard questions about what had happened while I was gone.

A big day today. In the morning I helped out my friend with channel scan on both TVs since he tried doing it himself and couldn't do it. I was able to do it. He was very happy about that. It was complicated for me to do it at first, but I did it and I didn't know how I stumbled across doing it. I had to do it for myself at home last Monday. It was much easier on my new TV than it was to do his.

At noon I went to look for a place. I saw that they had a Jacuzzi, which appealed to me. The apartment was OK. But it feels like I'd be scaling down because it's smaller than where I am now and more cramped. But I liked it and will apply for it. I hope I'm not kidding myself. It would feel very sad to leave my place where I am now. I've had it for 19 years. The place where I am now has been pretty good lately, and that's what makes it hard for me to leave. But it had a lot of real bad days lately, so it might be time to go. It's all weird, though!

[Deilla]

Today is a much better day. I slept well. I feel better. Maybe a little anxious. But I'm going to do some things to relax.

I'm hurting like hell.