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Default Jun 25, 2019 at 01:58 AM
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5 days in a row of over 2,000 words, this time all done before midnight. If this pace keeps up, and it won't, I'll be finished the current draft well before my target date of the end of July. Then, I'll be finished the entire project well before my target of the end of 2019. This is the third book in the series.

It's interesting what you can accomplish when you flip that switch that turns off your filter and just work.
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Feeling lonely this afternoon. I've been busy around the house all morning. I need a break. Maybe I can chat with one of my online friends a while. That might help I hope.

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Well, a whole whack of sales appeared in my reports last night. I went from a dramatic drop in sales this month from the last to possibly exceeding last month's sales, depending on how the last week goes.
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Default Jun 25, 2019 at 10:29 PM
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feeling very down tonight, i hope tomorrow is better. Weird though, my day was ok, i was glad to see my older son, younger has prospects for a place of his own.. bought a beautiful bouquet of flowers from a mennonite stand for 6 bucks... peonies and sweet williams. They make the most beautiful flower arrangements.

Saw my doc, things are ok, my blood pressure is better since I finally quit smoking. Maybe that's causing me some depression, I really miss that cig with my coffee.
My bf is treating me like I don't exist most of the time. People suck, they aren't there and don't see that you need help when you're feeling down. Just want a bit of affection and attention from him, if he loves me he'd understand wouldn't he?
 
 
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Had some anxiety lately because of not getting the rest of the results from the blood/urine test for the physical exam. As it turned out, the results I was expecting were not necessary for this year. Well I saw my doctor today and everything is fine. In fact she's very impressed with the way I take care of myself and appear. She's one of the nicest people in my life. I wish that there are more people like her around me.

Went for a bike ride after the appointment. I had plenty of time between after the appointment and dinner.
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Having some back pain this morning. It's making me sad. I see the doctor about it next week. I hope he can help me. Last time I went to PT and they made it worse.

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Was less depressed than usual today, I hope it lasts.
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Very depressed today. I don’t think it will get better but that’s the depression talking. I realize that.
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Doing fairly well this morning. I got a good amount of sleep. I'm ready for a nice day even though I have a doctor's appointment. I will have to reward myself for making it to that appointment. Maybe some of my favorite Mexican food later.

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Doing fairly well this morning. I got a good amount of sleep. I'm ready for a nice day even though I have a doctor's appointment. I will have to reward myself for making it to that appointment. Maybe some of my favorite Mexican food later.
Psych doc's appointment or any other doc appointment?
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I still haven't heard from the psychiatrist's office. I am experiencing a lot of pain.
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feeling a little better, still tired of being awake all night
 
 
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I'm doing dishes that piled up. Maybe I'll pull myself together.

I'm not sad . . . just devoid of motivation.
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Woke up early this morning. I'm bored and lonely and feeling sad. Maybe I can put some TV show on for some background noise. It might keep me company. Might do housework too.
I feel the same way!
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I'm doing dishes that piled up. Maybe I'll pull myself together.

I'm not sad . . . just devoid of motivation.
I feel like this all the time!
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Feeling a little anxious today. My usual way of relaxing has been unavailable for the last 24 hours (my online game). So I'm going crazy. I tried reading and sleeping but that hasn't helped. I guess it's time for some meditation.

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I feel so ******. Too much toxicity. I'm hurting a lot. I need to get out of this situation.
 
 
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Only 18,000 more words until the second draft is done. At my current rate, I'll reach that by the 6th of July. Then the real work begins.
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The absence of motivation is a morning problem. Every single day. It's so hard to get started. 1 p.m. and I've gone back to bed. I did get up and get breakfast for my bf. But now I'ld like to go back to sleep. In the evening I feel so much better.
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