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Grand Magnate
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#941
There's still no internet connection at home since Sunday night. I got a new modem but it didn't solve the problem! Aw shucks! The internet company said that the connection was fine but my laptop is the problem. So I will have to call the laptop company tonight. I'm dreading it. I hate making those phone calls. It's a possibility I may have to buy a new laptop.
Other than that, I'm feeling OK but a bit stressed with just purchasing a new camera and having to buy some accessories with it. And I will be going away on a trip in two weeks and two days. I'm anxious about that. I'm hoping things will be all in place by the time I leave. |
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#942
I've had very anxious dreams all week.
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Grand Magnate
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#943
Well I am back online now at home! So the problem has been solved. So nice to have it back now. I didn't miss it terribly, but I probably would have this weekend. At least I got to see what I wanted to see at work.
My friend is away until the 27th. The day after that, I will be away for a week. I'm looking forward to my trip but having some anxiety about it. |
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#944
I wish that I didn't feel so down!
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#945
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#946
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Sometimes it seems to me that people who are able to buy things they need, or just want; people who are able to travel; must not have any anxiety about anything at all. But that's not the case. While I sit at home wishing I could travel, wishing I could move away from here, it gives me a different perspective to realize that even having freedom to have and to do doesn't mean a person is free of anxiety. |
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#948
Rose, that sounds like a really difficult situation. I've never had to care for anyone in that condition, but I can imagine what a tough time it must be. Reading what you wrote really puts my own problems into perspective, which in comparison are not that bad at all.
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#949
I am in the process of getting off Paroxetine (AKA Seroxat) which I have been on for 4 and a half years. I plan to post in here with progress updates.
I'm into the 7th day now and at 60% of my normal dosage. When I get down to 50% I will stay there for a couple of weeks to allow myself time to adjust. It's not a good idea to rush this. So far, the effects have been minimal. I'm a bit more down than usual in the mornings, but carrying on with life as normal, including work, exercise, daily tasks, etc. Hopefully this will continue. |
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#950
I can't do this anymore. I'm so tired of everything right now. My dad is getting worse, I don't think he will see the new year and I don't have any more strength to continue fighting.
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Grand Magnate
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#951
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To Seafarer, thank you for replying. I have fairly good amount of money for myself now, but it's weird that I can feel insecure about it. I have recently started a post about myself on this on the Insurance And Finances forum. I feel a little bit guilty about this since other people are struggling with finances. As you may know, there had been successful people who have ended their lives. I read an article just recently that depression is very common among those who work in high-paying positions. There must be anxiety that goes along with it; since anxiety and depression go hand and hand. It seems like the world is not a safe and secure place. Good amounts of money can just vanish quickly, even from those who are wise and sensible with their money. I live in an area where the rents are high and homelessness abounds. I live in a pretty nice small apartment house that's surrounded by high-rises that are selling just condo units for 1-2 million dollars each (no kidding!). So it's intimidating to me. And then I could lose my job or have a catastrophic health issue happen to me. I am pretty much up there in age now. |
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#952
I've been feeling better about everything. I've got my cat, guitar and food. I'm going to make my life work for me. I'm trying.
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#953
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Thank you for the perspective. |
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#954
I'm okay. Felt good last eve.
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#955
Life is too hard.
Im getting silent treatment at work. im barely getting by. im ruminating over what happened in the past. I am not going to get promoted. it feels like life is fruitless. I don't only have street parking. I work the night shift so I get home in the early hours. I only can get bad parking spots by the school, where I have to move my car by 630am. when I skateboard home at night there are crimes going on and shady people. I hate my job and my coworkers. I can barely afford to live alone. Adulting is so hard. Hourly wages don't cover any expenses like the did for older generations. I don't have any fight. I don't have parents to help me with my car or my rent or to give me info about how to find apartments or buy cars. I did it all alone. something is truly wrong with me. my failures are because I am empty uninspired and lazy. I am completely alone. I don't have anything in common with others. |
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#956
I have not been sleeping well at night lately. I get to sleep quickly but then wake up in the middle of the night and it's hard to fall back to sleep. I would fall into a good sleep when it's only an hour away of when I have to get up. Also I've been having a headache all day and still having it now. Feeling like bad things are going to happen, even though there's nothing coming up to dread.
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#957
in quite a bit of fibro pain. have been since monday
still, trying to make an effert to get things done (things that don't require too much movement, alexa quiz, eat, etc) kinda depressed though- jus been another **** week to put it bluntly |
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#958
I found a feather from my pet Lovebird under the couch while cleaning today. She died several months ago, after I'd had her for many years. She was my only friend. She was very devoted and affectionate, which is why they're called Lovebirds. Finding her feather today made me intensely sad and painful. I shouldn't be feeling so sad after all the time that's passed, but I can't help it.
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#959
It's ok to still feel sad about it, 3rd rock. There's not a stipulated amount of time during which you are allowed to mourn her. You will be able to remember the good times with her without the sadness, but that will come on its own. Do not try to change your emotions....
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#960
I am very depressed today. I just broke down crying. I don't even know why.
Not much sleep last night. |
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