Daily Check In Thread: Ups & Downs #26

Buffy01 · Jun 20, 2019 at 07:35 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by raging vortex

in my experience so many people these days just think of themselves

not a great start

I completely agree! Great advice!

Buffy01 · Jun 20, 2019 at 07:36 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by raging vortex

i'm okay.

a bit irritated because my stupid tv didn't record today's episode of bizardvark, but hey.. I have tomorrows to look forward too

That a.great attitude! I will keep that in mind!

Deilla · Jun 21, 2019 at 06:56 AM

Have an errand to run today. I'm less anxious about it this morning. I'm focused on getting ready and then taking care of matters. I'm thinking of the afternoon once it's all over with.

penguinh · Jun 21, 2019 at 01:54 PM

Been feeling quite down lately. Feeling a tiny bit up now that I have made a return to this forum. I don't know anyone personally here but it's nice to have a sense of community still.

Rose76 · Jun 21, 2019 at 02:45 PM

Slept pretty good. Wish I had a plan I could believe in.

will19 · Jun 21, 2019 at 10:54 PM

I went to have my blood drawn and a urine sample for an annual physical exam coming up with my physician. I got my results, but only 60% of it. I'm very anxious about the rest of the results. So far, so good.

Very slow day at work today. It didn't help to get my mind off of myself. I worked out and it went well. Yesterday I was going to go bike riding after work but didn't because I went to the bank instead to open up a new account. I was mad that I couldn't go bike riding since it had been a few days since I last rode.

3rd rock · Jun 22, 2019 at 03:16 AM

Haven't heard back from private psychiatrist's office yet, and my GP said it'd be 2 weeks, I think. Can't remember whether she'd said 2 or 3 weeks.

Deilla · Jun 22, 2019 at 04:00 AM

Feeling pretty good this morning. I think today will be a relaxing day. Lots of gaming, sleeping and arts/crafts.

3rd rock · Jun 22, 2019 at 04:51 AM

2 consecutive days of 2,000+ words towards my current project. I've settled on a title, too.

Deilla · Jun 22, 2019 at 12:31 PM

Feeling sad this afternoon. All I want to do is sleep with the blinds shut.

will19 · Jun 22, 2019 at 05:22 PM

A typical Saturday for me. My friend has so much to keep himself occupied today as he has some guests in the early afternoon and then he will go to a show with his wife tonight. It's been a little more than a month since I moved into my new place and he had only been here once with his wife; and the visit was very brief. I keep hoping he'd come over to my place and get a real good look at it. That one time he and his wife came over, my place was out of sorts because I had just moved in. It looks a lot more established now.

Feeling a little bit blue right now, like I always do on Saturday afternoons. Nothing going on later except for a small bike ride (which I have not done in six days) and a movie for tonight like I always do. Even though I feel blue because that's all I ever do, I still feel thankful for my life overall.

88Butterfly88 · Jun 22, 2019 at 08:32 PM

Depressed today. I just feel my life is in shambles.

3rd rock · Jun 23, 2019 at 02:24 AM

2,000 words again today. It's easier when I break up the day's work into small chunks, 100 words, which can be done in as little as a few minutes. Then I just string together a bunch of 100 word chunks and suddenly it's after midnight and I've got 2,000 words on the day.

Deilla · Jun 23, 2019 at 08:20 AM

Feeling better this morning. Getting things done and playing my game. Also enjoying some fresh air.

hvert · Jun 23, 2019 at 09:15 AM

Feeling overwhelmed today. Hoping I can make it go away for long enough to start making progress on some of the things that are suffocating me.

Rose76 · Jun 23, 2019 at 11:24 AM

I feel a bit better, now that I've made a decision. I have to get my bf into a nursing home for about two weeks. While he's there, I'll try to recover from being in this deepening hole. I know I have to get off this treadmill. I hope he doesn't get impacted negatively by this plan. There's a good chance he will be. I've decided to just accept that I can't control everything that affects him. Right now I'm harming myself more than I'm helping him. Enough is enough.

will19 · Jun 23, 2019 at 11:33 AM

I woke up feeling down and a bit frustrated. So much had entered into my head this morning before I got out of bed. There was a lot of noise very early this morning. I thought that when I moved into my new place, I would be getting away from what used to happen at my old place. And then I got thinking maybe this new place is not going to be that great for me after all. Also I got thinking about my sister a lot, too. I feel discouraged with the way she would make promises to me and not fulfill them. And then, like a fool, I had lent her money (that is on the Insurance & Finance forum).

I saw a movie last night that wasn't too good.

My friend called me this morning, much to my surprise. Today is his 57th year wedding anniversary. So I doubt if we're going to get together today.

Later on this morning I plan to shop for new shoes. I need a couple of new shoes badly.

3rd rock · Jun 24, 2019 at 02:48 AM

That makes 4 consecutive days of at least 2,000 words each day. I've had some encouraging signs with regards to sales as well. My income for June is still going to be less than my income for May, but at least it's picking up towards the end of the month.

Fuzzybear · Jun 24, 2019 at 09:58 AM

I’m here.

Deilla · Jun 24, 2019 at 05:15 PM

Feeling Okay tonight. I rescheduled an appointment. That gives me some breathing room to relax. Will try to do something fun.

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Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Jun 21, 2019 at 06:56 AM #603 Have an errand to run today. I'm less anxious about it this morning. I'm focused on getting ready and then taking care of matters. I'm thinking of the afternoon once it's all over with. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

penguinh Veteran Member Member Since Dec 2013 Location: Canada Posts: 692 10 119 hugs given	Jun 21, 2019 at 01:54 PM #604 Been feeling quite down lately. Feeling a tiny bit up now that I have made a return to this forum. I don't know anyone personally here but it's nice to have a sense of community still. __________________

Rose76 Legendary Member Since Mar 2011 Location: USA Posts: 12,419 (SuperPoster!) 13 5,330 hugs given	Jun 21, 2019 at 02:45 PM #605 Slept pretty good. Wish I had a plan I could believe in.

3rd rock Veteran Member Member Since May 2019 Location: Canada Posts: 525 4 5,840 hugs given	Jun 22, 2019 at 03:16 AM #607 Haven't heard back from private psychiatrist's office yet, and my GP said it'd be 2 weeks, I think. Can't remember whether she'd said 2 or 3 weeks.

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Jun 22, 2019 at 04:00 AM #608 Feeling pretty good this morning. I think today will be a relaxing day. Lots of gaming, sleeping and arts/crafts. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

3rd rock Veteran Member Member Since May 2019 Location: Canada Posts: 525 4 5,840 hugs given	Jun 22, 2019 at 04:51 AM #609 2 consecutive days of 2,000+ words towards my current project. I've settled on a title, too.

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Jun 22, 2019 at 12:31 PM #610 Feeling sad this afternoon. All I want to do is sleep with the blinds shut. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

88Butterfly88 Moderator Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015 Location: New Jersey Posts: 54,191 (SuperPoster!) 8 10.5k hugs given	Jun 22, 2019 at 08:32 PM #612 Depressed today. I just feel my life is in shambles.

3rd rock Veteran Member Member Since May 2019 Location: Canada Posts: 525 4 5,840 hugs given	Jun 23, 2019 at 02:24 AM #613 2,000 words again today. It's easier when I break up the day's work into small chunks, 100 words, which can be done in as little as a few minutes. Then I just string together a bunch of 100 word chunks and suddenly it's after midnight and I've got 2,000 words on the day.

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Jun 23, 2019 at 08:20 AM #614 Feeling better this morning. Getting things done and playing my game. Also enjoying some fresh air. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

hvert Grand Magnate Member Since Jan 2014 Location: US Posts: 4,887 10 3,785 hugs given	Jun 23, 2019 at 09:15 AM #615 Feeling overwhelmed today. Hoping I can make it go away for long enough to start making progress on some of the things that are suffocating me.

3rd rock Veteran Member Member Since May 2019 Location: Canada Posts: 525 4 5,840 hugs given	Jun 24, 2019 at 02:48 AM #618 That makes 4 consecutive days of at least 2,000 words each day. I've had some encouraging signs with regards to sales as well. My income for June is still going to be less than my income for May, but at least it's picking up towards the end of the month.

Fuzzybear Wisest Elder Ever Member Since Nov 2002 Location: Cave. Posts: 96,325 (SuperPoster!) 21 81.2k hugs given	Jun 24, 2019 at 09:58 AM #619 I’m here. __________________

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Jun 24, 2019 at 05:15 PM #620 Feeling Okay tonight. I rescheduled an appointment. That gives me some breathing room to relax. Will try to do something fun. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’